i hate rollercoasters (p. wisssery)

(prod. Chill Sebs x Daniel Saint)
tsuki kaneki X ylic 
mixed and mastered by me and ylic 
written by me and ylic 
this one means a lot to me so
please do enjoy:)

Lyrics: 
kaneki X ylic:
omg fuck its so hot in here bro
oh genuinely, hey do you think you can get me some ibuprofen please 
yeah hold on one sec hold on lemme do this this line 
..*hffff* *exhale* damn
shit 
alright can i get that shit please? >:0
here ya go *shakes* 
look it- it’s empty 
it doesn’t look empty??;( 
WE’RE OUT OF IBUPROFEN?!?
fuck 
SHIT

kaneki:
(ohhh
round, my love she came around
and dug myself into the ground 
i guess all of yall aroused 
since i caved in and drowned

(ahh-ahh-ohh)
baby whatchu talkin abt? its so bad
i dont need be talking abt it, not so fast 
i need time to laugh about it, dont be sad 
he shouldnt be so hard on himself, but they cant 

(waa ahhh woah )
get that he ain’t even comfortable wearing his own skin 
I bet you wouldn’t even fuck me if I had been him
woah
one day, she just stopped trying to fix it 
up and attem with a semi automatic and business

(wooo-ahhhhh-ohhh)
these bioengineered compund
i dont wanna lie, but I’m tired of shit now 
chemically imbalanced so I stay in and lay down

get off of ya damn phone
 i feel like a let down (WOAHHHHH-WOAAH)
drown, drowned 
they smiled at her fear
and they’re diggin her graveout 


ylic:
its different from before, i want to die i want it more 
cause i aint in this bed, just reminds me of you 
im seeing two (go out) 
green red and blue
what the fuck do i do when im without you?!  (love him)
without you:( 

kaneki:
i forget what the reason of wearing the crown was (so u tried)
s-so tell me, tell me, why i get so stuck (live on) 
(im so sick of this shit)

ylic X kaneki: 

i dont wanna die today (die today) 
but im using all this substance tryna die
today (die today)
now my vision yeah its kinda grey (its kinda fucking grey)
waking up like everyday (every god damn day)
and i know what im trying to say (what im trying to say)
but the words wont come out of my throat 
just break (idontknowidontknowidontknow)
and my whole body it just starts to ache (starts to ache)
and im not rlly a fan of this way
but its the only way (but its the the only way)
aboutayearagoilostmybae (lost my bae) 
but it still feels like today 
and yeah im tell you thatim not okay (i’m not okay)
ill push my feelings away and yeah ill im say im okay
but im not and lets be real you can tell that ive been hiding well 
im being brainwashed by your spell 
but i wont kiss and tell 
and thats how i fell
and thats how i fell
yeah thats how i fell for you 

the clock is tickinng im itching
and all i hear is your bitching 
but i somt get it youre winning 
bc im staying away from you 
its all i think i can rlly do :/ 


(i cant mom..
you dont know what youre fucking doing to me..
mom im in pain,
how could you do this to your son you bitch
you fucking bitch..)
:/

LessonLearned ?

Tough choices with Scorpio and Mackk :)!

Lyrics below: 

(Vails)
I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

I still feel the same
And rotting my brain 
The most intense pain 
Was i to blame

I dont think i was but ima take credit for it
Cus i cant shift the blame, i never wanted this shit 
But im left with it, guess ill deal with it 
Its not like i had a fucking choice to begin with 
Uh im not hating myslef because thats easy
And its not like anyone else could please me 
If things were differnet that believe me
It wouldnt  be so easy to defeat me 

But im going away for good
Wrapped the pain around me like a cloak 
i never knew if i should
But ive got good at learning how to cope

I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

(Scorpio)

I feel like im dying and no I'm not being dramatic
I feel like I've been trying for what feels likes been ages
I'm not even crying cos the meds don't allow it
I cant stop myself hiding from all of their faces

stone cold rock you could call me onix
i might blast off maybe join team rocket
jumping out my socks run from my feelings like im sonic
turn up off the wall like vans if im honest

Ive never been good
At talking about my problems
I just take a puff
Until they’re all forgotten

Telling me she like me
Like im an option
Baby that’s unlikely
im barely worth a conversation

theres too many options
and too many tough choices
and if im being honest
i feel like im nothing

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Tough Choices w/ Scorpio (prod. Mackk)

cruisin 98 yeah i was flying
sick to my stomac i was dying
just to get home
i wanted more of you

was there a point in us even fighting
just led to you hurting yourself, its tirin
dealing with this every other day
its tasking my mental they would say but

im too in love with you

* i dont wanna fight with you*  

i guess the lord was right
he told me not to do it but i did it outright
listen to your senses and what the man says
he said to stop the problematic behavior i guess
its too late
too tell you im sorry anymore
im beating my chest and im crying on the floor

speakin to god as i sleep
he says that things get easier so i guess ill just believe
youre the only reason that i have
i saw you bleeding out as i walked pass
i didnt think it would last
so long
so long to you i guess
our love is in the past
you past on to another life
another mans grace

im sick to my stomach dont you see
just give me time, to breathe

sicktomystomach (prod. idly blare)

[hook]
I know youre moving on but how the fuck could you forget me 
dont know whats going on my chest been feelin really heavy
smokin stupid strong
Im burnin gas just like my chevy
ill make another song
wanna talk problems i got plenty 
I know youre moving on 
just cant believe what im hearing 
ive been doing wrong
I cant accept these fucking feelings
another bottle gone 
theyll find me hanging from the ceiling 
do you care at all
the only answer ive been seeking
[verse]
heard you got some new friends
I hope they dont despise you 
and when you get another boyfriend 
hell probably hate you more than i do 
hate the way you suck life out of every little thing
the promises you made meant nothing 
fuck that stupid little ring
forget me not or do at this point i dont really fucking care
cause when i had you in my life you still were never fucking there
im sorry
i never wanted to hurt you 
i know you dont care you hurt me
i cant believe that i loved you

frgt me not or do, at this point idrfc (drmabeats x dercept)

2 0 9 3 (kxnan)

lyrics ⬇️
let me in your heart once again
i never thought that i would make some sense of this
but broken promises will never change if they dont listen

gimme just another minute i dont really know what even going on

and i hate to see that you act like youre so conflicted i know that youre gona run

make me think that itll last so long
but it wont even last a week more
now im sleepin out on my wood floor

change out my other clothes for some new ones so that they dont know
i would rock anything you bought me
so that i could show
my love
but, now i wanna burn it on a stove
gave up
On us
everything turn to hatred 
turned to stone

(booj)

It’s like you placed me down below and I’ve got nothing left to show 
Well the thorns scratched deep but I couldn’t let you know 
The brightness in the air covered up all the soulless glare 
I know it when I see it now
I don’t think you would care 
I’m just your person for a moment yet somehow you grieved me 
My heart still beats and I know it’s not sweet anymore 
Just fingertips of stone and languish for a home 
And all that’s left, is to confide 
I’ll sit alone until I’m casted out that’s my kind 
And reconciliation like a curse you place upon me
Now my only thoughts I wish they could just be fondly thought of

(halfhearted)

world on my back, blood on my chin
hate it when the world meets my eyes
didnt mean to fold, it was too cold
told me be bold when i cried
im sorry that iv hardly been the man that you want
im falling and im burning 
like the urn of our love
they say im full of purpose 
but im worthless whwre im from
im sorry im burden,
i was perfect to you once
i wrote a laundry list of how i hate who iv become
im sick of clinching fists and hoping that ill be enough.

turn burgandy
match the color on my tee
cut my heart and let it bleed
watch it run right out of me 
guess ill try to get some sleep
because ppl talk and they percieve

turned to stone w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

[Intro]
Yeah (Woah)

[Verse]
Live inside of a cloud (Cloud)
Smoke a little while for the loud
Momma get mad if I smoke in the house
It's likely these swishers all over the couch
I'm moving up and it don't make me proud
Spotify soon, I'm just lazy as hell
Weed of waverly place got me under a spell, no Ian Mckellen
Speed like Sonic and I can't slow down
Hit me, gold coins fly out
You trash like GFL (GFL)
You pop a couple xans, zoned out and speaking code HTML (HTML)
Keep talking that dude I peep your page and [?] like Taco-Bell
Don't need to drop yo addy, I'll google earth it
You stealing all your bars like you google searched it (Searched it)
Why do some people talk that shit on twitter
Then you hit them in the DM and they block you from their searches (You blocked now)

[Open Verse]

9TAILS - oookay (prod. jaburd)

shoutout @notmorgn 4 existing <333

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head 

what do you want from me
ill try to be your anchor 
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe in anger
why are we
so blind to see a stranger
as a friend with good intentions
never

and i messed up
tryna be the one that you
let your anger out upon

i was blinded
vowed to silence
pointless arguments that i never couldve won

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head

fingers crossed

fingers crossed (notmorgn)

How I Came

switch gears freestyle

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LessonLearned ?

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