Utterly satisfying gooey rhythm. And I love hearing you sing in French. Such a beautiful language. :)

Great lyrics too, Al (many thanks for including the translation). You and Andrea work very well together. :)

Dope cool vocals and Beat....Always Love your Soulful melody and sound....Super Fly,kaerian! RESPECT!!!

puissant! émouvant! j'aime beaucoup cette intensité dans la voix! bravo!

Amazing collaboration with deep emotion and impressive atmosphere! Great job!

victim P

Music by https://soundcloud.com/slyarte
lyrics and vocals by kaerian

Pensées bancales:

Mon ami, je t'en prie, regarde mieux
relève-toi, qu'est-ce qui va pas? Lève les yeux
toi aussi, tu te sens pris 
dans un piège
tu te protège

j'ai appris par des faits
et par défaites
que j'étais responsable
de ma vie et de ce que j'en fais
même quand c'est effroyable
Je fais ce que je peux
mais mes yeux
jouent à des jeux
mon mental qui s'emballe 
et déballe un dédale
de pensées bancales

Je fais ce que je peux, est-ce trop peu?

j'ai appris que la vie comporte tout cela
moi aussi j'ai grandis dans cette haine
celle qu'on sème
perdu dans l'oubli
j'ai laissé s'enfuir
l'espoir de guérir

ma plus grande blessure
ne pas comprendre d'où vient la cassure
ne pas arriver à m'empecher de recommencer
à m'embourber dans un tel merdier que j'ai provoqué
toujours décider d'y retourner
inlassablement capituler
éviter toutes responsabilités


dans un dédale de pensées bancales
mais j'aimerais changer
dans un dédale de pensées bancales
c'est vrai
je vais changer
mon mental qui s'emballe
personne va m'aider 
alors je dois croire 
que j'vais y arriver


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ENGLISH TRANSLATION:


My friend, I beg you, look better
get up, what's wrong? Look up
you too, you feel caught
in a trap
you are protecting yourself

I learned by facts
and by defeats
that I am responsible
of my life and what I do with it
even when it's frightening
I do what I can
but my eyes
are playing games
my mind goes wild
and unpacks a maze
of wobbly thoughts

I do what I can, is it too little?

I've learned that life includes all that
I too grew up in this hatred
the one we sow
lost in oblivion
I had let go
the hope of healing

my biggest wound
not understanding where the break comes from
not being able to stop myself from starting again
getting stuck in such a mess that I caused
always deciding to go back
relentlessly surrender
avoid all responsibilities

in a maze of wobbly thoughts
but I would like to change
in a maze of wobbly thoughts
it's true
I will change
my mind is going crazy
nobody will help me
so I have to believe
that I'll make it

Pensées bancales

Pensées bancales - SlyArtË & Kaerian

A while ago, I completed a batch of tracks, most of which were purposefully underproduced. That is to say, they were intentionally finished early on in the production process. The idea was an experiment in technical minimalism, to see if my tracks might benefit from a leaner sound. I don’t mean strict minimalism, but I do mean less ear candy and a lower track count.

This track was part of that batch, but I just couldn’t leave it alone and so it’s the most worked-on of the bunch. It’s an uplifting, riff-driven track with dubstep leanings and a dark, simplistic bass line. The dubstep elements are strictly old, old school, ‘cause I’d had my fill by the time Skrillex came along.  

It kind of harkens back to the 90's in some respects, but then much of my work is like that, what with me having my formative musical experiences in that era. I do hope those vintage rave vibes keep it interesting.

If this one strokes your familiar, then please do ‘like’, comment and repost. I genuinely hope that you’ll let me know if you agree with the write-up, or whether you feel that it’s inaccurate - sometimes I get so absorbed in a piece that I lose the ability to see the wood for the trees… However you feel about it, thank you for listening.

Higher Magick

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Stratosphere

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Manifest Flex 88 BPM

What are all the buddies from Wall-E doing? They're having funky fun ...
Peter Pasch > Drums, Percussion & Remastering 
Ralf Wadephul > keyboards & synthesizers
Composed, Arranged & Performed by OESJ 
© 2022 OESJ | All Rights Reserved | www.oesj.eu

FUNKY ROBOTS

1st track on littleuniverses LP
Music Video for Radio Edit: https://youtu.be/d6-bq6lcCgM

LYRICS:
Under the largest sky
framed by the tallest pines
our bodies lay on the earth

I feel the warmth 
of the orange flames burn 
put your hand in mine
close your eyes

I’m rising 
Like the sparks of these flames
you lit the bonfire in me
I’m seeing things 
You’re magic

So much mist 
then made a drop
the tiniest drop
until a warm rain poured

I want to be 
the hand that writes 
lay your head on me
close your eyes

Then we waved to all 
that we’ve become
and acknowledged
all that we are not

I envisioned
feathered wings
you beside me
I’m seeing things 
You’re magic.

Then blew the  
wind to dry us down
to spin us ‘round 
our hands lengthened to arms
and the maps in your eyes 
showed how our souls took flight
to soar
‘cause you’ve opened the sky       
You’re magic.

littleuniverses

Magic

Siegonia

｢過去生 ~ ALLEGRETTO CITTA' POP」

Concept music for a graphic novel.

Music written, produced, mixed and mastered by Thomas O'Higgins Horna.

Cover art: "The Golden Stairs" (1880) by Edward Burne-Jones. Edited by me.

PAST LIVES

ＰＡＳＴ･ＬＩＶＥＳ

THE BOY - HANG ON TO YOURSELF

Everything by THE BOY

From 4th EP "Don't" OUT on major platforms NOW!
Click Link ( Spotify )↓ & Enjoy‼️
 : https://open.spotify.com/album/0r1WKfWAQlCI55UfL9RATt?si=911ctBvASKGmDX6P_nxeTg

HANG ON TO YOURSELF

A simple folky stringed composition inspired by an admired and legendary folk guitar player Gordon Mikefield to those who know of the alias ;) now supposedly & hopefully not retired.
A haunting kind of tune with a selected arrangement comprising of acoustic & electric guitars, double-bass, mellotron and glockenspiel.
Inspiration from an album "Return To Ommadawn"
Thanks for listening.
Arranged and produced by Mike Hilton © 17/12/22

Cover art ~ Paintt version " Holographic Tiles" of La Grotta Dei Ladroni, Sicily Italy, original image by Salvatore Allegra.

Down The Rabbit Hole

Down the Rabbit Hole

I do, without knowing.
I  do it for fun, not for fame so,
ALL PROMOTION PROPOSAL WILL BE BLOCKED AND REPORTED AS SPAM
because it annoys me...



Also part of 
https://soundcloud.com/blending-altitudes with https://soundcloud.com/sonicrider
and
Off Grid with https://soundcloud.com/mahan-mahan



https://soundcloud.com/sleeplesscollective

Pensées bancales - SlyArtË & Kaerian

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