produced by me

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

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i love you

edacity - down (blink 182 cover)

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

pathetic ft. residential

i hope you think of me 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/trplgmni
master: https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

striaght through the bottle 
blacked out
it's nice to not remember
straight through tomorrow 
tapped out 
i think i'll feel it forever
i know i'll do it again 
escape till it ends
i wanna leave it all behind 
i wanna make you proud 
safe and sound 
pray i'll be alright

i just can't take anymore 
i've said that before
there's nothing left of me 
i watched you walk out the door 
va mon amour 
i hope you think of me
(i hope you think of me forever)

i can't do this sober 
(i'm leaking blood all over)
i can't do it at all
come on,
pull me closer
(i'm leaking blood all over)

hear me out 
i'm breaking down 
lost control and i need you now
this is what i've been waiting for,
prove to me that i loved you more
i'm so used to all the bandages 
but i know you couldn't manage it i,
hope you find heaven in him

there's nothing left of me

there's nothing left of me (prod. triple gemini)

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIC7jFfePUU
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G9Nf7CX2fkoduZaIqxDwi?si=0d99359b694f40de 

its so dark its okay i will find you
(i gotchu)
its so odd this place is my home
(where im from)
u laugh at the things that i cry to
(im see thru)
when i think about it that is so wrong

wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

i can see what u dont see
thats the line i wont cross
i can bleed what u dont bleed
thats a thing i cant stop
on my own i cannot breath
i love u and thats ur loss
thinking bout the things
u would say in my spot

i just took a pill took me straight to the top
i rly hate every song that i drop
falling to pieces pls make it stop


its so dark its okay i will find you
its so odd this place is my home
u laugh at the things that i cry to
when i think about it that is so wrong


wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

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odd (utaqq)

i was never the same

prod: michael harrison, aidan han, and max vossberg
master: @onlyfriendyeah

you said my eyes looked pretty
and wiped the tears from my face 
you told me that you're leaving
but it'll all be okay
and i was never the same
you didn't have to go 
why'd you leave me alone

i bet you're sick of playing innocent
aren't you?
you were happy tearing ligaments
weren't you?
i was always the participant 
for you to see just how bad it gets

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

and really baby you're a monster
i was in love with that

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs
you look so good in white
we do this every time
so baby let me go
i'll see you after i die
the last light
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs 
you look so good in white
we do this every time
let me go
i'll see you after i die 
the last light 
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

i saw you by the water

Waste My Time (@prodtuf)

Cry with me. Sing with me. Heal with me. A sprinkle of some of my favorite emo hits.
@FonzoiLy

Before you liked DUBSTEP, you liked EMO.

what if i (ft. @iamjcast) (prod. https://soundcloud.com/jrsenmartin)

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
My ears are still ringing
Can barely hear myself thinking
I slowly feel myself sinking
So now I turn to drinking

So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?
So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?

Little things you do 
Fall and fall for you
How you say I love you
One sock before each shoe

My voice is giving out
I’ve been dying for days now

(J. Cast)
Keep on lying to me…
Yeah… Woah…
What if I need you, shawty?
What if I need you by me?
Why do you keep on lying?
You said you need me by you
Why do you keep on lying?
Why do I keep on trying?
I just need you beside me
What if I can’t find love?

(kami oshie) 
So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?
So what if I, what if I
Fell so short
From who I wanna be?
Would you still love me?

written by kami oshie, J. Cast, crybabykeith 

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Stream on Spotify

what if i (ft. J. Cast) (prod. recycleBin)

anxiety (prod. kami oshie x recyleBin)

LYRICS:
Anxiety’s getting the best of me
Haven’t been myself lately
I’ll get back to it, eventually
Clear the space in my head
I’ll sleep when I’m dead
I can see so clearly
You weren’t the one for me
But I’ll still think of you, periodically

These thoughts are too much for me
Feeling so down on my luck, you see?
Got you on my mind
Not sure if I’m so fine

Maybe I should just give
Maybe I should just fall
Maybe I shouldn’t live
Maybe I shouldn’t call

Maybe if I had done things differently
Maybe you’d still feel the same for me
You took my heart
Just to fall apart
You took the space in my head
Just to leave this space in my bed
I’m twenty something, feeling so down
These words make me feel like I’ll drown

Anxiety’s getting the best of me
Haven’t been myself lately
I’ll get back to it, eventually
Clear the space in my head
I’ll sleep when I’m dead
I can see so clearly
You weren’t the one for me
But I’ll still think of you, periodically

Oh...
With this, I’ll finally get past this

written by kami oshie

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anxiety (prod. kami oshie x recycleBin)

October 30, 2019

troubled souls (ft. @bailssays) (prod. @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

Spiders crawling through your ear
No reflection in the mirror
Wishing for the perfect night
As I go in for the perfect bite

I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

(bails)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
I know you don’t wanna cry
I know you don’t want to go

Me and kami oshie 
Fucking up your halloween
Here to steal your girl
Making twice your daddy’s salary
Baby, I’m a punk, how the fuck can you be mad at me?
No we cannot dunk, but she always asking us to sing

(kami)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

(bails)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
I know you don’t wanna cry
I know you don’t want to go

You don’t want this pain
I don’t know how to say it
I got nothing to gain but got the blood on my face
I’ve been dying to kill you, but you trying to live
Every word that you say feel like a knife in my ribs

(kami)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

(bails)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
I know you don’t wanna cry
I know you don’t want to go

(kami)
I am just a troubled soul
I have nowhere else to go
I am just a troubled soul
I just hate to feel alone
Tell me are you scared of ghosts?
What is it that scares you most?
Tell me before I slit your throat
As you leave to grab your coat

----------------------------------------
written by kami oshie, bails

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troubled souls (ft. bails) (prod. recycleBin)

PROD. RECYCLEBIN (https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
I STILL THINK OF YOU FROM TIME TO TIME
I STILL THINK OF YOUR HAND HOLDING MINE
I STILL REMEMBER YOUR EYES
HOW THEY LOOKED IN THE MOON LIGHT

NOW YOU’RE JUST A MEMORY
DO YOU EVER THINK OF ME?
I GUESS I’M NOT READY TO LET GO
I HAVE AN EMPTY SOUL

AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES
AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES
AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES
AND YEAH, I KNOW
THAT’S HOW LIFE GOES

JAN. 30, 2020

OBJECTS ARE CLOSER THAN THEY APPEAR (PROD. RECYCLEBIN)

tell you ten (prod. recycleBin)

April 25, 2020

i really miss you (prod. @recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
You didn’t want me and I gotta remember that
I gotta stop looking at your page and thinking back
I’ve been running low on sleep cause I thought you’d be mine to keep
Yeah, maybe that’s the way this goes
I swear god, who know’s?

And maybe this is how it's meant to be,
But I still wish you were here with me

And maybe this is how it’s meant to be
But I wish that you were here with me
You tell me that I never really cared
I keep looking back at the time we shared
I really miss having you in my life
I really miss having you by my side
I really miss having you in my life
I really miss having you by my side

By my side
By my side

You didn’t want me and I gotta remember that
I gotta stop looking at your page and thinking back...

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artwork by:
www.instagram.com/mama_earth11/

i really miss you (prod. recycleBin)

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