written by Lxst Boy
written by tsukiloofi
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
mixed by tsukiloofi

LYRICS
sorry we ended the way that we did
still writing songs cuz i still feel like shit
type you a message but i'll never send
cuz you hate me so i wrote this instead
talk about me, wont you tell it to my face tho
your friends hit me up almost like everyday, so
tell me whats wrong, how fast do the days go
broke your heart and you left me in the dirt, so

what, stuck in the mud
saw your story girl you aint no fun
stuck in this room writing this song
stare at the ceiling, this feeling wrong, ayy
yeah, im feelin sad again
tell them you hate me and tell them im bad at this
i wanna fall off a building and crash in it
you wanna die make it look like an accident
yeah, we're screwed up, that shit wont change
sit writing songs at my desk every day
chill at my place, love is a race
find the words, but dont know what to say, yeah
know that im talking, im talking to enemies
i wanna know that you'll never aboandon me
too late, i remember the things that you said to me
please dont bury me cuz i'll never rest in peace

loofi:
Sorry we started the way that we did 
I know that I changed, but I still feel like shit 
And I know I don't talk but I'm still just a kid 
Living inside a nightmare a bottomless pit

Sorry we grew up, in a world of monstrosity, wished that I grew up so maybe you’d talk to me Living so happily, lies to my family, nobody understood shit, no one talked to me 

I wish that I knew you before, I wish that I stood on your porch, to knock on your door, and ask if your home, cause I brought you some smores, together at night while we lay on the floor i wish that little crush, was a little bit longer, I wish my little head was a little bit stronger, so maybe we’d be friends and I’d last a bit longer
Its stuck and its embedded, it's a million ponders 

huh, fuck, 
Maybe I just need to give you a hug 
I'm sure I need help, but maybe i'm wrong 
All of the help that I need’s in this blunt 


All of these problems, they still in my head, i try to solve em, but find that I can't 
I'll prolly be dead soon, you know in advance, i'll get out my bed soon stop writing this bit 
Just know that my head hurts from all of this stress, I love her, I love her but I'm still a mess, I'm still the kid that the voices would mess with. Can't build the courage to send you a message 
I didn't wanna hurt you, but I guess that I did it, It's way past our curfew but we ain't done living 
My life aint the same, it's not what I envisioned. I hope that you know I'm done hurting your feelings

to the girl whose heart i broke remix (feat. Lxst Boy) (feat. Mishaal) [4lexf]

i hope you guys enjoy this one it might be a little rough but i still like it :) 
thank u all btw i appreciate the support and i’ll be back on my grind very soon<33 

lyrics: 

i know that my brain sucks, in the winter it folds 
we’re too far apart, in the blistering cold 
i got sisters to know, i got people to kill 
ima never reach out, that’s for you or the pills 
to do
my list, cutting to close
and my wrists, never really show 
now these slits, going down my throat 
and this bitch, what i want the most 

she’ll be slaughtered, she’ll vomit, she looks like a doll >;) 
if im honest i want it, my brain doesn’t stop 
i’m obsessed, and in love 
with these pills and this girl 
which one do i want more? 
fuck it i’ll own the world 
and i’ll rule it with her 
if she wants it to burn 
then we’re all gonna hurt 
im still waiting our turn 

her words, they pierced, like needles right thru me 
the feelings of uncertainty, left in my head 
(falling down) (im crying) 
but the love and the drugs are the things that i’m craving 
the eeriness of being bored and alone in this bed

sleep thru ur alarms (tsuki kaneki, remix)

--. .-. --- .-- - ....  and -- .. ... ... . .-. -.--

lyrics: 

when you breathe and your knees are relaxed 
and your lungs have collapsed in the attic of damage
yeah you last, for a year, hoping that things were cleared, in the meanwhile you still start to panic 
so you’re heart isn’t black, think you’re ready for love 
till you start to feel trapped, in mistakes i have done 
and you feel like the past, is what’s holding us back 
but baby i know, it’s been you all along 

it’s not my place to refer to human nature 
I WASN’T SURE, IF I SHOULD RUN FROM ALL THE DANGER!
but it wasn’t yours to prefer to me a creature 
i gotta stop, i feel my mind is getting weaker 

and in my time, ill heal right 
but it hurts everyday 
i hate my mind, when i fail to find 
all the words that i need to say 
instead i stay quiet, FUCK! my head’s on fire, somebody, once, told me i need to learn how to communicate

miss u i miss u i miss u, okay?
miss u i miss u i miss u, okay? 
miss u i miss u i miss u, okay? 
miss u i miss u i miss u, (bæbÿ)

i said, fuck this, see to all of the paragraphs 
i wrote you baby, plenty of em, but i won’t take them back 
i’ve always meant everything i’ve said 
so it won’t come to that 
but i wish you knew, how much i wish i could dislike you back 

fucked up, living a fate worse than death
i wrote, i don’t fucking need you, but god it hurts, i don’t know how to act 
been on the wrong path 
too fucked, and u knew that, were u too scared to move past 
and help me out?>:(

a lost cause, and nothing less 
an oddball, a demon kid
i hate you all, im prettier 
he’s so ugly, get rid of him 
not lucifer, im just his spawn 
i hate the way, we fight each other 
musics meant for everyone 
so let me die in peace
baby

xanni, (prod. wissery/brody)

art by Pranathi. 
produced by ang3lcry

Lyrics:
don't you hate it when it's full forced
facts 
getting shoved into your throat 
u feel the torture of your acts 
as you sit around and mope 
You feel the fortune of ur actions 
and what's the point in living 
if yu never fucking have been

it's all his fault at the end of the da-ay-ay-ay
they tearing him apart like they didnt partake in 
what's making him insa-a-a-aane 
I hate it, when I make sense
now it's hard to say 
I think I hate u with a passion 


it's harder to say I know I love u in the past tense :/
so fuck u with a sad face :(
gonna miss you, like I have been 
it gets lonely in this carcass 
so lately been trying to start shit 
my heart just don't wanna work and
my motor, dont wanna function 

and they won't shut up
when I'm just trying to be me
nothings worked so far
and I've tried everything 
so now my bodies weak 
it's been like 7 days and 
Ive had zero sleep
man in the mirrors tweaking 

know i hate it when it's full forced
facts 
getting shoved into my throat 
i feel the torture of my acts 
as I sit around and mope 
I feel the fortune of my actions 
and what's the point in living 
if i never fucking have been

it's all my fault at the end of the da-ay-ay-ay
they tearing me apart like they didnt partake in 
what's making me insa-a-a-aane 
I hate it, when I make sense
now it's hard to say 
I think I hate u with a passion 

-

know i hate it when it's full forced
facts 
getting shoved into my throat 
i feel the torture of my acts 
as I sit around and mope 
I feel the fortune of my actions 
and what's the point in living 
if i never fucking have been

holy shit omg (prod. ang3lcry)

prod. by graveyardmagazine.
mixed and mastered poorly by me.

lyrics:
well are we friends? 
at the very least i need to try >.<
i want ur guts in my hands 
and i want u to help me take ur life

stuck in a trance, am i ready for my fate now? 
a song and a dance should've occupied my place but 🤷🏻‍♂️
it's getting

it's getting hard for me to breath ;(
i just wanna hear yu scream ;3  
i don't wanna feel defeated
but you'll bring me to my knees
its hard admitting she's a feign 
i know she loves it when i bleed
its back tuu fucking up the scene
so we'll go, tugging at the seams 

... what..?


can we be something
if i am nothing at all?
need to be me
but fuck its really not my fault >:0
i'll take a pill and kill and killuall          ;3
fuck myself then pray to god
i need some help
i need some now
i need some help
but fuck i'm done


???

???

???
.

killua

killua (graveyardmagazine)

prod. jaxxee 
mixed/mastered. me :/
Enjoy. 

lyrics: 
i am not at peace with myself 
no i’m not okay i need help 
i am so afraid what the hell? 
i am not okay with myself 

i need a toe tag for the morgue 
i need a stimulant so i can cope
i cannot feel shit anymore 
so i put powder up in my nose 
ig it’s hurting me, idc 
so i play tugowar with the host >:)
nobody liked him anyway 
that’s why i walk around like a ghost 

don’t fall apart
please wait for me 
yah you’re all that i’ve got 
oh i’m a fake i’m a fraud 
no.. i’m insane and a god 

yet i lie in the rocks
hoping that someday she’ll come 
dig me out of this hell 
im aware of my cell 
yes i put myself here 
i haven’t seen him in a year 
a whole year 
guess this bullshits getting clear 
i was separated at a young age so my mind can heal

these theories on my pages make me feel like i’m faking 
these convos in the mirror make me feel like i’m making a fool of myself 
i can’t explain the way that i felt 

page after page i can write 
but that’ll never make me alright 
line after line i can snort 
but that don’t even work anymore 

shit i don’t ever wanna cry again 
my teeth hurt and my eyes are black 
i need her i’m not okay with that 
but i don’t ever wanna try again 
here i am i’m getting high with him 
full send to the end
let my eyes roll back and feel my head spin 
…
“i know now, i need to find a way to fill this.. deep black hole in me…”

a part of me knows that i’m never going to be okay

(prod. Chill Sebs x Daniel Saint)
tsuki kaneki X ylic 
mixed and mastered by me and ylic 
written by me and ylic 
this one means a lot to me so
please do enjoy:)

Lyrics: 
kaneki X ylic:
omg fuck its so hot in here bro
oh genuinely, hey do you think you can get me some ibuprofen please 
yeah hold on one sec hold on lemme do this this line 
..*hffff* *exhale* damn
shit 
alright can i get that shit please? >:0
here ya go *shakes* 
look it- it’s empty 
it doesn’t look empty??;( 
WE’RE OUT OF IBUPROFEN?!?
fuck 
SHIT

kaneki:
(ohhh
round, my love she came around
and dug myself into the ground 
i guess all of yall aroused 
since i caved in and drowned

(ahh-ahh-ohh)
baby whatchu talkin abt? its so bad
i dont need be talking abt it, not so fast 
i need time to laugh about it, dont be sad 
he shouldnt be so hard on himself, but they cant 

(waa ahhh woah )
get that he ain’t even comfortable wearing his own skin 
I bet you wouldn’t even fuck me if I had been him
woah
one day, she just stopped trying to fix it 
up and attem with a semi automatic and business

(wooo-ahhhhh-ohhh)
these bioengineered compund
i dont wanna lie, but I’m tired of shit now 
chemically imbalanced so I stay in and lay down

get off of ya damn phone
 i feel like a let down (WOAHHHHH-WOAAH)
drown, drowned 
they smiled in her fear
and they’re diggin her graveout 


ylic:
its different from before, i want to die i want it more 
cause i aint in this bed, just reminds me of you 
im seeing two (go out) 
green red and blue
what the fuck do i do when im without you?!  (love him)
without you:( 

kaneki:
i forget what the reason of wearing the crown was (so u tried)
s-so tell me, tell me, why i get so stuck (live on) 
(im so sick of this shit)

ylic X kaneki: 

i dont wanna die today (die today) 
but im using all this substance tryna die
today (die today)
now my vision yeah its kinda grey (its kinda fucking grey)
waking up like everyday (every god damn day)
and i know what im trying to say (what im trying to say)
but the words wont come out of my throat 
just break (idontknowidontknowidontknow)
and my whole body it just starts to ache (starts to ache)
and im not rlly a fan of this way
but its the only way (but its the the only way)
aboutayearagoilostmybae (lost my bae) 
but it still feels like today 
and yeah im tell you thatim not okay (i’m not okay)
ill push my feelings away and yeah ill im say im okay
but im not and lets be real you can tell that ive been hiding well 
im being brainwashed by your spell 
but i wont kiss and tell 
and thats how i fell
and thats how i fell
yeah thats how i fell for you 

the clock is tickinng im itching
and all i hear is your bitching 
but i somt get it youre winning 
bc im staying away from you 
its all i think i can rlly do :/ 


(i cant mom..
you dont know what youre fucking doing to me..
mom im in pain,
how could you do this to your son you bitch
you fucking bitch..)
:/

LessonLearned ?

(prod. Chill Sebs x Daniel Saint)
mixed and mastered by me :3 
written by me (besides the few lines that ylic wrote for the original version that i kept in my version and used with my voice) 
this one means a lot too so 
enjoy:) 

 Lyrics:
(ohhh
round, my love she came around
and dug myself into the ground 
i guess all of yall aroused 
since i caved in and drowned

(ahh-ahh-ohh)
baby whatchu talkin abt? its so bad
i dont need be talking abt it, not so fast 
i need time to laugh about it, dont be sad 
he shouldnt be so hard on himself, but they cant 

(waa ahhh woah )
get that he ain’t even comfortable wearing his own skin 
I bet you wouldn’t even fuck me if I had been him
woah
one day, she just stopped trying to fix it 
up and attem with a semi automatic and business

(wooo-ahhhhh-ohhh)
these bioengineered compund
i dont wanna lie, but I’m tired of shit now 
chemically imbalanced so I stay in and lay down

get off of ya damn phone
 i feel like a let down (WOAHHHHH-WOAAH)
drown, drowned, they smiled at her fear
and they’re diggin her graveout 

its different from before, i want to die i want it more 
cause i aint in this bed, just reminds me of you 
im seeing two (go out) 
green red and blue
what the fuck do i do when im without you?!  (love him)
without you:( 

i forget what the reason of wearing the crown was (so u tried)
s-so tell me, tell me, why i get so stuck (live on) 
(im so sick of this shit)

i cant say that im better… yet 
but i can say that my head hurts 
do you want me dead 
or do you rlly want to love us 
i feel passed time creeping up on me its grim 
so pls guys keep the joint away from him 
i cant win wars im not prepared to fight in 
and by my right, not obligated to like me 
for the sake of my sanity though, i guess i need to try 

well i been losing mind
im sitting here, alone, and trying not to fucking cry 
as if theres anyone around me
it feels like everything about me 
oh god

drowning, im stuck here starring in mirror 
shits got me frowning-nin-ing
i hear the xan go great with everclear 
mydear, dont ever fear im here

that said im just shitty ass joke, i know 
your worst my best, and im still gon’ choke 
but im cursed i guess thats why i got no hope 
i was fucked to death and i was left alone 

(i cant mom..
you dont know what youre fucking doing to me..
mom im in pain…)

LessonLearned ? v3.kaneki

mixed and mastered by me 
lyrics me 
prod neverforever - beautiful piece btw
enjoy:3

lyrics:
god isnt planning anything 

i dont rlly know what im doing here
im fucking up different day same year 
i cant explain what i did to you.. 

one day ima get the sleep
i need, this pain in my chest to leave 
and i see, i cant do anything right 
so i cant do anything 

i fucked my head again 
i fucked my head again
i took my medicine
still they wont let us in!!

im not okay i guess 
cause i been out my fucking head>:/
???
i hate all the things i do… 

(“But there is no real me. Only an entity. Something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable, I simply am not there.”) 

oh...

??? - demo (prod by, neverforever.)

i love you 
im sorry :/ 
[prod. YOUNMEXIC$ANBIH]
mixed and mastered by me 
i hope u enjoy:) 

lyrics: 
one sniff to secs give me some time
she got prettiest face she sublime
i rlly cant help but to stare into her eyes 
and believe all of her lies 
because she treated me so kind 

whos the joke on now bru? 
u want to be somebody different
see I get it you got no one to blame but yourself for your downfall
ha ha get it now asshole?

(eh he ha)
one sniff to sad just give me a line my dick her ass if it turned out right
and i sin so bad all my prayers so wack but she broke my head left a tear in my mind 

she was feeling me everything 
shit my luckiest day she had forgave him
now im all alone in my room getting faded
songs remind me of you on this playlist

grew up a afraid of my own bones
one call away from a group home uh uh 
I don’t know where I’m gonna go no more
dont kno who the fuck to call:/ 

i threw his ass in the fire 
watch out man my ego callin nuh uh
I don’t really feel like it’s all my fault cause I know man I fucked us raw 

i catch me praying once or twice in my past life (uh huh… i dont think it was that long ago) 
back then I was nine I was praying to be batman 

I have a gun and I’m a really fucking sad man
it wasnt good to get where we were asking for 
The jokes on my teeth I’ve never been grinding more
slow claps For my team the fastest I’ve seen

behind closed doors 
keeping them phone lines short 
I was like a Norse curse keeping that line in my pocket
That was sewn up with my work shirt
god that last fucking blow hurt 
im not at peace cause it’s my mind I know that my my brain will always hurt

well we behind closed doors
and smoke so much that out throats burn 
talk so much that out mouths hurt 
dont even notice the hours going by 

am i still wasting my time? 
all i talk is suicide 
THROAT WONT OPEN 
I WONT EVEN TRY 
need a fucking pill to feel alive 

(TONIGHT.. GONNA DIE… SUICIDE.) 
and ima feel it twice 
i know that you feel the fucking knife 
i dont even feel it when im dying 
i can't even feel it when you go:( 


so uh.. this song was made because
im, im a fuckin.. ima fuckin rap devil 
or whatever that means um 
but i sorta.. i sorta realized uh i could freestyle 
i could freestyle 
but this song sucks dick so 
i lied… 
i lied to myself 
and i lied to you for putting it in the title 
and I lied to all my fucking fans that I don’t have
and im gonna fucking go..ehhgh 
im gonna go kill myself

-

(disclaimer: the end of the song isn’t how i feel about suicide and do not take it as a joke when it comes to anybody but myself so if you struggle with mental health and or suicidal thoughts pls call here and talk to someone :/ +1-800-273-(8255) 
things will get better

AGOODFREESTYLE!?!?! (shitty version)

(Prod. Alick)

Lyrics:
so, we gonna find out 
we aint gotta fuckin feel this anymore
yea u don’t gotta fuckin feel like shit
causeillforeverfuckinfeellikethis
i rarely ever put a knife to my wrist  
the guilt that i get, for not being fucking conscious enough  

oh woa- oh oh
ffFUCK
(NŒHØPE)

AND i KNOW i TALK TO MUCH  
but DID YOU RLLY mean it when YOU CALLED me YOURS? 
AND THEir EYES are EVERYWHERE 
so I'm making sure that they're watching us 

i hope it hurt when u said 
that you feel, like my times running up 
(that you feel like my times running out)
bc i took a pill to deal with the thoughts 

(im not real loud)
i watched me dieyesterday (and i feel left out) 
and i couldnt stop you from feeling the pain (and i couldn’t stop it)
mmm
(what you talking to me...?)
my eyes they ball they ball for you

but im fucked in the head 
and ill try not to get in the way
in the way 
in the way again huh uh uh
lostinthewind uh uh uhm 
left me for dead 

(again)

but im fucked in the head 
and ill try not to get in the way
in the way 
in the way again huh uh uh
lostinthewind uh uh uhm 
left me for dead

and he need something more 
this boy is losing his mind
sick of laying in this fucking bed 
but would you look at the time 
its am 3am again *imfine*
why in the world am i even alive
(why am i still even alive?)

(you wont let me be okumura centipede
you wont let me free okumura centipede)

(she wont let me be, let me, let me be me)
i know
that i focus more on a bottle 
(he wont let me free okumura centipede)
cause my heart says no to the thought of tmr :/ 

i have a question 
just a question 
i hope you dont know how pathetic i am and how sad it is that my most interesting day is 
smoking meth in my bed and 
i apologize baby 
i hope you know, i think you like my music 
and how much its helping me to feel this way 

im all burned out 
spun up, put the torch down 
i locked the door, lost the keys to my cell
yeah i need a fresh start to be myself
 
i want everything. 

i want everything. 

i want everything. 

i want anything. 

and i know i talk to much 
but do you really mean it when you call me yours?
and the eyes are everywhere.. so im making sure
that they’re watching us 

*ramblings*

FUCK

*groans*

theresnobodyhere
(empty)

there’s nobody here 
there’s nobody-

idntwannawasteyourtime- demo

(prod. neverforever).         
i hate this song
lyrics:
ohh mm
uh
i can taste him 
i wanna throw up rn 
hm?
he tastes like garbage man 
shut the fuck up and eat 
okay but if i fucking get cancer its him
it tastes so good so good 
and i cant stop eating 
im sorry 
im sorry 
im sorry 
ya he feels gone
i swear he feels alone 

i fear losing it, im meaning 
ima crash out if my meaning 
isnt music
im not dreaming of anything else  
one day losing it, will mean he  
couldn’t handle being treated 
with the fucking disrespect he get from everyone else 
and hey so
i feel so lost its okay 
to stay home 
but gosh man its worrying me 
if you dont let go
the least of all your problems
will be 
that same damn hole in my chest 
that started leakin from my feet 
im not sure im completing any chores today
i think it hurts, i think i think its hurting
i know im not yours, so everything thats happening just getting worse 
itfuckinghurts
huh
uh
ohhhmm
hmm
oh
hmmmm
fent

icanteverhearmyvoiceinthesefuckingsongs

(prod. sorrowbringer)
another shitty song 
lyrics: 

people
women 
flesh 
girl
flesh
man 
flesh
family
flesh
children 
fleshfleshfleshfleshfleshflesh
flesh flesh FLESH FLESH FLESH FLESH
oh..
*gasp*

i feel coincidental complications 
unexplained but they all getting laid out 
right in front me 
and its hard to say 
what im even fucking seeing 
whats the point of this? 
its arbitrary, nonsense 
its got me acting fooler than the foolery of tom sawyer 
why the fuck i even try relationships 
i dont see me anymore 
ya i kno we all get drained, but what am i restring for? 
why i even get in my fucking head im that cool? 
like nah you’re not impressing anybody 

what the hell am i waiting for? 
i cant even tell what day is no more
yaya and no i dont even recognize my face no more 
so i couldnt care if i don’t complete his goals 
so what are you waiting for? 
god. take me away before i sell my soul
ya ik i’m everything your parents hate
so everything you wanna be
but goddamnit i cant take no more 
wht are you waiting for?  
i can tell your lost   
you dont try no more 
ya your confidence is gone 
and you cant see it coming back 
but you know that you can’t complain 
because its all your fault
what the fuck are you waiting for?!?
ya, still trying to act like the pain dont hurt
sociopath, deceives himself with his words 
say theres fox and a snake, but im the eggs that get stolen 

feel like giving up if its always just gonna hurt 
dont tell me itll be okay when it jus keeps getting worse 
ahh im insane and god its fucked up 
its fucking disgusting disgusting to her
i wanna put a hole in my arm yuh
and whilst its all falling apart ill
screw loose the cogs in my heart
oh well, guess i love the beauty of the pattern in art 

of the perfectly paradoxical cycle 
if it gets me where i want 
ill go thru anything 
i guess that im a psycho 
and everything actually workin out if 
you’re a fucking optimist but don’t try to saying that shit to my face 
ya you’ll regret it
i dont care 
maybe cause my fix isnt us n its nice in someway 
give us a chance but its just not fair  
how the hell am i supposed to take it 
when you wont talk
ya you wont talk to me

so far not well-demo (prod. sorrowbringer)

i dont know when i made this so i cant find the producer i will give them the credit they deserve once i’ve found who it was that made the beat :/ I sincerely apologize to whomever produced it. 

mixed, mastered by me 
kiryo! mixed his own part :3 
written by myself and kiryo! 
i love how i don like my music  

lyrics: 

ken- 
i have never been more alone 
i have nothing 
no one:/ 
alright? 
its all gone 
GET IT?!

i dont think i wanna grow
ya i suppose im losing interest 
and i dont wanna kno what i cld ever do to fix this 
the word of god was creepin my whole life 
but thats jus too big 
i dont rlly think i wana fckn die but i cant choose this :/ 
im a mess 
dont move my body im a wreck 
cant even function at my best 
dont feel the stab wounds in my chest 
i wanna love u but ig 
im gonna die soon ill digress 
not very nice when off my meds 
i feel alive when on her lap 
i smell the cookie on her breath >~< 
one line a rlly long time ago 
was abt 9:00 when we did in december 
the snow 
and i aint takin it well
still they pics for the road 
i cant decipher my health 
and i jus want them to know 
that i would never change a single fckn thing ^_^ 
an if u ever came arnd to jus hangout n lemme sing to yu 
i want u to know thru this whole process tht u came thru :3 
THIS QUEST OF GETTING SOMEWHERE ISNT HARD ENOUGH?! 
now its phase two 
 (NOW ITS PHASE TWO) 

no.. no no why 
why would you 
get it!?

kiryo!-
yeah im the worst for u
but ill never pull thru
i cant hold on
cuz u didnt hold on for me
didnt make it past summer
i cant hold on

yeah i swear im gonna die soon 2x

didnt make it past summer

suddenly it all went from bad to worse;soimgnnadiesoon (feat. kiryo!)


(@prodvelvet)
dont wanna write the lyrics rn i jus made this all rlly quickly i like luv it 
the beat was my paper and phon the pencil

toaghosttwinwedontknowmuchfromthejokethatnobodyknows freestyle (shittydemo)

i don't remember a thing~ylic/i remember "almost" everything~ken

where? 
prod WXRST
Lyrics:
baby I know that you think that I'm dying 
but I don't want you to
I know I always feel like a target 
maybe Ill get hugged by you 
i got arms out, I don't wanna try 
I honestly need you to clear out my mind 
its getting disgusting at night 
its getting disgusting at night
it's so cold 
honestly starting to think I need u to function 
I rlly rlly rlly wanna face time 
its fucked up when I need you here to sleep
you dont really think we could work this out 
say that you want me to fucking kill myself 
I need u more but I won't tell u abt 
myself 
cause I can't at all
do you rlly think that i can work it out?!? 
it doesnt mean a thing, but i can feel its mouth 
chomp, chomp, chomp, chomp just biting down 
i can feel its teeth inside my fucking skeleton 
Stuck inside my head getting fucked again
STUPID QUESTION BUT DO YOU SEE WHAT IM SEEING?!?
I CANT RECOGNIZE MY GOD DAMNED FACE 
EVIL, EVIL, PEOPLE. AND ME
oh i don't want u to stay for long
trust me my dear ima play your song  
I'm still getting geeked, n its all my fault
all my fault tht I did you wrong
oh why don't you save yourself?
uh uh, no way im not worth your help 
my whole life I been stuck in a cell
I don't deserve your help 
and i see it now 
yea ima burn in hell
do you rlly think that i can work this out?!? 
and i swear I can taste him in my mouth 
chomp, chomp, chomp, and im biting down 
and I hate the taste, but I lov the sound :3
stuck inside my head in getting fuckd again 
s-s-s-s-stupid question 
are u U insane? 
is this real?
pls say yes 
and tell me u weren't pretending 
don't act like ****, dont leave her, i wanna know your feelings 
i wanna kill everybody, writing these notes like im kira
i wanna see ya body, i know ur tryna relax
and im been relapsing, and make want early death
ya ur smoking again
put a dart in my veins, then i smoke cigarettes 
make me feel less stressed out ig
I'm gon fucking crashout if ur death
like at all come before me
IM GIVING UP
DONT GIVE A FUCK 
PLS CALL IT OFF 
PLS MAKE ME STOP
I'm giving up don't give a fuck 
call it off 
make it stop...


umwhyryuinkino?        i       h8         my          voice….    (thedemo)      115.             >|<

lifeless soon
(@prodvelvet)

lyrics:)
yah its been a very long time 
since we been together 
yah it's been (ahem)
yah it's been so damn long 
o o oh i dont think im used to this 
talking, so damn much
and no i dont think i can get used to the talking 
talkin so god damn much 
why have i been doing this to myself idk:/
im so fucking bored and alone ig
maybe i maybe i should go to bed soon 
instead i cry, my fucking head hurts 
maybe i maybe i shld go home soon 
because i started feeling like a fucking psycho 
and fuck its so cold
and alone 
in this dome (ironic)
in this bed 
and im fucked in the head again 
in the head, in the head 
ooh and im stuck in my bed in my bed again 
in my bed
in my bed 
and i feel like a joke that nobody knows
nobody knows no one 
and my times running up more than halfway out 
maybe though in time
ill be able to do this 
i been living like im feeling useless 
i dont think i even got a fucking clue pls 
somebody tell me the things that i dont know

to: my ghost twin from: sum joke that nobody knows

(prod neverforever)
 i srsly cant make anything good
     :/
Lyrics:
i cant see you anymore the way i used to feel is gone 
but i cant think bout this too much the fact 
that i don't know if id recognize your voice 
i would spend every waking morning waking up from dreams of us 
and crying crying, fucking dying 
tell me wld it be surprising
if i told you 
that im still not trying 
spending every second in my bed 
TRYING NOT TO SMASH MY HEAD
INTO MY FUCKING FRIDGE AGAIN 
FIRE FIRE, FUCK IT'S BURNING
SHELTER FOR A LITTLE BOY WHO'S HURTING 
LIAR LIAR YOU'RE A FAKE   
U SAID THAT U WLD WAIT FOR ME 
NO NOT THAT IM THERE ANYWAY  
BUT WHERE R U AT ALL NO WAY
IF I GOT UP AT ALL TODAY
THAT I WOULD NOT STILL BE ALONE
liar liar you're a fake 
you said you would wait for me 
and not that I'm there anyway 
but where are you at all 
no way 
if i got up at all today
i would not still be alone 

OoooO wooH 
FeNtAnlY ooOOhhWooohhaaaooo 

good thing no one's listening - demo

(prod. Luper)
i like this one 
lyrics: 
i’ve been blinded by your master ploys 
that you’ve set in place for yourself 
i’ve been captured by this heavens race 
and i’ll never reach more than hell 
im injected by this hostility and expel 
my venomous spell
it’s so tiring, melting my face down
i’ve been blinded by your master ploys 
that you’ve set in place for yourself 
i’ve been captured by this heavens race 
and i’ll never reach more than hell 
im injected by this hostility and expel 
my venomous spell
it’s so tiring knowing ill never get out 
hehe 
get out i’ll never get out 
get out i’ll never get out 
get out i’ll never get out 
get out i’ll never get out 
i’ve been blinded by your master ploys 
that you’ve set in place for yourself 
i’ve been captured by this heavens race 
and i’ll never reach more than hell 
im injected by this hostility and expel 
my venomous spell
it’s so tiring, melting my face down

getoutillnevergetout.wav

(ylic x kaneki)
written, mixed, and mastered by ylic and myself
i hope you enjoy:) 
if you produced this track and come across it please let us know so we can properly credit you :)

from beneath the grave w/ ylic

Enjoy!

Lyrics:
What will it take to make this shit go away 
I take drugs but it just continues to numb the pain 
I Roll another blunt but this time a stronger strain 
I wanna be numb from my feet to my brain 

Dazed and confused I don’t know what I’m up to 
Tried to hit you up tried to see what you been up to 
Didn’t get a response wonder if it went through
Im too fucked up, maybe i just need a senzu 

In a sense, i've been too messed up
Pop a molly and a xans, just to get super fucked
So innocent, but shout out to my mom
cause if it werent for her, i wouldnt be living large
but im still living small, cause im still super young
and im still having fun, lets gather around the campfire
and sing our favorite song
nothing left to do except lay in bed all day long
and just sing along.

Dazed and confused I don’t know what I’m up to 
Tried to hit you up tried to see what you been up to 
Didn’t get a response wonder if it went through
Im too fucked up, maybe i just need a senzu 

What will it take to make this shit go away 
I take drugs but it just continues to numb the pain 
I Roll another blunt but this time a stronger strain 
I wanna be numb from my feet to my brain  

im so confused, yeah you know i've been waiting
growing up with the wrong crowds, gon get me famous
but what if I was lying, what if i was the one that lead my friends to the violence
the devils got ahold, yeah i've been sitting in silence
the devils got control, yeah I've been sinning and whining
the devils got my soul, i guess he's got that perfect timing
the devils got a sword, and he's slicing open my eye lids
the devils not my lord, no

Dazed and confused I don’t know what I’m up to 
Tried to hit you up tried to see what you been up to 
Didn’t get a response wonder if it went through
Im too fucked up, maybe i just need a senzu 

What will it take to make this shit go away 
I take drugs everday but it just continues the pain 
I Roll another blunt but this time a stronger strain 
I wanna be numb from my feet to my brain

PAIN (prod. SOGIMURA)

Enjoy.

Lyrics:
Listen to the birds sing
Kissing in my car, I
I don't know if there’s a purpose
Feel like we're moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me (Strike me)
Getting tempted by the eyes you hold (Eyes you hold)
Hands warm but your heart cold

Don't wanna assume it
Feels like you been acting
I don’t wanna do this
You go push me back in
Stare at me with hate through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But I'm acting fine
You don't even know me
I know that you scared too
You don't wanna fall in love by accidental
For when you decide to leavе, too hard to handle
I wanted all of you and not a sample
Far away see a glimpsе of your heart but
It's laying deep inside the shadows (Deep inside the shadows)
After all, things won't be the same
So might as well use this as ammo
(Using this as ammo)

Plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
If I stay focused on the essence of my soul
I gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
Chose to bestow
I bleed from out my eyes into the late November snow
The fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
The human left inside me looks to find another home
He says I'm awful
I'm way above the ways of thinking lawful
I'm stuck inside the mouth of reason, rippin’ out his tonsils
My energy is somehow tied to Paleozoic fossils
It's smothered deep in Mother Nature's arms remaining coddled
But I like it
As for every mortal left alive you're uninvited
We take this gift of Earth and give it violence
I'd prefer if inside my world I could choose to keep it private
It's not tinnitus
But this noise inside my head I'd like to attribute to sirens
Insomuch I feel the rush of vehicles beside it
These flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me no.cape cover

Hi guys sorry I haven't posted in a while buh her ya go! <3 

Lyrics:
I cant take this damage, that's the reason I left
i been running in circles I dont where I stand 
are you going to fix it, bad and good are you going to mix it yeah 
for the one time I'll listen, let your words take all my pain away 

but I'm gone like yesterday
lifes so hard, lead my heart astray 
dont go far, I'll just party with my bae
when taking off her clothes, yeah it's all okay
sad but I manage, lately I been damaged, she heal me like a bandage, ain't no need for panic, so satanic, Roses are dumb, like that girl from titanic 

I gotta cop a bag, me and you girl, yeah we gotta get a dad, and I'm feeling super sad, but when I am with you, I wanna be inside your bed, are the feelings in my head? cabin in the woods, sleep with you 
if you upset, and i dont know what do, soft served kind, but I feel so rude

who is tsuki kaneki?

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