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Away From Here Ft. Pretty.Odd & Yung Ugly

HaVoC

I don’t even know where the fuck I’m from
I just look in the mirror what I become 
Now that I see it clearer I feel so numb
I just play with my life like a loaded gun
You can try to keep me close
But I might fade away 
Oh no what oh mistake 
When you filled my place 
As I’m looking out the window 
Saying don’t go
Too far
from me
Who’s that man staring me in the face 
Does he know who he is does he know his last name 
Does he stand outside Throwing gas on the fame
Does he do the same things that his own dads shames 
I don’t wanna be my dad 
I don’t wanna be in jail 
I don’t wanna think these thoughts 
Cause I know that they will prevail
But I’m sitting where I’ll rot 
Cause I know that This is hell
Thinking won’t this thinking stop
When I’m hanging off the rail
Do I wanna jump 
Do I wanna end it all 
I don’t wanna hear the fuss 
When my picture on my wall 
I don’t wanna make it rough
I promise you this deal is small 
Take a couple months 
And I know you won’t recall
(pt. 2)
Mama kicked me out 
Don’t know what I gotta do now 
I been tryna get up in the booth now
I just wanna hear the real truth now 
Chilling with the crew now
I just move now
Can we move on
I know you that won
I know this ain’t fun
I’m keeping it close it’s my separate one 
It’s keeping me calm 
When I’m reading the psalms 
Turning to make sense of this world 
And it’s charm 
I wanna go farther im losing my moms
The only one there when I was so young 
My dad wasn’t there he was chasing the rum
I’m going to school but they tell me I’m dumb
I’m losing all senses of where I am from
I’m find the meaning when I hear the drums
I need to find feeling im feeling so numb 
I know what I’m hearing It’s what I become 
Need a remedy 
Set my mind to east

Mirror

Kakó (@kakomusictx)