old song from 2018.. enjoy 🖤 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/32NT3Dogryg7FKdyTImVxA?si=fa323cd7e3e54bfc
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Picking up another eighth on my way home
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
But I still ash inside a monster can
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run & hide
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know

It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand

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who i am

swear to me! (prod. eric godlow)

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive

drown [prod cxrter x rj pasin]

thank u for listening <3

prod idly blare
mix/master help from @vito2300

lyrics:
can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

you're so beautiful x100

can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

jitters

+yungspoiler

lyrics:
bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i dont know who i am these days
these feelings in my chest i chase
they keep me falling flat on my face...

life rips me all apart now
chews me up and spits me right out
im so used to this now
im so used to being everybody's clown

bury my thoughts in this grave along with me
failing at life will teach you the art of subtly
im as subtle as a bullet through your head
if i dont watch it i might end up dead

i might end up fucking dead!!
i might end up fucking dead!!

i might end up fucking dead....

subtle as a bullet

a song about two people in love wanting to grow closer

what does it take to get closer? feat. scorpio (prod. Kire)

cover by @savehurtsouls

lyrics


dropped to my death
run thru my head
i culd feel it all
SATISFACTION SHOWS IN MY FACE AS THE SIRENS CALL
am i dead
am i dead
bb idk
ANSWER WHAT I ASKED U
I CANT TELL IF U LIKE ME AT ALL

SAVE ME FROM MY SINS
CUZ RN THEY ARE BUILDING UP
I RIP OUT HIS THROAT SO HE CANT SCREAM
I WILL RUN AMOK
TELL ME WHAT U SEE
DOWN THE BARREL OF A LOADED GUN
JUST ANOTHER ANIMAL THAT I WILL CONQUEST IN MY HUNT

dropped to my death
run thru my head
i culd feel it all
SATISFACTION SHOWS IN MY FACE AS THE SIRENS CALL
am i dead
am i dead
bb idk
ANSWER WHAT I ASKED U
I CANT TELL IF U LIKE ME AT ALL

subtle as a bullet

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