[verse 1]
When I was 5, my sisters hit me
Everyday
It made my legs filled with
red lines
Now I don’t have them but still I feel
Them around my legs
I guess I’m still not cured

I started to feel depressed from the
Moment but
I denied the truth
all the time
Cause everybody around me
Told me I’m not
while I was dying inside me

[verse 2]
When I was 14, got bullied by
The kids in school
Every kid hates me for
nothing
Now they aren’t around me but still I hear
Their words cut my heart
And it is still bleeding now

I started to think of suicide
Since then
I felt the ache
All the time
Though I swallowed a dozen pills
I cried at night
Wishing all of this end one day

[chorus]
Help me
That’s what I was trynna say
I was vulnerable and fragile
And no one there to save me
Help me
That’s what I couldn’t say
I was ashamed that I’m depressed
So I shut my mouth again

helpme

[verse 1]
When the stars twinkle in the sky
I stare at them without words
I think I was singing but I can’t
Even remember the melody

[pre-chorus]
Pills in my stomach sadly
Can’t make me full inside
Weird questions I can’t even
Answer fill the space instead

[chorus]
Why my heart is empty as hell
And I can’t stand the state
Why do I fall in love
Without any doubt

Why do my tears blur my sight
Til I can’t see your face
Why can’t I be ok
When I hear ‘I’m fine’

questions

[verse 1]
You said I was trynna change you
but think ‘bout that shit
Who always started arguments
Well, it was always you

What makes you mad when I hate
Policies which hurt others?
Don’t tell me, cause I don’t even wanna
know bout that shit

[verse 2]
You asked me why I feel upset,
Here’s a good answer
Cause you always criticise
Without doing anything

Have you ever been to shelters
Or centres help people?
Well as I know you haven’t, 
then why you still talk now?

[pre-chorus]
Do you even know what you’re saying
Will you please stop being stupid
Cause every single word you said
Is full of shits I don’t want to hear

[chorus]
Grow up, baby
Though you’re in a
fucking huge adult’s body
You behave like a teen, that a problem

Go read, baby
Your opinions are
lack of evidence, any
And don’t make sense, that a problem

thataproblem

[verse 1]
I saw you in dream
A moment ago
I look around fast
But find no one
My pillow cover’s wet
And cold as leftover
That I left at 6
Covering my eyes

[verse 2]
I exhaled grey smoke
At the veranda
The light in that flat
Will be the same

[pre-chorus]
When, will, I,
Be, someone,
Not, like me

[chorus]
I hate myself
being like a fool
Though everybody has loved
Behave like the only one who has loved
But do nothing
Cause I’m coward
And just write my foolish feelings in the
left corner of this paper

someonenotlikeme

Let’s not drink tonight
Til the morning comes
You know you will regret
In the morning, darling

Let’s not drink tonight
Til we see the sun rises
You know you will regret
Closing your eyes tightly til it hurts you

Even if you feel like you wanna
go to pub
Please don’t go,
Don’t make me worry

Even if you feel like you wanna
fill your void
Please don’t do,
Don’t make me cry

So, let’s not drink tonight
Til the morning comes
You know you will regret
In the morning, darling

Let’s not drink tonight
Til we see the sun rises
You know you will regret
Holding me crying in the morning 

Even if you feel like you wanna
hold a shot 
Please don’t drink
Don’t make me shed a tear

Even if you feel like you wanna
touch the sky
Please don’t do,
Remember my face

Please don’t drink tonight
Til the morning comes
You know I’d be at home
Waiting for you come home

Please don’t drink tonight
Til you see the sun rises
I don’t want to think of
Dying in the dawn, please

letsnotdrinktonight

i never thought that i would date with you
and I never thought that i would be your girl
and I never, never thought that i would be the one who says 'I guess this is end of us' 

you said that you would love me forever more
and I truly, madly, deeply, believed your words
and now I know it was a foolish lie
and now I know this is end of us 

i never thought that you would hurt my heart
and I never thought that i would cry alone
and I never, never thought that you would be the one I want to erase from my head 

you said that you don't remember that you hurt me
and I truly, madly, deeply got hurt again
and now I know I gotta save myself
and now I know this is end of us 

you said that there's nothing you can't do for me 
and I truly, madly, deeply believed your words
and now I know I gotta open my eyes
and now I know this is end of us 

end of us.mp3

[verse 1] 
when I feel empty
I sing a song I wrote
it reminds me of something 
that I'm missing here
was it real me? 
who cried for love
who swore herself god
she can die for love 

[verse 2]
when I feel I fuck up
I don't cry anymore
instead I drink too much
cause I forgot how to cry

[pre-chorus] 
i stare at mirror and then
ask the girl 
what you're looking for
what you're living for 

[chorus] 
you know the answers, babe
but you know the reality
yeah sadly enough
you chose life
now I'm wondering
who is that girl I see
who just look like me
losing life


end of us.mp3

kelane

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