hellraiser w/ cubn + yametsu (plxce)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/synesthesia-3
swag

way to go (p slicky)

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

nothings what it seems 
i been tearing at the seams 
getting lost inside these dreams 
and i know it’s not good for me 
i’m losing sleep
i’m feeling weak 
i’m counting sheep 
it’s like i’m somewhere 
inbetween both 
life and death but
i can see what’s going on 
and i can’t do a thing 
it’s like i’m paralyzed 
staring at the summit i have to climb 
i have to learn how to swallow my pride 
the pressure has me feeling buried alive 

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

everythings backwards

wake up in the mornin i jus wanna roll up
dont know what im doin but ik im goin up
but bae u actin different lately i can tell u changin on me
i keep it 100 baby u more like two 20s and a cool 50
i gotta watch my back idk whos wit me
touch down touch down touch down
bae im in yo city
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly

ra ra ra ra ra ra
im tryna run it up yea im tryna touch a milly
ooo ok heres one thing to kno bout me
ima find a win no matter wat no matter were i be
mmmm oh thts jus the way it go
im not tryna fall in love again fuk it geronimo
huh yea
blame it on the
whatever tho
make up ya mind bae cuz this shit unprofessional

unprofeshinal [p. nojupiter]

idk y i let u go

lyrics 

deep in the woods (in the woods)
i see the faces i took, the different ways that they were shook
to live is so much harder than it looks
the world’s crumbling top-down
it’s hard to reverse when hearts are on lockdown
hard like a rock, cold, cold like it’s frostbite
dark in the night, less dark in the nightlight
mist came forth like a bright light
and what appeared was unknown life
i’ve been living with this hate so much longer than i should
cold, dark, hard to escape, this deep inside the woods
these messages i pray aren’t heard or understood
i wonder if the face that put me here is even scared to look
pages of the book, not letting a thing off the hook
i take each word so fucking personally, everything you’ve got, you took
skin covered in soot, the ashes recooked
not a trace of what is meant to be is here, wasn’t left put
deep in the woods, no
you’ll find what you’re looking for
too deep in the woods
and you won’t be able to leave no matter how hard you try
every day a loss
passing up my feelings from the moment for a future that ain’t promised
i got my mindset set on chronic
if i wasn’t before, now i’m on it
you’ve got side quests for vision
mine’s so blurry, but still, i want it
i don’t have a fucking option
since i could, yeah, i’ve been running
the awareness got me jogging
you’d think that i’m not fronting, uh
but trust me, i ain’t slowing down
i’m just saving myself for when the unknown hits town
deep in the woods (in the woods)
i see the faces i took, the different ways that they were shook
to live is so much harder than it looks
the world’s crumbling top-down
it’s hard to reverse when hearts are on lockdown
hard like a rock, cold, cold like it’s frostbite
dark in the night, less dark in the nightlight
mist came forth like a bright light
and what appeared was unknown life

heartwood

heartwood (flesh) [bonus tracks from album on spotify]

back out p. shoiyi x jolst

[Verse 1]
Napapansin ko na ‘yung lamig sa mga mata mo,
Pero nagtatanga-tangahan pa rin ako — oo.
Yung dating tawag mo, ngayon puro “seen” na lang,
Yung dating ako, unti-unti mo nang nilalayo’t ginagawang walang halaga.

Sinabi ko sa sarili ko, “siguro pagod ka lang,”
Kahit ramdam ko na, ako na lang ‘tong kumakapit ng mag-isa sa habang-buhay.
Pilit kong kinukulong lahat ng sakit at lungkot,
Kasi takot akong mawala ka… kahit ako na ‘tong nauubos.

[Pre-Chorus]
Pero habang tumatagal, lumilinaw ang lahat,
Na ako ‘yung humahawak… ikaw ‘yung bumibitaw.

[Chorus]
Kasi kahit anong pilit kong itago,
Lumilitaw pa rin ang totoo —
May mga tao talagang hindi para sa’yo,
Kahit buong puso mo pa silang minamahal nang totoo.

At minsan, ‘yung pinakahalatang senyales,
Siya pa ‘yung pinakamahirap makita.
Kasi pag mahal mo, nagiging bulag ka,
Kahit unti-unti na silang nawawala.

[Verse 2]
Nararamdaman ko na ‘yung distansya sa pagitan nating dalawa,
Pero pinipili ko pa ring mag-stay kahit ako lang ‘tong lumalaban sa dalawa.
Hindi ako umaasa dahil tanga ako,
Umaasa ako kasi ayaw ko pang tanggapin na wala na tayong dalawa.

Yung effort mo, unti-unti nang naglalaho,
Pero lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na “abala ka lang, ‘di mo lang masabi sa’kin ‘to.”
Pero sa totoo lang… alam ko naman,
Na hindi mo na ‘ko gusto, ako lang ‘tong umaasang balang araw babalik ka pa.

[Chorus]
Kasi kahit anong pilit kong itago,
Lumilitaw pa rin ang totoo —
May mga tao talagang hindi para sa’yo,
Kahit buong puso mo pa silang minamahal nang totoo.

At minsan, ‘yung pinakahalatang senyales,
Siya pa ‘yung pinakamahirap makita.
Kasi pag mahal mo, nagiging bulag ka,
Kahit unti-unti na silang nawawala.

[Bridge]
Di ko naman gusto na maging gan’to,
Pero minsan kailangan mong bitawan ‘yung taong
Matagal mo nang hawak, kahit ikaw ‘yung nasasaktan,
Kasi minsan… hindi pagmamahal ‘yung pilit na pinipilit lang.

[Outro]
Napapansin ko na ang pagbabago,
Pero ngayon… tinatanggap ko na ang totoo.
May mga tao talagang hindi mananatili,
Kahit gaano sila kalaki sa puso mo.

idk y i let u go

Kanashī

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