Self

this is no longer a dream

make it easier

Fear Leads Us On

When Flowers Bloom

Never Change (feat. Leila Dey) (Interlude)

Honey For Wounds

Alright

Feeling hurt, helpless and frustrated, KALLI reveals what it’s like to be a tender and caring woman in a patriarchal society that exploits that compassion. “IF HE RULES THE WORLD, how do I get mine" is KALLITECHNIS’ poignant question to an imbalance of power in a world that demands that women cater
to the needs of men, depleting their energy, and thus, sabotaging their own chances at personal growth and success.

IF HE RULES THE WORLD Lyrics

V1
I been holding way way back 
know you love my Ass like that 
tired of giving you your way 
So I so I 

Feel better when I say wassup
Tell you that it’s not enough 
To need me on your bad days 
So I so I 

PRE x 2
Could save you from yourself again
No time to be my own friend 
Always dealing with the shitty end 
I don’t wanna please I just pretend 

HOOK x 2
If he rules the world 
How do I get mine 
With no fight 
Tonight 

V2
Who’s gonna take care of me
When you go claim my sanity
Open eyes when I’m asleep  
I doubt the company I keep 
So I so I so I 

PRE x 2
Could save you from yourself again
No time to be my own friend 
Always dealing with the shitty end 
I don’t wanna please I just pretend 

HOOK x 2
If he rules the world 
How do I get mine 
With no fight 
Tonight

IF HE RULES THE WORLD

How many times have you been called crazy by someone you’re fighting with? For women, that number is probably quadrupled as KALLI describes how aggravating it is to be gaslit into thinking you’re insane for defying a man’s expectations. It’s convenient to throw someone’s sanity into question in an attempt to eliminate them from the conversation. “I’M NOT CRAZY but you wish I was”.

I’M NOT CRAZY Lyrics

V1
It’s funny how 
They love you, and leave you
Come right back and tease you again 
It’s funny how, they say that: “we’re vibing, as friends” 
It’s hella funny how 
You get so mad, cause I want more, 
And you can’t give it 
If it hurts maybe it’s true

PRE
I don’t wanna count on you for nothing
Love me when it suits you, you just can’t know how it feels
To be treated like you’re only something 
When I do what you want, I can’t do what you want  
I don’t wanna count on you for nothing
Love me when it suits you, you just can’t know how it feels
To be treated like you’re only something 
When I do what you want, I can’t be what you want  


HOOK
I’m not crazy but you wish I was
So I’d be sorry bout it 
I’m not crazy but you wish I was 
So you could fight with me  
I’m not crazy but you’d love if I 
Ate the lies you fed me bout a million times before 
I’m not crazy but you wish I was 
So you could f*ck with me 

V2
Know better, do better than that 
Sit tight I’m never holding back no
I’m not playing 
This is my life you
Know better, do better than that 
So right to never want you back 
No
I’m not saving, nobody but mine

PRE
I don’t wanna count on you for nothing
Love me when it suits you, you just can’t know how it feels
To be treated like you’re only something 
When I do what you want, I can’t be what you want  

HOOK
I’m not crazy but you wish I was
So I’d be sorry bout it 
I’m not crazy but you wish I was 
So you could fight with me  
I’m not crazy but you’d love if I 
Ate the lies you fed me bout a million times before 
I’m not crazy but you wish I was 
So you could f*ck with me 

OUTRO
I’m not crazy but you wish I was
So I’d be sorry bout it 
I’m not crazy but you wish I was 
So you could f*ck with me

I'M NOT CRAZY

What You Deserve

Overdub instrument at Home Recording - 9/12/2025
Performed on Yamaha DTXtreme III Drum Kit with a Yamaha M12 Percussion Drum Pad

When I can have you - Vocal n Drums.wav

Lost a Little

Lost a Little (feat. Dani Murcia, Emily C. Browning, Emmavie, Marie Dahlstrom & The Naked Eye)

Appetite

SOUL OVER EGO
contact: jarret@kallitechnis.ca

IF HE RULES THE WORLD

KALLITECHNIS

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