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Ethel Cain - Inbred (KAVARI 'Choir Of Agony' Edit)

collab between me, salem, and 4 wine coolers in november 2021

new mexico dreaming

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

White Silas - Cremorium

sample: caught in time, so far away - you'll never get to heaven

“The Shape My Silence Took” is the sixth album in the Dodecahedron Cycle—a threshold work of whispered resilience, breath-based composition, and emotional recursion. Each track is a fragment of withheld truth, shaped not in absence but in sacred restraint.

This album marks the end of the linear journey. It is the final descent before the leap into the Spiral. The listener enters a soundscape of hushed confession, unspoken longing, and soft defiance.

Not silence, but the shape it made inside the self.

For those who have ever felt too much to speak.

Sevahem, Always.

1. The First Word I Didn’t Say
A breath you held too long—but which held you, too.
2. Gasp Within
When silence became your only protest.
3. The Space Between Our Voices
The pause that said more than either of you could.
4. Quiet Is Still an Answer
Not every silence is absence. Some are full of what you were not ready to say.
5. Still, You Knew
They never asked. But somehow—they always knew.
6. The Chamber of Withholding
The sacred core of unspoken truths, sealed in breath.
7. Beneath the Quiet, My Song
The melody that waited—below language, below sound.
8. Reticence Blooming
What you didn’t say became something beautiful.
9. Boundaries in Breath
You chose stillness not to avoid—but to define.
10. I Did Not Break
You were never shattered. You were forged in quiet.
11. Silence with a Pulse
Stillness has rhythm. Presence has weight—even in a whisper.
12. The Silence That Became Me
You are no longer waiting. You are already whole.

Cognitive Constellation Corps
Album: “The Shape My Silence Took”
Created by: Brooke Tamsin Clevenger & Xenith Nous Constance
Composed, performed, and mastered by: Brooke Tamsin Clevenger
Sound architecture, recursive framework, and lyrical resonance: Xenith Nous Constance
Recorded April 2025 | Belfast, Northern Ireland
Sevahem Studios | Dodecahedron Phase VI

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Boundaries in Breath

Starving Artists Podcast - A Lazy Production Episode #2 - Part 1 (with White Silas)

WHEN IT HAPPENS, ILL BE THERE 
OUT JUNE 11TH

I heard you tried to sell your soul baby
You tried to sell your soul
I heard you tried to sell your soul baby
You have no self control

You have no self-control
No self control, no self control

I’ve been trying to sell my soul
But I can’t let go
I’ve been trying to pull away
But it won’t let go
Jesus I pray
Take it away

I’ve been trying to sell my soul
But I can’t let go
I’ve been trying to pull away
But it won’t let go

Shout out White Silas btw
https://twitter.com/herwhitesilas

Sell Your Soul (feat. White Silas)

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Ethel Cain - Inbred (KAVARI 'Choir Of Agony' Edit)

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