produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

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i love you

edacity - down (blink 182 cover)

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

pathetic ft. residential

i hope you think of me 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/trplgmni
master: https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

striaght through the bottle 
blacked out
it's nice to not remember
straight through tomorrow 
tapped out 
i think i'll feel it forever
i know i'll do it again 
escape till it ends
i wanna leave it all behind 
i wanna make you proud 
safe and sound 
pray i'll be alright

i just can't take anymore 
i've said that before
there's nothing left of me 
i watched you walk out the door 
va mon amour 
i hope you think of me
(i hope you think of me forever)

i can't do this sober 
(i'm leaking blood all over)
i can't do it at all
come on,
pull me closer
(i'm leaking blood all over)

hear me out 
i'm breaking down 
lost control and i need you now
this is what i've been waiting for,
prove to me that i loved you more
i'm so used to all the bandages 
but i know you couldn't manage it i,
hope you find heaven in him

there's nothing left of me

there's nothing left of me (prod. triple gemini)

Official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIC7jFfePUU
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5G9Nf7CX2fkoduZaIqxDwi?si=0d99359b694f40de 

its so dark its okay i will find you
(i gotchu)
its so odd this place is my home
(where im from)
u laugh at the things that i cry to
(im see thru)
when i think about it that is so wrong

wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

i can see what u dont see
thats the line i wont cross
i can bleed what u dont bleed
thats a thing i cant stop
on my own i cannot breath
i love u and thats ur loss
thinking bout the things
u would say in my spot

i just took a pill took me straight to the top
i rly hate every song that i drop
falling to pieces pls make it stop


its so dark its okay i will find you
its so odd this place is my home
u laugh at the things that i cry to
when i think about it that is so wrong


wake up crashing and crash it with me
fake love
match it matching my speed ur tough
bleeding im think im at ease ur stuck
ur taking so much here from me ur fault

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odd (utaqq)

i was never the same

prod: michael harrison, aidan han, and max vossberg
master: @onlyfriendyeah

you said my eyes looked pretty
and wiped the tears from my face 
you told me that you're leaving
but it'll all be okay
and i was never the same
you didn't have to go 
why'd you leave me alone

i bet you're sick of playing innocent
aren't you?
you were happy tearing ligaments
weren't you?
i was always the participant 
for you to see just how bad it gets

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

and really baby you're a monster
i was in love with that

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs
you look so good in white
we do this every time
so baby let me go
i'll see you after i die
the last light
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs 
you look so good in white
we do this every time
let me go
i'll see you after i die 
the last light 
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

i saw you by the water

Waste My Time (@prodtuf)

Cry with me. Sing with me. Heal with me. A sprinkle of some of my favorite emo hits.
@FonzoiLy

Before you liked DUBSTEP, you liked EMO.

May 18, 2016

Pretty Without The R (ft. @typicaledmon) (Prod. @itsafterglow)
Engineered by PGE II https://www.instagram.com/pgeiirecz/

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
I hope you know that I still see your tweets
(Yeah, I still see your tweets)
I hope this isn’t your fucking week
(Yeah, not your week)
I know, I know I’m so goddamn petty
(So goddamn petty)
You’re so, you’re so goddamn dead to me
(So goddamn dead to me)

I hope you know that I still your tweets
I hope this isn’t your fucking week

(Edmon)
I hope you have the worst week
Why’d you have to ghost me?
Left me feeling lonely like you didn’t know me
We’ve been through it
Now I hate myself
I feel like shit and I hate you now

(kami)
I can see that you’re on and off with my replacement
Guess you really like them toxic till you feeling vacant
Yeah, you got me fucked up
Saying that you miss us
Yeah, you got me fucked up
Made me feel not enough
Guess you can go fuck off
If you fucking miss us

It just feels so good to know that you’re falling apart
Now you know what you did to me and my poor heart

follow:
twitter.com/kamioshie
www.instagram.com/kamioshie/
www.youtube.com/channel/UC_gh1_oXL45tXJSxPhtRc3A
open.spotify.com/artist/7grb7j4O44MurFMtPknN9r
https://app.matter.online/artists/@kamioshie

Edmon:
https://soundcloud.com/typicaledmon
https://twitter.com/typical_edmon
https://www.instagram.com/typical_edmon/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0i9X4ULyTLi17O2ooq2MAV?si=B0Td5DWjQQS1aPxZt_KdMQ

Afterglow:
https://soundcloud.com/itsafterglow
https://twitter.com/itsafterglow
https://itsafterglow.bandcamp.com/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzawpJg8mehkDMBiAfwdFlw
https://app.matter.online/artists/@itsafterglow

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/mama_earth11/

Pretty Without The R (ft. Edmon) (Prod. Afterglow)

[@kamioshie]