i hear a symphony by cody fry x merry go round of life by joe hisaishi (original piano arrangement)

i hear a merry go round of life

wrote this song from the perspective of joel in eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :) new favorite movie

lyrics:

i'm watching everything go sideways
and i can't do a thing to make it stop
i won't remember this tomorrow
but i'll be sad when i wake up

i wish we were back in your apartment
i want you to sing me to sleep
i'll forget my wallet so i'll have to come back
and you won't forget me

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

i'm watching everything go sideways
feels like someone's messing with my head
i'm not prepared to never know you again
i'm sorry, can we stop this instead?

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

when this is over
i'll never know that
i ever missed you at all
i'll be a stranger and
you will be kissing somebody
that i don't know
i'll take the train to the beach
and i'll sit on the sand
and i'll never know
i had a life before this
i don't want this

thought it was only fair
but i swear i didn't think it through this far
you chose this first
so i didn't think it'd hit me quite this hard
i don't want to see this part

clementine (demo)

I called the track ‘Velvet’ because of the way I was feeling when I wrote it, as well as all of the clothing imagery within the lyrics.
it’s a soft and sad but also comforting tune about letting go, feeling hurt but at the same time healing. And most of all, it’s about missing familiar love that is slowly becoming unfamiliar.

Velvet ( Demo )

I wrote this song about 2 months ago and I can't wait for the final recording to be done so I am sharing the first complete voice memo I took of it here. It's rough but I feel like it's fitting that I post it now.

Lyrics:

I'm finding the words to keep in my throat.
I’m fighting the voice that’s pushing to let go.
All I ask of you here now is did you chose
The words that you said that split me in two?

Why do you break apart for me
When she’s already out of her jeans?
And how could you say "...I promise"?
Don’t you know you burned any bridge between us?
Am I supposed to heal while you mean well?
I pick at my scabs hoping I bleed out.

You never had your own heart so you stole mine.
A boy built with no backbone you took my spine.
You ripped off the bandaid I pulled the out the knife.
Before I just missed you now the wound doesn’t feel right.

Why do you break apart for me
When she’s already out of her jeans?
And how could you say "...I promise"?
Don’t you know you burned any bridge between us?
Am I supposed to heal while you mean well?
I pick at my scabs hoping I bleed out.

I’m not mad anymore,
I’m freeing my soul.
I’m looking back
To when I was so old.
I’ll disappear now,
Don’t know how
But the next time you see me I’ll be gone.
Gone like the person
I loved for so long.

Why would you break apart for me
When she’s already out of her jeans?
And how could you say "...I promise"?
Don’t you know you burned any bridge between us?
So am I supposed to heal while you mean well?
I pick at my scabs hoping I bleed out.

Yeah I pick at my scabs hoping you see them.

"...i promise" (demo)

midterm remix project!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the first thing i made for class that i like a bit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

remix project - crazy

Some call me a singer, some call me a songwriter. 
I guess you can call me Katie.

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Apple Music- https://music.apple.com/mv/artist/katie-zeeb/1549236605

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"...i promise" (demo)

Katie Zeeb

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