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YOUR QUEEN IS BAAAAACK
Thank you for your support <3 gonna be posting a lot more in the near future :)
Produced by martensite
Mix/Mastered by Demxntia
Art by me and Digital Yams

Get it Down (Again) Prod. Martensite

produced by neverforever

completely non profit 

lyrics

Where u been now
Where u been
Its almost been a week now 
And i havent seen u since
I wanted us to stay friends 
But that isnt how it is
I know it gets stressful
Sticking next to me
All the stress on my mental
It stains all the sheets
So i sway to this tempo
As she falls asleep
In his arms
In their apartment
Life gets hard
But i knew that from the start 

Think i aged like 20 years in a few days
I saw the message of the gods burned in my brain
I found the fight inside my soul n now i spit flame
If anything i learned i got a cruel fate
Suns blocked so i start booting up
I break down my body i dont give a fuck
Bitch im going hard until my time is up
I need the cruelest woman to make me give a fuck

i want u to fuck me up
why is that never enough
looking at me with the eyes of an angel
i think that we're both falling out
how does this come about

she just falls asleep
in her lovers arms
when life gets hard
we fill our lungs with tar

i think i aged like 20 years in a few days
i saw the message of the gods and its burned into my brain 
if anything i got a cruel fate



-1 (neverforever)

produced by jolst
featuring skele 

sendflowrs:

(it’s so frustrating 
the way u say that 
u know what u want
and u still do not want me)

now it’s the winter
and it’s so cold
she told me she always felt safe
wearing my coat 
i’m still a loser 
always alone ): 
and those big brown eyes 
they always freeze up all my bones 
she shows a smile
and says “come home”
i think the day that i die
i’ll finally grow 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave 

(skele)

but i’m here 
and you’re there 
washing out blood dried up in ur hair 
baby don’t keep calling me i don’t care 
going out bad 
like so sad
hurting me till i crash
you’re a tumor 
need to cut you out 
but i’m here 
n you’re there 
n you tell me that it’ll be okay 

(skele & sendflowrs)
i don’t care 

(sendflowrs) 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave

tumour, pt 2 (w/ skele) (jolst)

guitar by magicDz

love y'all a ton.
thank you for listening
thank you for being here, truly
hope you enjoy

ep postponed, but i got a lot else i've been working on
yea



take me apart
reassemble and recharge what you erased
no regards
zip my lip, i cannot communicate

above every scent they embellish
it's rotten, yet fresh, so i cannot repel it

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

(i don't) i don't wanna feel this bitter
but i don't wanna rock that mask, no
redacting myself from the present when i wanna end it
pelt dust at my mental
cavities build in my dental
skipping toothpaste for the mentos
everything felt so common
i hurt so often; bent like a stencil

caffeination, isolation, what a cycle, what a day
couple people that i talk to; very seldom light the way
i do it myself it seems
shot down like it's belomancy

sat recluse in my room every noon, glued to youtube
if i had somebody special, it'd be them too
won't you settle down and tell me what you're going through
call me up for once, 'cause honestly you never do
so when the clock strikes, i feel the curse so tight
staying up 'till it's twilight
green flash in my eyesight
black cat in the moonlight
waving bye when i'm boutta cry
i hit you up 'cause i had to cry
spirit guide lurkin' hindsight

drill in my head, got a shovel in my chest
but i leave it like that, let it grow like grass
i'm a fucked up kid, can't live in the past
and the moment don't last, break shit when i laugh
no meds and i'm gassed, but deflate real fast
real friends hit back, understand where i'm at?
why you treat 'em like ass though?
do you got a moat for the castle?
been down every ounce, now i'm fragile
she had meant so much, what a hassle
days into weeks, now months
stolen my crutch
fuck it i'll hunch
punching my gut 'till the air flows
cornering stare with an echo
licking the tip of the arrow
wove in a rope like a pharaoh
sooner than late i won't care, no

like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

bombay

why you pacing round? just come sit down, you make me nervous
swear its getting hard to trust you, i aint doing it on purpose
if i ever masked my feelings i would do you a disservice
dont look at me like that cause all my pain is gonna surface

if you ever turn you back on me, get ready for the knife
you already made your move, but i did too im down to fight
know you thought you were ahead by like a mile, but not quite
i made a list inside my head of all your wrongs just out of spite

im a jerk
guess im a jerk

ow that shit hurt, i wont say it did
ill probably shut down, go jump in a ditch
ill probably crashout on a bottle of gin
while i choke on the pills from your own cabinet

i know thats a sin but i just cannot win
its pain in my heart, and everything look dim
just want it to stop, before shit get too grim
when i see myself, who is he? dont know him

im a jerk
guess im a jerk

BPD Pt 3 (JERK)

im just tryna feel alive, but swear this smoke dont do me nothing
taking hits to find my peace, but i get tired of the bluffin
feel the weight inside my lungs, im smokin dank thats why im stuntin
wish that i could feel it, but alone it dont mean nothin

still i only fuck with gas
i aint never slide no mid, be offended if you ask
but lately i been feinin just so i can flip a pack
like i need it, but i need the money more than i need grass

it aint never been this bad, but i dont ever ask for help
do like all i can to get the bag, cost of my health
collecting all new trauma, getting paid now feel like hell
but i had to get the bag, resort to selling my whole self

thats way too close for comfort
maybe i deserve it, maybe i should suffer
maybe shit been rougher, maybe ill get tougher
dont need no one, ill just stay behind my cover

shit too real, i smoke it all away
cant stop here, im going all the way
3.5, until im gone today
im so scared, take it all away

what a fucked up dumb life
but i got fucked perspective, dont take my advice
thats just how it is dont feel bad for myself
i been know how this works since the day i was twelve

got a clouded brain, but im still tryna function
daily stupid shit just be pushin my buttons
carry out my business but im still on some fuck shit
i wanna eat the barrel, twelve gauge with the buck shit

WWKD (What Would Kurt Do?)

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Lyrics: 
Is it the start of the end or the start of beginning no
Cuz I don't know where to go when everyone starts leaving home
And the rest feels so unknown
You can be my killer if you wanted, you can be my killer if you tried
I wouldn't move a muscle if you came through 
And just shot me with your lies

Just tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

This is your last saving point
You can turn around now or face the fact that 
What you want's not what you'll get
But you'll get something close it
Stop your crying it's not the end of the world
But no one listens to a quiet little girl
I wanna talk about, don't wanna shout about it
Left me alone made me the killer on the drive hom

Okay, here I go again I apologize for the way 
I've been acting since the beginning
I know that you still love me so, Say that you will hold me close
But I know that it'd be better for the whole world if you just

Tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive home
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights
And I don't wanna do this on my own
Be the killer on the drive
Backstabbers play the part in the dark 
Always me on my own when i'm fallin a part

So tie me to the tracks and let me, I'm the killer on the drive home
Blindfolded like a fool in the night in the night
Like a deer in your headlights

KILLER ON THE DRIVE HOME (PROD. 6SIGMA)

Produced by T8 !!!!
Lyrics:
Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but

It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead

I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everyone is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
But maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead
I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everything is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Is it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
Maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream

RUNNING OUT/KINDA FUNNY (PROD. T8)

Me and starinthesky are killing the kitchen call us gordon ramsay
Prod. Wellfed

frozenteardrop x ☆STARINTHESKY☆- broken bottles (prod. Wellfed)

Produced Kado

If you love me let me go
And if you don't just let me know
Maybe one day I can set this straight 
But I probably won't 
Oh no I love you
I miss you
I hate this I fucking hate this
But I can't be mad it's all my fault
The times we had are all I want
I heard you're doing well
I guess that's swell 
Cause I'm definitely not
I think that you would like Manchester 
I almost called but then thought better
If you ever get the chance to go see 
Paris in sweater weather you better take it
I miss your face I miss your hair 
I miss your breath I miss you there
On the bed right next to me
Right where you still should be
I miss your smile and your stare
The way I always knew you cared
Yeah I miss you all the time
Now that nothing's how it should be

Vallhalla

Freya

daniel silver - in my feels (prod. tundrabeats)

produced by: malith
vocals, mixing and crying by: @sendflowrs
visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ2TJ3aX_Rc

lyrics:

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
cus i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for?
x2

hit me on my cell,
it’s all you there’s no one else,
you’re the one i call yeah when i need help,
you’re the one i call yeah when i’m in hell
n you can kill me i won’t tell,
you hate me more than you hate yourself
i been sleepin all day, i’m not well,
but im pushin thru, all by myself 

yeah, and i’ve had enough 
of writing all these songs about you,
because you’re dead and gone,
to me you’re just a girl with some tattoos

but when it’s said and done;
i still can’t help myself when i’m around you,
and i won’t hold my tongue,
cus everyday i wake up in a bad mood

so shut up, shut up,
yeah bitch i just said it,
i’m a fuck up, 
but i don’t care anymore,
thinking of you,  
i’m scrolling on reddit, 
cus you’re not on my level, 
why the fuck you sending for,
x2

Get it Down (Again) Prod. Martensite

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