am In Love With A Girl Who Lives Underwater 🧜💙🌊

Its been years since i heard this track and til this day it still never fails to make me go through the motions🔥🥹-2023

Its wild i was able to see kaiyko on her first show🖤💜🖤

I'm the girl that lives under water 😞✨

This song holds a special place in my memory thank u for this❤️‍🔥🫶🫶

I really miss the times when I was alone. These songs filled me more than my other half now. I know that we are not right for each other and I really want to live alone again and enjoy life.but I can't say about this that it's time for us to say goodbye

😓💔

epi cwin

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

Girl I knew this shit would hurt from the very beginning
I thought we would last forever baby, who am I kidding
I don’t talk to other people, I write down what I’m feeling
And I stare at the two bladed fan on my ceiling
That’s the moment I realized that this life has no meaning
It’s the meaning that you give to it that keeps your heart beating
She looked over at me and said that she think that she’s peaking
I look down at my hands and say I don’t think I feel it

I didn’t feel it at all
I wanted to show the world
That you were my only girl
And then it all fell apart
Because it always does
Baby that’s my luck
I just keep doing these drugs
And you still don’t hit me up
Okay

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

plastic lungs *p. genshi*

SORRY WON’T SAVE YOU NOW

where the sidewalk ends its hard to tell
i used to read that book by the wishing well
take it off take it off ur t shirt
in the lake in the lake in the summer

slip my blazers on 
i dont care about the mud that got on them
when will you come back to boston it's getting harder without you

blazers

this is the final mix of Sis!! ^-^ I had the amazing opportunity to record at Converse rubber tracks in brooklyn this past weekend :)
thank u sachi n blaise n noah <3

A sad song about a sad girl. Prod by  https://soundcloud.com/orionnotitle
:::ＬＹＲＩＣＳ:::
She's sinking down the oceans, she's choking on emotions...
She feels herself sinking, getting deeper, shes holding onto her breath,
just falling to her own death, she feels herself sinking,getting deeper deeper. 
She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.




https://kaiyko.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscing-girl-ep

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

s/o @astvri <3 https://youtu.be/J5C4gncWsvA

       -lyrics-
I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you 

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

*^ Blood stains on my carpet **
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
** that's on my home screen **

sulfur of the faucet (prod. 93)

sulfur out the faucet

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

luna

download

nobody 😔

Get With U

(ft. SMRTDEATH) [prod. haardtek]

@smrtdeath
@haardtek

ride away

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Artwork: Ian Thomas Miller

You Might Be Sleeping [w. Clairo]

@kaynives  @darkskyparadox 



PiHKAL
 June 17, 2017.
*LYRICS*

I lost a piece of myself
2012
I won't forget ya
Me see I never ned help 
Do this myself
Don't need assistance
Girl who depend on my wealth
Notchinmybelt
was fun but good riddance
Me and my baby do well
duet and duality
She's a pretty lil angel

I have no reason to cry
I got no reason to cry
I don't need u in my life
Ill have a wonderful time
Baby look me in my eyes
Pupils one helluva size
I can't attempt suicide
yet to have time of my life
I have no reason to cry 
I got no reason to cry aye

I found myself all alone
A year ago
I need a sunset
Ok, I get it, you know
life is a joke;
millennial fuckfest
I really thought I would blow
instead I do blow 
My only success
Suck it up, love me Im depressed
Up in her tummy das young $ex
idnc if you want me
want u to want me to undress

I have no reason to cry
Ill find a reason to cry
Tempt me and lead me to lie
I see a dream in her eyes 
Im gonna scheme on the prize 
U can just sleep in for life

Tell me, tell me, lie to me, lie to me
I get high of this irony
I decided that I should leave 
Not just you but society 
Do me one and just lie for me

You have no reason to cry
You'll find a reason to cry
Long.Live.MyDemons survive
Attached, I can't leave them behind
Even feel low when Im high
Oh what a wonderful life
I have no reason to cry
I have no reason to cry

Molly Melancholy  (prod. by KAY NIVE$ x DARKSKYPARADOX)

prod. @marten4str 
ft. @refeboykc

I catch myself when thoughts start trailing off
Envisioned as a bloody pulp
You want the sky but it's where it belongs 
There's always something more 
It never feels enough 

Wait till I die before you miss me
Wait till I die before you miss me
Wait till I die before you miss me 
Might just it end it tragic in a 6 speed
x3

Might still wake up drunk 
Like do you miss me 
Mjght just end it tragic in a 6 speed 
Hate sinking in the mud, I think it's claimed me
Bet you could never hate me like I hate me

king christian:
I'm catching water 
so I'm sinking fast
I don't know how long
my last breath will last
I knew eventually,
our boat would crash
Sooner or later, 
now I'm waiting 
till my lungs collapse

(if I'm being honest I'm scared)
might still wake up drunk
like do you miss me?
(I'm so sick of having nightmares)
might just end it tragic in a 6 speed
hate sinking in the mud 
I think it's claimed me
you could never hate me like I hate me

end it tragic in a 6 speed ft. king christian (prod. martensite)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

Produced by T8 !!!!
Lyrics:
Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but

It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead

I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everyone is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
But maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Was it my fault everything's complicated
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream
Wish I could see you
The way you see me in your head
So picture perfect
But I just wanna be dead
I got it on my own for awhile
Until I felt sad again
I just wanna see the end
Cuz everything is useless
When you're on your own
Ain't it funny that it feels like my best friend is my phone.

And I, I'm running out I'm running out baby
I'm running out of ideas on how to sink or swim in this situation
Is it my fault everything's complicated
But you can't take the blame
Can't take care of everything
You say it's a waste
To throw away just everything
Maybe you're the right one
And I am the wrong one for this time.

Why should I care about what u said what she said
I don't even know why it's messin wit my head but
It's kinda funny, it's kinda funny don't u think?
The way u see me
Like ima perfect walkin dream

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

༺kaiyko༻

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