Makes me feel happy music

the better version

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

love liar

demo made in Five minutes

i shot a bullet in her chest when i found out shes who uve been with
i pray to god that every day i wake up free of all ur shit
i fucking knew it
opened my eyes for the first time
and now i finally see you clearly
opened my eyes for the first time
and now ill never miss u dearly

drive into a corner
i see the red signs but i cant tell what they say
ur bored of me? oh what a shame
im falling out the skies are gray
when i look in the mirror i cant tell who it is standing there anymore
my teeth fall out in the sink im bleeding let me fall to the floor

i dont know whats wrong

drive into a corner

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

deep cuts

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

crown lake

old unfinished song

i wish i could've changed your mind for you
but that's probably too far
i played every wrong card
after march of this year i thought that maybe it'd get easier
but it only gets hard

so April n beyond
i changed the way i think about you and myself
before April n beyond
i never told anyone how i really felt

april n beyond

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

bittersweet

alt version https://soundcloud.com/katiekross/as-far-as-i-know-v3/s-JkltnNprDae

at 2 am i fell asleep while talking
i wasn't supposed to
at 6 am i lost myself
i figured maybe id just ghost you... cause i had to

so ill plan my escape
even it takes me days
cause as far as i know
im the only one that knows the real me
no way back home
not much left to go

how hard is it to follow one instruction
hyperfocused - all you do is stare at nothing
how hard is it to fucking pay attention
dont act like you have better things to do

as far as i know

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

The moon looks better than it did last year
Or maybe I'm seeing it different now
I never it see that clear

The first time I told myself
that I love me was when I was someone else
The first time I let the ice melt
was when he forced me to break out of my shell

I Was Someone Else

single off the project (3 of 4)

production by me (+50)
art by me

lyrics:
my life is boring
but i like it that way
i cant afford it
i guess i should've kept my change
you're looking at me
im looking at your shoes
i shouldn't be this judgy
we both know I've lost it too

tell me if its ever gonna be alright
i know i deserve it
better off observing (from a far)
will you ever see me in that light
i know that you're hurting
im needing your warning

there's no saving me
there's no saving me
i've lost it all
i've lost it all

observer

production by me

sometimes i wish i was someone else
but after all, whats the fun in that
i know i lost my patience last week
but after all, i know you love me back
but after all, whats the fun in that

i wonder how it couldve been
if i had left myself alone for one more night
theres so many things i shouldve said
im leaving myself in the past, ill leave her dead

i cant keep things to myself
because after all, whats the fun in that
and i cant lie sometimes, i want to fall in love
i get so worried that u might not love me back

i wonder how it couldve been
if i had left myself alone for one more night
theres so many things i shouldve said
im leaving myself in the past, ill leave her dead

Learning to love solitude

one day ill try and one day ill stop
one day im here and one day im gone
one day ill try and one day ill stop
i been tracing lines ive left behind for what

ive been concerned for you (ive been concerned for you)
how have you been as of recent times
it seems like youve lost your fucking mind
i know its hard to choose
cause those two pills can change ur life
im praying to god its not goodbye

sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights
sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights
sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights
sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights

(one day im here and one day im gone)

and if i fall in love again just shoot me in the head
and maybe then ill understand
one day im fine, the next day im lost
for a moment it felt so real now its all gone

Blunt

perobug - won't be back

Drive is a song inspired by the indie/post-punk 2000's songs written by artists such as Interpol, MGMT, and Modest Mouse.

Drive

I’ve got a view of the world that is mine.
You’ve got a diff’rent perspective, that’s fine.
We’ve gotta find a way to coexist.
Looking back, oh, how I wish.
We didn’t waste those we missed.

I, you, we  
I, you, we  
I, you, we, like a symphony, 
Gotta love that feeling of being free.
I, you, we  
I, you, we  
I, you, we, it’s the  -   way to be.
Come on, help us spread it around.Gotta feeling it’s going down.  

I see through eyes that have one point of  view.
You see another, and yes, that’s fine too.
We’ve gotta find a way to get along.
Nobody’s right, no one’s wrong.
Maybe it starts with a song.

I, you, we  
I, you, we  
I, you, we, like a symphony, 
Gotta love that feeling of being free.
I, you, we  
I, you, we  
I, you, we, it’s the  -   way to be.
Come on, help us spread it around.Gotta feeling it’s going down.  


as far as i know

katie kross

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