Keep going man you are amazing🔥🔥🔥

pulling up from blue's repost pure  mood feelsblike a mix of 🫠, 🫨, 🥴, and XIII

My Last Album 

Thank you to all of the special individuals who were featured on it 

Goodbye

Death’s Doorstep (feat. YCK & Phantom Roses)

𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚 

prod. @prodvanlawson ;)

IG: @lovefromlawson


LYRICS:
Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and 
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

See too many faces
See too many faces
care bout the status
I know that they're prolly the fakest
When we nameless they hate 
get famous they claim us 
I'm figuring out what the aim is
They're music all weightless
Mine making painless
The notes and the words how I paint it
No need to fake it

Pieces of me be
Surfacing that I thought that I'd never see
Keep giving me reasons to be me
Murdering my will to keep breathing

And life goes on and on and on
Is it worth it?
(What's the point of it?)
And I felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it? (Is it?)
Too much hurting

This paranoia is killing me
Got me thinking im trippin and seeing things
Fucking pinching my cheeks till I bleed
Feel the floor fall away from heels
Pray to a god that I don't believe in 
Please have mercy on me keep me breathing
Shout-out my mum she keep my heart beating
When I'm too scared she battle my demons

But life goes on
No will and no direction
But life goes on
Glowing its own perfection
(X2)

Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

And life goes on and on and on
(What's the point of it)
And I've felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it?

CROSSROADS

Prod. Eternalwave
Feat- @Marymortem

Tommy-
I got drugs in the body of my old self
I dont know where im at but i need you
I need you
I need you
I got drugs in the body of my old self
I dont know where im at but i need you
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you

I need you
I need you

Mary-
Here I am again
I’m so high and here I am again
At the bottom

Blood on my hands and my face
See what in your head changed
What changed then
I can’t face it
I don’t blame you
I can’t blame you for this

Swallow
Now swallow
Another pill I know I’m so shallow
Can’t find yourself in my heart
I need you
I need you again
I need you again

I Need You (Feat. Mary Mortem)

Where's My Love Cover (Prod. by Red Rxxm)

Retaliation Feat. Big Melancholy (prod.grey)

vocals by jozie, sasha and me
produced/mixed/mastered by me
cover art by jozie and me

@joziehaze
@lilsashadying

lyrics:

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back
i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

checked my options, weighed 'em all, uh
i dont wanna stay involved, 'cause
all these voices playin’ god,
sorry gotta bend it back and break it off, uh
no pink and no lavender hues
just black that's what i'm havin’ to do
no sunsets, i am not the one yet
i been in remission, i don't wanna be an addict for you
i don't wanna talk, i'm a dead girl walking
off of the wall, it's f the world often enough
it's a problem to solve in a rush
they expect me to not give a fuck
life is a bitch and it's a hot fuck, no love
if you been where i been, i know, i don't judge
but get off those pills, let the pipe hit the ground
only shot we got with life to like this shit now

bitch i'm kickin' shit, feel like it's judo mane
zip up a bag, part it five ways like bruno mane
smoke up a blunt
thinkin' 'bout life got me feelin' sum things i ain't felt in some months
day turnin' night 'n i'm stuck in this phase 
but still gotta hunt, i got paper to chase
and these n*ggas got anna send shots to they face
lil bruh had no ammo there's tears in his face, damn 
s a s h a bitch i'm so high god praised my name
thirteen we strapped, blacked out insane 
wit' dcr you know that's gang, aye
smoke a junt
got so damn faded i vomit lunch 
i slice up my wrist 'n then cover up 
momma ask me what happened can't tell her nun
one more bad habit i conjured up

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

don't look at me, a quiet room works like a painkiller
love is like a medicine but only 'cause it tastes bitter
being stared at feels just like being skinned alive
tell me how to tolerate the pain of a million knives
i want to go back, all i really hear in the night
is the buzzing of the fluorescent lights
that keep the darkness out of my comfort zone
they're the only pillars that keep me alive

blacklight_whitenoise

Spotify

blacklight_whitenoise w/jozie haze, sasha's dying

Produced By. Morecalcium
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Cold air touches my face
With you everything seems fake
So high can’t walk out this place
I’m fucked up I just need a break
Skyscrapers make me feel like I can jump
Drink another 5th like to fuck it up
Crying everyday I feel like a chump
Rockstar status so I gotta live it up

Motorola trap phone buzzing
I’m fucked, can’t tell me nothing
I’ll hibernate stay shut in
I’ll dodge and weave this fuck shit
Why you asking questions
Your words they feel like weapons
The more you scream and threaten
When you gon learn your lesson?

She lied, he lied that’s all facts
I fell in love with anthrax
Guess opposites do attract
Because you’re in my mind
I feel you’re gone, I lost that
Lost all I love too damn fast
Don’t think I wanna come back
Because you left me blind

I’m a mess and i confess that I'm obsessed with you
I feel attached and i can’t pass or match this feeling boo
Some days I'm lost, with no cause why I'm feeling blue
Is it real? Is it fake? I don’t got no clue

I feel I lost you
Please say it’s not true
Please say you love me
Even if it’s a lie
You said you’re brand new
You love this new dude
You said you hate me
Wish I wasn’t alive

I know I'm in lust but this girl is a dime piece
Know I can’t trust but I just need more time please
she pulled up on me, on G what good timing
Heart it beats quicker, anxiety rising
Unlock the door and explore my horizons
She looking mad like she checked my Verizon
Truth it hits harder then that dude named Tyson
Got it all out of me no more to syphon

She lied, he lied that’s all facts
I fell in love with anthrax
Guess opposites do attract
Because you’re in my mind
I feel you’re gone, I lost that
Lost all I love too damn fast
Don’t think I wanna come back
Because you left me blind

I’m a mess and I confess that I'm obsessed with you
I feel attached and I can’t pass or match this feeling boo
Some days I'm lost, with no cause why I'm feeling blue
Is it real? Is it fake? I don’t got no clue

ANTHRAX

HEART [PROD. HECTOR VAE]

Since when do you feel like that?
I don't pretend,
All to myself, but I call when I can,
All of the places I just can't forget,
Come for my neck,
I don't know how to act,

I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan,
I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan 

I've caught my dues, just bleed me here,
Don't act like you just, want some talk for years,

I shouldn't feel like that,
Business been built like that,
I keep to pills, like that,
No one to warm my bed,

I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan,
I keep it all in my head,
Don't give this all of my plan 

Spend it, spend it,
I hope this solve in the end,
I been myself, but pretend,
I been myself, but pretend

All in my plan,
All in my plan,


Since when do you feel like that?
I don't pretend,
All to myself, but I call when I can,
All of the places I just can't forget,
Come for my neck,
I don't know how to act,

we will never be

Biv - You Can Wake Me Up Now W/ KAMAARA  Outro

Written/Performed/Produced by SEPHA.
Featuring  https://soundcloud.com/sixthells
mix/master w/ CH!O
cover art by sepha.
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA 
_________
Lyrics-

COME ON LETS ROB THE BANKS THEN ROB THE BABY BOOMERS
COME RISE UP THIS IS OUR TIME FELLOW APATHETIC DOOMERS
x2

extinction of the species is a' comin
& it looks a lil like something
something to hold onto like a war or second coming

THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A GHOST TOWN REVISITED
THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A NO MANS LAND AGAIN
x3
THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A GHOST TOWN REVISITED
IT'S COMIN COMIN LIKE A NO MANS LAND AGAIN

Sixthells -
i feel alone 
arghh
nothing to loose i stump and crush down my foes before they can control
wow sense a ghost, it knows everything i know
but i got chosen hoe don't mind if i go
watch ur back my friends
and im feelin sick
seeing everyone get played by their stupid selves
better stay inside than have some fuckin regrets
do the race w/ the dash bet i finish first

THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A GHOST TOWN REVISITED
THIS PLACE FEELS LIKE A NO MANS LAND AGAIN
outro: 
sepha. -
tell me u wanna go like i do

STREAM / DOWNLOAD

GhostTown Revisited (feat. Sixthells)

everything done by me unless stated otherwise

@deadcypherrec

blacklight_whitenoise w/jozie haze, sasha's dying

saturn's lament

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