demo from october 2024, originally for "drafts"
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

Running in circles

production n vocals by me
add vocals n production @1eldridge
artwork me

eldridge: 
There’s mold on the floor
There’s jolly ranchers in the carpet
I feel as if it’s too late
Should’ve done something as it started

Does it get better
I don’t really try but I wanna know 
I don’t really know who I wanna be
Are you the one who I wanna see
I love my friends and I hope that they love me 
I don’t hide but I just pretend
I can be who I want but it always depends
Always alone on the weekends
I just feel I just drown in the deep end
Be who you want and be who you need
There’s no reason to plead







tris:
u can tell me im a loser
few years in the bag i cant lose a beat
yeah bitch im a user
yuh ye im getting tired but i cannot leave
well, but i cant stay calm
always got a feeling that my friends dont like me
yeah, but i reached my goal
searching for a thing but i just got lucky

real me + eldridge

help from @young_particular and @ronensmelodie
ib: @coreylingo

Lyrics:

The first time
You said it wasn't nothing
I clinged onto hope and the trusting
And then I tried to find a way (oh no)

And now the second time I'm waiting
And then my mind is losing patience
Yeah, your heart is being dangerous
And I can't stand here to take it

So I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

And then I question myself
Asking why am I here
I take the answer and find
That it's not even clear

Leave it, doll
Leave me there
Leave it all
Leave me square
Can't run now
Can't run fair
Leave me there
Oh, leave me there

I said I had enough
The things ain't adding up
You want me dead in here
It's just the two of us
And it's constantly
Why aren't you taking me

Had Enough

song from february 2025 written in december 2024
i think i'll use this account to post throwaway songs

even if it kills me

on bandcamp! go check it out :)))

prod kay @3eight9 

@3eight9
i know sometimes the flowers look a little wilted
but i got some time to mend the garden as you left it
i know im not the best but ive been working on it
i hoped that you had noticed that these scars are all these pretty marks on me
back then the trees had looked like they were so much greener
the sky was bright but you were brighter i could feel it
one day I’ll make the trip so i can get that feeling
i knew when you noticed once the dust had settled we were finished

@18acres
u know it's not over
ill see u in october
or maybe i wont ever
but we could change forever
it dont happen
u like it, i do it
i wish it
would happen
u like it if i did it?
i wish it would happen
you like it?
i did it?
i wish it would happen
you like it?
you like it?
i wish it would happen

@leahsummers

wilted w/ acres, leah summers

prod yours truly

you couldn't catch me hanging around all these bums
passing they wet piece of paper, get your money high or sumn
they know they can't do it like i can
it is not glaze you gotta hand it to the man
don't talk bout me you don't know if i would
wouldn't be if you even if i could

they just can't knock on my sound
if you are lucky you'll see me around
i just can't rock with clowns
you come to town you get laid down

i told her put some more ice in my drink
you scaled a mountain just to reach my feet
yall so cute think you better than me
you an old man im a prodigy
you an old man im a pr pr pr pr
you an old man im a pr pr pr
you an old man im a prodigy
you an old man im a prodigy

she makin jokes but they getting old
hot coals fore i ever sell my soul
tacos in the stu with the bros hah

do not compare yourself to me
you an old man im a prodigy
they form a crowd when i walk through the streets
i hope they dont stain my Prada jeans

yeah
you got that life experience
im still counting up to 5
yet im still better at everything
yeah boy look alive

yeah
i want you on my side
if you the one then just send me a sign
all bad things aside
ima just stay in line
you past your prime you can't be like me
you'll never be seen with me
you'll never be with me
cause i'm a prodigy

art is coming from my soul yeah ik things you dont
i already told you, told you to stay at home
they swarming me when i walk through the street
cant get nothing to eat

do not compare yourself to me
you an old man im a prodigy
they form a crowd when i walk through the streets
i hope they dont stain my Prada jeans
you an old man im a pr pr pr pr
you an old man im a pr pr pr
you an old man im a prodigy
you an old man im a prodigy

prodigy

i wouldn't mind (blxty cover)

no trust you cant tell me lies
was I always so see-through
only talking about if we die
boy I hope you know I see you

still you find it hard to gauge the distance
wouldn't be that hard if you just listened
staring into space are you still with us
look at me like that I feel the friction

and every time ur talking to me now
I feel so fucking useless I wish that u weren't around
im hiding at the back of lost and found
I know what ive been wanting but im scared to make a sound

and I saw sparks for the first time
but you thought I hated you its not right
did you look at me that way the first night
I wish that I could feel the same from that side

No trust

haiiii im finally dropping again i dont rllly know where i wanna take my music or what i wanna do with it its been such a big part of my life and i feel like im at a cross roads bruh ive tried to delete fl and quit like 8 times this month and i just physically cant 

DONTCRYOVERSPILLEDWINE

And i wanted
to be next to you, i know
and everytime u come back, i know
I walk down the hallway
looked at my door,
im scared to explore
Don't wanna talk back 
(don't wanna talk back)
I'll lose my patience
U need a piece of me, 
I know u want it
And all those time we talked,
at night till the morning
I need you with me,
but don't come back for me
We live and we hurt,
just like a bouquet
(bouquet)
and everytime u come back, i know

prod. javguru

IknoW

@axcore @cruseyyyy
@heyscirpy AYe dis 1 for ya brithday happy belated glo day Brother I do this 4 YOU

even if it kills me

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