Name: 1. Fright by Karna
Duration: 2 min 27 s
Description: small little free EP right before 2018 kicks off and SMACKS MY ASS

love @tsuyunoshi

produced by me
tsuyunoshi vocals mixed by tsu

lyrics:
(mijaru)
growing up and shit just got a little harder
thought by 18 i'd be doing things smarter
guess that was all a lie, i gotta figure it all now
the world moves way too fast for my comfort
wanna stop time and scream til my lungs hurt
where did the time go???
but im still here so!!!

i can't take it anymore, i'm falling apart
and when everything goes, it's back to the start

wake another day, mind's feeling kinda anxious
it's so overwhelming, can't put myself to practice
it's all a lost cause, cant even fight for who we are
and i'm sorry that i'm not the son that you wanted (i really fuckin hate this line. i should change it.)
thoughts in my head make me feel like i'm haunted
but i'll stay around here, even if there's a lot of tears!!!

(tsuyunoshi)
when i was 17 thought i'd do this shit smarter
all this life shit getting worse it got harder
got these things to do, but where to start it
pressure kill me slow, feel like a target
fuckin done feel, fuckin lost
in a dim lit room, holding a bottle with a lack of love
lost myself and i lost it all
seeing people sit back as they watch the fall

i can't take it anymore, i'm falling apart
and when everything goes, then it's back to the start

tears (feat. tsuyunoshi)

notes: very very fun song! :D originally made this in around august of 2020 but did some massive touchups in the last couple months. thanks to nat left at london for recording herself saying "its music time" on the spot for this lol

produced by me
written by me, boygrrl, glitch gum
mixed/mastered by me
backing vocals at the end by left at london

lyrics:

/phixel/
is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/boygrrl/
you really want to get me closer
but you never hold me right
i really want to fall for you but
you still never hold me right

/glitch gum/
and if everything could be the same, then it would be the same
but even through the change (would you slow down for me)
and if everything was all okay, i wouldn't be this way
when i regain my strength (would you slow down for me)
uh oh, you dont have to go
notice i can pick something back up once you let it go
you dont have to worry bout me, if u want me gone i'll go
but if you wanna see me later you can always let me know

/phixel/
is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/boygrrl/
you really want to get me closer
but you never hold me right
i really want to fall for you but
you still never hold me right

/phixel/
oh, i am burning out
burning down
and it's all your fault
you did this to me, you did this to me

is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/left at london/
its music time! its music time! (i dont know, use one of these)

embrace (feat. boygrrl & Glitch Gum)

Let's go, I don't have much time to talk
All this shit and not much time to lose
My bad I don't have the strength to walk
(1, 2, 1 2 3 g-go)
Like I got something to prove
Running 'round in circles I got nothin' to do
Packin' up a U-HAUL 'cause it's our time to move
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)

I just hope you're proud of me
And all the things that I've been doing
Alcohol and scenery
The only thing I'm fucking fluent
Pack it up and tell her bye
It's time to go and say goodnight (night)
I don't want (want) anymore
I'm pretty sure she'll think that's right (ri-right)

But fuck that, I've been learning faster
Got my heels on the race track
I make hella mistakes
I'm thinking' we just face facts
If you comе to bite me, I might have to go and bitе back
Bite back, ah

I just hope you're proud of me
And all the things that I've been doing
Alcohol and scenery
The only thing I'm fucking fluent
Pack it up and tell her bye
It's time to go and say goodnight (night)
I don't want (want) anymore
I'm pretty sure she'll think that's right (right)

I just hope you're proud of, proud of
And all the things that I've been doing
Alcohol and alcohol
The only thing I'm fucking fluent
Pack it up and tell her bye
It's time to go and, go and, go and
I don't want (want) anymore
I'm pretty sure she'll think that's right (ri-right)

follow!

scenery

remix of sequester originally by @leastfavorite featuring @billy_exclamationpoint and @bhproducer

(original song: https://soundcloud.com/leastfavorite/sequester)

the billy part is so loud👍👍👍 go stream isomorph

lfav - sequester [remix]

lyrics:

...i might just be sombody else
thats all that there is left to try
so when im nervous, acting distant
broke my phone and youre still ringing
on the concrete in the rain is where i lie

i might be turning into somethin new
thats just if God wont let me die
and if He doesnt let me down
i think i might just come around
and let you know, but you still knew, 
that im alright

every time it gets like this
thinking of when i was a kid
most things were simple as it gets
i feel the rope around my neck
begin to tighten as i rest
i cant sleep now its  6 am
fallin down inside of my head
im falling down
doooown . . .

i wrap my hands with something starry
i dont really want to talk
did hate myself, was feeling sorry
let it fester when you stalk again
dont wanna hang
dont want you to know where i am
those questions, i will answer
in some time...


...why do you tear me apart?
theres something there in the stars
it must be sad to see
but worse to know
that it wont be the same
and you're still stuck in my heart

prance around
til we get figured out
the buiding seems bigger now
and u still dont like home

...
...
...

wizard eyes

@leytonmode @starsbeforesunrise
track 6/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/7ExxY1alzE1JyHeuPPM8NF?si=39459f84c2c542c9
https://youtu.be/Glnx8f_ZOWE

blissom:

you never said it once
its never coming out

im falling thru the floor again and again
the trees are losing touch with all thats been
and if the bark peels off
the moss grows up
the leaves fall off
the birds dont talk

leyton:

you were every fallen tree
tried to warn me ahead what my fall could be
grew through the mess of your canopy
now im throwing stones
growing moss
falling down 
getting lost
i guess ill sit and wait till its over
just to remind me of that day in october
i grit my teeth for you
now theres pain in my molar
guess ill decay while you grow older
called you last night didnt go through
what id go through just to hold you one more time
i gotta find a pastime 
need a hobby
fuck my life no one wants me
just staring at a cold sky

starsbeforesunrise:

and as the sunlight dims
and night is closing in
the moon lights up the lake
with blinding reflection
the last of the pink cuts the clouds imperfections
the cracks of the sticks says exterior movement
the bridge on the water is smashed up and ruined
and just when i thought that u couldnt stain beauty
the sun will rise and leave the night empty

moss +leyton +starsbeforesunrise

full credit to @dramatrial for creating the original track!

home (jish flip)

drama trial - home (jish flip)

the title means nothing i was just hungry
prod. okayjml - vocals, writing & mixing by me
follow my main @squiblers

lyr:
all they said is "i should think straight"
but i don't wanna think at all
cuz everytime i use my brain
is when the world begins to fall around me
begins to fall around me

but what if i still wanna live?
will you treat me like i'm just a lil kid?
or will you show the maturity you really fuckin need?
cuz if you really wanna go the path of always blaming me
then try to leave as little evidence as anyone could see

you say that i'm just critical
how can i be? my eyes are closed
avoiding every situation
and blaming me for confrontation
insane to think that we were cool
you tried to set too many rules
keep blaming me for realizations
and ruining my inspiration
but i don't wanna think about it all
i think i need to find someone to call

i'll admit it, i been feelin really desperate
searching every corner of my friends list, i regret it
but every time i hit them up they only say "don't sweat it"
but what i need is more than that so then i wish i never said shit
said shit, get hit, i don't think i'll get it
i been way too traumatized to think about if i should credit
all of my emotions to the person that'll spread it
would you even fucking care if i just told you to forget it?

you say that i'm just critical
how can i be? my eyes are closed
avoiding every situation
and blaming me for confrontation
insane to think that we were cool
you tried to set too many rules
keep blaming me for realizations
and ruining my inspiration
but i don't wanna think about it all
i think i need to find someone to call

1. Fright

Karna

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