NEWEST RELEASE [REMINISCENCE THERAPY] AND OTHER NEW RELEASES! ;)

prod. SaveMeSyler
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lyrics

[phantom roses]
in the castle
of burning ember
she is fire
she's warm and pure
oh take her hand
please hold her close
she's burning slowly
in the burning ember

[alethiae]
will you remember me? far away in sleep
I hope we will meet one day
I got a glimpse of a star that reflected all my scars
never thought that I could look into your memory like that
like that

in the astral realm you came to me
and I almost fell
as I woke up from my sleep

oh do you know if we're supposed to be
the soul, split in two

I've always been here with you

come from a different level that
I am not familiar with
I will wait as long as divinely directed

Absolution of Parallel Flames (ft. Alethiae) [prod. SaveMeSyler]

To The Moon

Doubts (Prod. ERLAX)

welcome 2023 music ^_^

This song came out of a freaking hellish two weeks of work at my job last year. It almost broke me lol. Feeling tired and overworked inspired this theme of being trapped in hell. I love stoner rock/doom metal/sludge music so it was so fun to finally pull from those influences and write something like it through my lens.

I didn't realize it but the majority of the stuff I have been working on has had my vocals on it in some way, which is so crazy to me lol. I would have never predicted that change in my music at all years ago.

Thank you and I hope you enjoy this!

cover photo taken by @keepitinside

produced/mix/master/vocals: KA$TRO

Lyrics:

Another day in hell has come and gone
I’m back to cutting all my veins for fun
I’m cutting deep
Slowly draining all my will to live
I’m trapped here and don’t know which way to run

I’m bathed in flames
Nowhere to hide
Cause the devil wrote my name

The devil wrote my name
The devil wrote

Another day in hell has come and gone
I’m back to drinking till my day is done
I’m running low
Praying for the pain to finally end
I fear my torture here has just begun

I’m bathed in flames
Nowhere to hide
Cause the devil wrote my name

The devil wrote my name
The devil wrote my name
The devil wrote my name
The devil wrote my name

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the devil wrote my name

vocals by jozie, sasha and me
produced/mixed/mastered by me
cover art by jozie and me

@joziehaze
@lilsashadying

lyrics:

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back
i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

checked my options, weighed 'em all, uh
i dont wanna stay involved, 'cause
all these voices playin’ god,
sorry gotta bend it back and break it off, uh
no pink and no lavender hues
just black that's what i'm havin’ to do
no sunsets, i am not the one yet
i been in remission, i don't wanna be an addict for you
i don't wanna talk, i'm a dead girl walking
off of the wall, it's f the world often enough
it's a problem to solve in a rush
they expect me to not give a fuck
life is a bitch and it's a hot fuck, no love
if you been where i been, i know, i don't judge
but get off those pills, let the pipe hit the ground
only shot we got with life to like this shit now

bitch i'm kickin' shit, feel like it's judo mane
zip up a bag, part it five ways like bruno mane
smoke up a blunt
thinkin' 'bout life got me feelin' sum things i ain't felt in some months
day turnin' night 'n i'm stuck in this phase 
but still gotta hunt, i got paper to chase
and these n*ggas got anna send shots to they face
lil bruh had no ammo there's tears in his face, damn 
s a s h a bitch i'm so high god praised my name
thirteen we strapped, blacked out insane 
wit' dcr you know that's gang, aye
smoke a junt
got so damn faded i vomit lunch 
i slice up my wrist 'n then cover up 
momma ask me what happened can't tell her nun
one more bad habit i conjured up

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

don't look at me, a quiet room works like a painkiller
love is like a medicine but only 'cause it tastes bitter
being stared at feels just like being skinned alive
tell me how to tolerate the pain of a million knives
i want to go back, all i really hear in the night
is the buzzing of the fluorescent lights
that keep the darkness out of my comfort zone
they're the only pillars that keep me alive

blacklight_whitenoise

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blacklight_whitenoise w/jozie haze, sasha's dying

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THfSOS5dPU4

artwork by herodog ^_^

lyrics:

I’m lost in the first time
Picturing what we could have been
I’m stuck same spot
Wondering if I ever moved on

You’re fading away
I can’t seem to remember our love
I’m running away
Running back to relive what I lost

I’m lost in the first time
Picturing what we could have been
I’m stuck same spot
Wondering if I ever moved on

You’re fading away
I can’t seem to remember our love
I’m running away
Running back to relive what I lost

You’re fading away

I’m running away

Fading...

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSHwgO_3pEA

artwork by @herodog

lyrics:

Counting all the ceiling tiles
1-2-3
Haven’t been outside in a while
What time is it
The pictures on my bedroom wall
Show me who I was
How long has it been since we talked

I waste away
My day with sleep
Only to
Just to see you again

I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you
I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you
I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you
I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you

Underneath the bed and the rot
Here lies my corpse
Shadows shaped like people I lost
Have you seen this ghost?
I’m taking shots of liquor and wine
Just to knock me out
Re-read texts that I had forgot
Like I used to do

I close my eyes
And drift away
And hear you say
Boo

I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you
I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you
I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you
I saw the ghost that haunts my dreams
It looked like you

Wake up
Wake up

I Saw A Ghost

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1_zJUpaHV4

artwork by @herodog

lyrics:

I can’t escape
This feeling
A sick embrace
I’m bleeding

Can I go
Can I leave
Why can’t I be
Like how I was before

I can’t escape
This feeling
A sick embrace
I’m bleeding out

Can’t explain what’s on my mind
And all I ever want
Wandering on this path alone
Abandoned all my hope
Crawling when I once stood tall
A pitiful being
Maybe I should end it but
I know, I know, I know, I know

Can I go
Can I leave
Why can’t I be
Like how I was before

Can’t explain what’s on my mind
And all I ever want
Wandering on this path alone
Abandoned all my hope
Crawling when I once stood tall
A pitiful being
Maybe I should end it but
I know, I know, I know, I know

I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know

I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know

I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know
I know

How I Was Before

featuring @theliewithincallie (thank you for being a part of this!)
Callie's vocals mixed by
www.instagram.com/wisdombibbs_/

artwork by @herodog

lyrics:

Bury me or take me home
With words alone I can't atone
Painful lies I've said
I can't escape the light

Bury me or take me home
With words alone I can't atone
Painful lies I've said
I can't escape the light

Bury me or take me home
With words alone I can't atone
Painful lies I've said
I can't escape the light

Your deception led you here
Looking straight into the mirror
Your reflection is so clear
I can see you fill with fear

From yourself you cannot hide
Now you gotta face the light
From yourself you cannot hide
Now you gotta face the light

It might
Bury you alive
Yeah, it might
Bury you alive
It might
Bury you alive
It might
Bury you alive

I Can't Escape The Light ft. The LiE Within CalLiE

Epochs: fiVe

Is It?

Welcome to REMINISCENCE THERAPY. Each beat a memory of the last 3 years since my previous tape.

Tracklist:
0:00 LONELY
1:16 MAGIC
2:26 BREATHE
4:05 REMEMBER
5:29 THOUGHT
6:38 HEART
7:59 ANGEL
8:45 TONIGHT
9:46 TOGETHER
10:31 GIRL
11:19 MYSELF
12:04 PAUSE
13:06 REWIND
14:54 CHASE
16:09 CREEP
17:11 FALLEN 
18:26 FEARS
19:27 DIAMONDS feat. @jupiluxe
20:32 FOREVER 
21:45 AWAY
22:53 GET OUT

Thank you to ThisIsMyBeat (TIMB) and BurgersNBeats. New people, new friends, new memories. I made a few of these beats for TIMB beat making challenges. Played a lot of these beats at various Open Aux’s during events thrown by these two groups.

www.instagram.com/thisismybeatsd/
www.instagram.com/burgersnbeatsla/

Enormous thank you to @jupliuxe for her feature on DIAMOND! She’s an amazing rapper and I’m so happy to have been able to work with her on this!

And a final shout out to culp, @dr00pyyy, @antoje, and @dpeee I made the loop for “GET OUT” as far back as 2021 as I was obsessed with their style of synth beats (still am). And that song went through so many evolutions that it ended up being this weird blend of synth beat, grunge singing and guitar. I dedicate that song to them. teamcanaduh.

Thank you for listening and I hope you enjoy this album! ^_^

REMINISCENCE THERAPY

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Don't Make Me Feel Alone

https://www.instagram.com/killalaharl/

Lyrics:

Blood raining down the doorway
Leave all your bones inside of an ashtray 
Hang your dead body up like a display 
Seven day binge we arrived at the fifth day 
Falling down the inferno of dante
Found yourself lying upside down the swamp bay
Surround you it’s a trap cannot escape 
My mind pale now but I’m only wide awake 
Lights off dirt on my shoelace
Wake up cuts all on my face
Lied down step on another day
Kill off mind fading away
Lights off dirt on my shoelace
Wake up cuts all on my face
Die out blade fading away 
Wipe out existence erase
Dark out on the street hit it down low 
Shine in the dome missed calls on my phone 
Midnight club but it ain’t ride slow
Diamonds on me ice cold’s in my bone
Pull up wheels off flame light a smoke
Slingshot red blood splashed on the dope
Closed eyes shouted head getting blown
Crystal’s all in my veins let it flow

kiLLa Laharl - $wamp

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
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Lyrics: 
i'm spending every day
goin insane
talkin to screens
voices in the walls they squeeze me

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

welcome to the era of mass death
unemployment
oligarks
and isolated enjoyment
natures collapse
with self accountability the central employment
not the systemic poisons 
and our daily routines
given more to screens
their reality illusive yet intrusive
click bait dreams
happy days where desires
are figured out for me
let my pores perspire
formulations for my needs
oh...
and a couple of crowds 
are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

well you might feel so corny when you put love first
cos lovin doesn't talk inside the echo church
every roll i'm on they follow in every angry word
daily saving different targets 
manifest my thirst

opinions 
i'm surrounded 
might be catered to til the grave
arteries clogged but still enabled 
on many boards of the same face
see the one's you disagree with 
silenced and called fascistic
no one can expose their ignorance
when they're not platformed with real statistics
oh...
and the crowds are at each others necks again

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud

so gimme your hate
your hate speech
hate speech so i can speak freely 
no one gets shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb
when you hear them out loud

its them that preach
preach so loud
so loud
but don't say much really
they don't get shot down 
when their shut down
they only sound dumb when you hear them out loud
x2

them that preach

"I tried." <---- my life in a nutshell.
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Check out my newest EP "Oscura"! :D
Slowly branching out.

the devil wrote my name

KA$TRO

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