old unfinished song

i wish i could've changed your mind for you
but that's probably too far
i played every wrong card
after march of this year i thought that maybe it'd get easier
but it only gets hard

so April n beyond
i changed the way i think about you and myself
before April n beyond
i never told anyone how i really felt

april n beyond

alt version https://soundcloud.com/katiekross/as-far-as-i-know-v3/s-JkltnNprDae

at 2 am i fell asleep while talking
i wasn't supposed to
at 6 am i lost myself
i figured maybe id just ghost you... cause i had to

so ill plan my escape
even it takes me days
cause as far as i know
im the only one that knows the real me
no way back home
not much left to go

how hard is it to follow one instruction
hyperfocused - all you do is stare at nothing
how hard is it to fucking pay attention
dont act like you have better things to do

as far as i know

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

song from february 2025 written in december 2024
i think i'll use this account to post throwaway songs

even if it kills me

original https://soundcloud.com/katiekross/parking-lot
This sounds a million times worse than the original but it is cool to listen to after hearing only the original

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