https://soundcloud.com/soupxo

wn the suns down
i wnt come around
take me out wthout a sound now
cut my heartt n watch me bleed out
demons lurkin n my shadows

take me out * soup wip

traktrain

yan solo 6

fall

fall (+chromey)

acapella https://soundcloud.com/emotionals/now-or-never-vox/s-kdLzV9mPTTk?si=77bd07c2a34d4270904944cf2dbbf334&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://soundcloud.com/176s
https://soundcloud.com/lilac
art by https://soundcloud.com/nickmediasm

feel the same as ever but something is better
yea i been tryna get it together
spend too much still makin cheddar
still that guy u should kno better

yall aint clever
yea i see the shit u do i do it better
tell me boy why u wait it's now or never
now or never yea now or never

bitch i went on my way i made it better
yea better for myself i change the weather
yea im feelin like im shaq i play the center
front and center yea no one better

im in traffic yea im flyin thru
yea u know i feel like swoopy this that new new
yea i put that on myself yea thats how i do
tell me why u even tryin yea u old news

feel the same as ever but something is better
yea i been tryna get it together
spend too much still makin cheddar
still that guy u should kno better

yall aint clever
yea i see the shit u do i do it better
tell me boy why u wait it's now or never
now or never yea now or never

now or never (sense & lilac)

lost my way @chrxmey

produced by @lilac

@arideyes
tear me apart, lights out, it's lethal
i know i did wrong, i think im evil
i cant sit straight with all these people
piercing my vein, i love the needles
never ending dream, idk what happened
speeding thru the street, running thru the traffic
shattered to the core, down to a fragment
living in a scene, tell me that you're acting

@bliss05
caught inside the flame blow away the ashes
i cant feel the same cause im way 2 passed it
silver linked on this chain yea my soul attached it
i think ima go erase i just wana trash it all
how i do this shit its jus like magic
oh u tryna bite my old sound u can have it
chase this feeling that i get im like a addict
kno dem jL boys we outside causing havoc

how i did u was so fucked uppp
im so fucked up i cant trust nun
falling out the loop i guess my lucks up
if u want too we can hav fun :D
i jus made two u can have one
hysteric denims i got my shirt tucked
if u want to end em it could b worse
this feelings endless its gna hurt yuh
blood stains dripping all up on my shirt yuh
it just feels like it is never worth it
i step out im sinking into the earth yuh
its like a curse yea ill put u first ...

@arideyes
leave it up in the air, one day itll fall hard
barbed wire, open scars, running around alarm yards
burn this shit down, i never wanna cause harm
if i did u wrong, just know i wont lose heart
soul after soul i know no one coming after me
i know things will stay, but we got to leave that energy
one day i will win, im praying for a better me
i know i fail to live, baby sorry that's the best of me

bliss05 + arid eyes - i don't get it (lilac)

comp of beats iv made for fun from 2020-2023 4 fun most unreleased stuff i wantd 2 throwaway

mostly a dump of all my beats i  wil not make stuf like this anymor or at least share it anywhere online n i wna continue doin club music on main so i hope u enjoy  the last of these

all my beat stuff is ib lilac winter n maknae : )

yan solo 11

spring 2024 ft 0k1ro 51five

vecostellar!

An old project from 2017 that I want to preserve here in case I ever lose the file.

Daydreams (2017)

The Queen of Saba (Radio Edit)

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take me out * soup wip

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