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wayside remix!
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @nevrfall :)
cover art by @ejcarrmusic lmfao
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

i dont wanna lose u now
i feel so safe in your arms when the moon is out
i lose it when you’re not around
im glad im something special to u

[verse - oni boy]
i feel so dead when you’re not around me
just tell me you love me and touch on my body
cause once i start loving you know there’s no stopping
and inside my head girl you’re the only topic

suffocate me
i wanna fucking choke
consuming all your love
it’s not enough to know
i wanna feel you now
but i can’t replicate
cause all this other love
is feeling fucking fake

cause every day i wake up without you
it’s just not enough to pray to be with you
i’ll hop in the whip and drive past the bay view
the dreams become real it’ll be just us two

i don’t wanna waste my time
i gotta be by your side
and make you mine
but the timings never fucking right
drowning deep inside the tides
lost in the lines 

[pre-chorus]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight

[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

[decks & oni boy]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

wayside

wayside w/ oni boy [nevrfall]

Hope u guys like this one, ty to geist for making such a cool beat :)

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Lyrics:

I swear you know me like no other
And I'm addicted to the heartache
That come from giving out my love first
In my book she's on the last page
I know that you're confused with how I'm feeling
I am too
But honestly

Truth is I been feeling stupid
Far too long far too long
Useless she said that I've been useless
All along all along
And honestly I still hear your voice within the melody
Beckoning intertwine our souls until they're resonating
Truth is I know that I'm clueless but
I'd give it all, I'd give it all

Sun outside is shining on my skin
But I still find a way to be cold
I'm in love with a rarely fired gun
But I'm wary of the day she reload
Haunted by the task at hand
I don't think she understand
We've long forgotten Neverland no
I don't think it's what you need
But I know it's all you see
And honestly

Truth is I been feeling stupid
Far too long far too long
Useless she said that I've been useless
All along all along
And honestly I still hear your voice within the melody
Beckoning intertwine our souls until they're resonating
Truth is I know that I'm clueless but
I'd give it all, I'd give it all

Honestly(Prod. I'm Geist)

u & i

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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

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✾c0re✾ (prod. recyclebin)

October (prod. Malloy)

Mmm, mm, mmm
Mmm, mm, mmm
One day they gon feel it okay
Oh, yeah

Oh, yeah
Zombie mixed with alien
Sipping up on activist
Fucking on a bad bitch
She coming up
I'm packing it, okay
I'm just tryna live life for me yeah
Don't need to think twice bout
Where I'm going
Shit's sad, I'm delirious
Pop pills till I'm feeling it
Don't know how I move wrong
This just how I been living
I'm just tryna find a place 
Up outta here
Tryna live a life I ain't
Ever had right here
Waking up to them gunshots
Waking up to them door knocks
Police coming at the front
Tryna see if we on fed watch
Got some niggas with me
And we riding dirty oh yeah
Tryna get to the crib
Hit the back road we turning 
Oh yeah

Been through a lot in my life
And I got a whole lot on my mind
Thinking bout shit I wish I could change
But I can't get back the time
Losing my friends
Losing my love
i don't know what I can do
Sip on this drank and I'm
Killing my liver
Pop me a perc, I feel better
.38 up to my mental
I might go leave me a letter
I wanna go and stay
Got me a flight it's going 
One way uh-huh
But I think to my kids
And I know that 
I gotta go get it
Pop me a senzu 
I'm breaking my limit
Nigga be geeking
I'm feeling explicit
Breaking Bad, Bryan Cranston
Throw it down this shit blasting
Niggas be like Megatron
They go transform, go attacking
Niggas be mad at me cause I come up
I go fuck on they hoe
Count a hunnid blue ones
I could buy all they music
And still go out n' stunt
Hoe a feature to me
Is like having a one on a one

Zombie mixed with alien
Sipping up on activist
Fucking on a bad bitch
She coming up
I'm packing it, okay
I'm just tryna live life for me yeah
Don't need to think twice bout
Where I'm going
Shit's sad, I'm delirious
Pop pills till I'm feeling it
Don't know how I move wrong
This just how I been living
I'm just tryna find a place 
Up outta here
Tryna live a life I ain't
Ever had right here
Waking up to them gunshots
Waking up to them door knocks
Police coming at the front
Tryna see if we on fed watch
Got some niggas with me
And we riding dirty oh yeah
Tryna get to the crib
Hit the back road we turning 
Oh yeah

Mmm, mm, mmm
Mmm, mm, mmm

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you'll see (prod. 999ines)

自由人 ft,VemzyBenny (p rav3n)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by snorkatje @snorroo
Mixed & mastered by @horoshavibes
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
I feel better when the sun goes down
I feel better when no one’s around me
I feel better when I’m by myself
So get out get out
I think it’s ‘bout time you

Leave me be
I fuck with nobody
And it’s not my fault I’m so introverted
Got a lot of fake friends so I keep on swervin’ 

I just keep on swervin’
Ride or die fans
But I still feel worthless
Gotta lotta shit I should work through
I’m doing better but I don't think I deserve to

Been a couple years
Haven't quite felt myself
Thinking ‘bout the ways
I’ve neglected my health
Seems I got nobody left to turn to
But a half ounce in the dresser I could burn through

(decks)
I keep swervin’ on my own time
Got a couple bands inside the bank
And yeah I got ‘em on my own time
‘Bout to flatline
I been wasting the days inside my room
And yeah I know the fault is all mine

I know everything ain't looking great for me
Antisocial and I’ve got anxiety
Fuck a job I wanna make it out happy
Feels like this life ain't meant for me

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Leave Me Be w/ decks (Prod. snorkatje)

JANUARY 1, 2021
GHOST (PROD. @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
I don’t even know you
Goodbye
You don’t even know me
Why lie
Nothing, but a stranger
Don’t hide

Happens all the time
I don’t think you’re right
You’re nothing, but a ghost
Memory at most
Who I used to know
Long time ago
Echo in my head
I don’t miss your bed

Staying up late at night
Grinding till the sunrise
Things haven’t changed
You chose demise, I’ll take the fame

Terrified to die alone
I don’t wanna be unknown
I gotta try to grow
I don’t wanna feel this low

Show me the real you
I just wanna feel you
Throw away the old shit
I just wanna make a hit

In my garage
Daydreaming of applause
Sick to my stomach
Think I’ma vomit

I don’t even know you
Goodbye
You don’t even know me
Why lie
Nothing, but a stranger
Don’t hide

Happens all the time
I don’t think you’re right
You’re nothing, but a ghost
Memory at most
Who I used to know
Long time ago
Echo in my head
I don’t miss your bed

And it’s hard to be someone new
I know, but this is still you
Growth doesn’t happen over night
It’s gonna take some time

I don’t even know you
Goodbye
You don’t even know me
Why lie
Nothing, but a stranger
Don’t hide

Happens all the time
I don’t think you’re right
You’re nothing, but a ghost
Memory at most
Who I used to know
Long time ago
Echo in my head
I don’t miss your bed

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Eternal Life (Prod. KAFKA)

lyrics

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know
shit made me sick
no one asked what you had thought
shut the fuck up like oh my god do you get tired ever 
no one cares i promise list me the reasons u not just a number
liar liar

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

come back gimme more
so attached and growing more
lifes so crazy i know lifes so crazy
i cant waste my time wondering why u hate me
stars look at these stars they gotta sign in em ya
i could see venus i could see mars i am too high in here ya
i am a punkstar i am an asshole
look my body covered in ink covered in black crows

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste
i couldnt smell i dedicate this record to

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

pewpewpew (jabarionthbeat x makii)

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

fruit2 / fleas (vid in desc)

Left On Read (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Major
Bpm 150

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