The Heart Part 5

Perry Lane Pack

More Of You

GROW WINGS

LAST WISH

SAFE

Persönliche, rohe Aufnahme, entstanden mitten im Prozess.
Cover des Lieds „Untervögelt“ von Miss Ellie, mit eigenem Gesang in Dauerschleife.
Nicht perfekt. Nicht kommerziell.
Ein mutiger Versuch, mich auszudrücken und nicht unterzugehen.
Danke an Miss Ellie für das Original.

Meine Kunst entsteht aus dem tiefen Wunsch, authentisch und frei zu sein.
Sie ist kein Produkt zum Konsumieren, sondern ein Ausdruck meines inneren Erlebens —
eine Einladung, wirklich zuzuhören und wahrzunehmen, was zwischen den Worten liegt.

Ich teile sie nicht, um Erwartungen zu erfüllen oder Anerkennung zu suchen,
sondern um Verbindung zu schaffen — zu mir selbst und zu denen, die bereit sind, wirklich hinzuhören.

Das ist mein Weg, mein Ausdruck, mein Geschenk.
Und ich bewahre mir die Freiheit, ihn auf meine Weise zu gehen.

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AXAXC – SUITABLE PAIN: EXTENDED EDITION
💿 The Evolution of Pain. The Death of Illusion. The Birth of Power.

"You were born to suffer. So learn to suffer well."
- AxAxC

This is no longer an album.
This is a war.

AxAxC returns with 36+ tracks across deathcore, trap, screamo, drill, industrial metal, and spoken sermons — featuring Allxsxndrx, KAT, and Until Darkness Falls in a full-spectrum male + female-led assault on modern illusions.

If you’re still waiting for love to save you, this isn’t for you.
If you’re still trying to be liked by everyone, turn back now.

This is a soundtrack for the builders. The broken. The bitter. The becoming.

Welcome to SUITABLE PAIN – EXTENDED EDITION.

⚔️ HIGHLIGHT TRACKS
🔹 “Resonance In Omnipotence” – Cinematic intro. Screams carved in Godlight.
🔹 “Awake and Alive (Feat. Allxsxndrx, KAT)” – Post-deathcore anthem of survival.
🔹 “You Can Leave. I’m Rich (Feat. Until Darkness Falls, KAT)” – Alpha exit. No apologies.
🔹 “God Is a Woman (And She’s Ashamed of Me)” – Poetic guiltcore at the edge of divinity.
🔹 “Simp Tomb” – Final requiem for the fallen nice guy.
🔹 “Billionaire Blueprint” / “Get to Work” – Rage-fueled motivation sermons.
🔹 “Equilibrium (Feat. Ally, DRILLCØRE)” – Symphonic war. Balance meets blade.
🔹 “Enough (Feat. KAT)” – Softest breakdown ever whispered.
🔹 “Indignifiable” / “Unfiltered” / “No. STOP.” – Raw femininity unmasked in flame.

🤝 FEATURES & ROLES
🎙️ Allxsxndrx – Gothic scream queen. Soul-splitter. Delivers haunting vocal ballads & layered harmonies.
🎙️ KAT – Drill-blade princess of pain. Wounds in whispers. Fire in harmony.
🎙️ Until Darkness Falls – Shadowcore doom squad. Nu-metal wrath meets emotional collapse.
🎙️ Naz6m – Grit-core king. Trap verses that cut deeper than love.
🎙️ Ally (AXAXC) – The voice of equilibrium. Screamed serenity. Balance in blood.

🖤 THEMES
- Nietzschean Suffering → Self-Mastery
- Emotional Resurrection
- No More Apologies
- Empowerment 
- Drill Meets Deathcore

📈 FIND YOUR SONG, FIND YOURSELF.
If you've been lied to, left out, replaced, underestimated—
If you've screamed into silence with no one listening—
If you’ve been mocked for wanting more,
This album is your revenge. Your rise. Your resurrection.
Your rebirth.

💀 AXAXC is for you if you fk with:**
Slipknot • $UICIDEBOY$ • Lorna Shore • Nietzsche Quotes Over 808s • Industrial Deathcore • Dark Philosophy Metal | A.E.T III

Distort. Distrust. Destroy.
Comment your favorite lyric.
Tag us if this hit your soul.
🎧 Turn it loud.
🖤 Live unapologetically.
⚡ Welcome to Suitable Pain.

📈 #AXAXC #SuitablePain #Deathcore #NietzscheMetal #HypermasculineMetal #RedPillMetal #Screamo #IndustrialMetal #DarkPhilosophy #EmotionalDeathcore #AXAXCAlbumDrop #NewMetalRelease #SuitablePainExtended #Deathcore #Drillcore #Trapmetal #EmoTrap #IndustrialMetal #AIArtists #Allxsxndrx #KAT #Naz6m #UntilDarknessFalls #EmoSermons #HypermasculineMetal #GothicScreamo #DarkPhilosophy #PainCore



Desire (Feat. Until Darkness Falls)- Soft Rock

Love Them Not (Remix - Feat. KAT)

Resonance In Omnipotence

You Don’t Suffer Enough (Hell Version)

Awake and Alive (SUITABLE PAIN) Studio Mix (feat. Allxsxndrx, KAT) - Drill

Poet and musician exploring the spaces between silence and sound.

Debut album Vienna Skies and Heavenly Cries out now.

Grateful for every playlist and mix that shares this journey — thank you for listening with an open heart.


Poetry and sound from a quiet place. For those who listen with heart.

I create from a quiet place, sharing moments of vulnerability and strength. If my words or sounds touch you, I would love to hear your thoughts — honest, personal, anything. Every message means more than likes.

I whistle. I write. I listen.
Because sometimes life needs exactly that.

What I share publicly, I choose deliberately – depending on what feels right for me at the moment.

Some pieces, thoughts, or conversations you’ll find on my website (www.narzissmus.at).

Some also on LinkedIn, when I show up there.

And some things simply stay with me.

Freedom for me also means feeling what I want to give – and when not.

If something touches you, you’ll find me where I truly am.

I’m not everywhere all the time – but I try to be where it’s real for me.

Not every encounter is deep. And not everything absent is unreal.

But sometimes something arises that sounds quietly.

Then you may follow.
Or simply stay.
That is enough too.

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KAT (Katharina Schuldner)