I Just Wanted To Be Happy

lock the door i cut my wrist im a murder activist
im a bloodshed advocate im a killing champion
get the fuck away from me i should fucking stab you hun
you say that im crazy but thats only when i grab the gun

tear your body all apart i just wanna keep your heart
in a bottle or a jar turn you to a bathbomb
different pills inside my nose perc an oxy i suppose
vicodin or adderall drivin with my alcohol

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murder champ #winning

is it not w/ skeleton

I guess every time you close your eyes
You see me standing right beside you
Brush your hair from morning on
Wipe your skin til your tears are gone
I guess everyone just fucking hates you
Shattered words will end and break you
Cry to me while you sing along
Look at me while you get it wrong
Say what you said I heard you

I known you for a long time so I can't hurt you
And I don't want you feeling like I'm not okay
I tried to leave but not again
Looking at the ceiling of my room
I'm pondering, I'm missing you

Thinking of our conversations
I can't even think of things to do
You wanted me to stay but I don't wanna see it through
Rathеr be by myself but evеry time I close my eyes I'm seeing you

-crayon

close ur eyes - crayon

i wanna die
but no one gives a fuck so its alright
ill leave it up to god, to decide
because i cant decide, where to reside
thinking about problems, like everyday
causing so much stress, to my fucking face
but in the end, im going to my happy place
i hope i see u there, its gone be great (x2)
im rolling up a j so we can play
theres not many games that are really fun
i still rather play hide and seek, run 
dududududu

aynjules - nope your too late i already died (remix)

i know you hate it but im alive and im healthy

a cover of wifiskeleton & aether's loserclub
https://open.spotify.com/album/77K5GrVTrG8XNcTvExsPaO?si=MpSIiC0bTJyVP2Nrw3z_1Q

Ah-ah, I just can't forget
That your friends think I'm a loser and shit
I hate it
How could I say I got no regrets
Can't admit that I would lose her and shit
She waited
For me to be awake,
she wants me well for my own sake
Rumors 'bout what I take
She's hoping that it's all just fake
But she knows that it's real that's the guy that made
All those promises and never stayed
I showed her good and then I proved her wrong, then write these stupid songs (then write these stupid songs)
She understood, that who she cared for is gone...
You did this to yourself cannot blame someone else
See the future a forest where you tie the belt
You did this to yourself blame everyone else
When you leave this world there's no one to wish you well

laced loser life

whatever

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



you hurt me and i still havent healed

kaisexistence?

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