Inbred

finally finished it lol

v1:

i sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
when i take you and your brother in the back pew
drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why i feel so sick
tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through

v2: 

i lied when i said i didn’t want you
in no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
asking what i’m on this time, holding on to you like i do
like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to 

interlude:

two drowning coals won’t ever light
but if i ask you to, you’ll warm the night 

v3:

if i want you like i said i’d never do
i would hold my breath and sit down next to you
terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you
and right now i need you
i don’t know what happened
i don’t know what happened
i was young and sweet
and then something happened
something overwhelming
something everlasting 

v4:

time drags on
i hate him for the time he’s gone 
i’ve been here for weeks, i’ve been here for years,
i’ve been here too long 
i forgot what stop means
either i drink it or the boat sinks 
it’s easy for him to get out of me
what i’ve been praying will get out of me

chorus: 

will i always be crying during sex with you
all my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you
heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep in my eyes like i’m a river worth wading 
and if i’m crying, it’s because i’m in love 

outtro:

and i could love you if i tried
and i’m trying
i’m trying, i’m trying, i’m trying

Crying During Sex

Been listening to Alabama by Current Joys for weeks on repeat and absolutely had to flip it. Had the pleasure of having thee Chloe Hotline do a verse or two on it. She's a star. ♡ 

lyrics:

v1: 

you ask me if i’m angry
well, hell yeah, i fucking am 
can’t help the way god made me
but he won’t get away with that again
my stomach’s torn up of gunfire 
and improvisational white lies
it’s not sustainable but it’s just traditional 
and i couldn’t hold him if i wanted to

pre-chorus:

so i left my man in the middle of the highway
won’t be seen with him cause that’s embarrassing 
he can be such a bitch and it makes me sick 
all right, all right

chorus:

you ask me if i’m angry
well, hell yeah, i fucking am 
it’s been too long since i’ve gotten laid
and longer still since i wanted it 
the only time i’ll open up is when i’m firing 
a bad case of the mondays with no silver lining 

v2:

the cigarettes in your bag
you walk out to take a smoke
i know you cough and you choke
just tryna deal with it all
we live our lives on loop
you couldn’t believe the truth
and so I always knew
that you'd be watching my fall

maybe I'll wake up on Monday
i know that you see me this one way
85 and raining but we still alive
hour long ride but I been hearin’ lies
think that I'd be hypnotized
drenched in your vanity
i might be off a little bit, but still got sanity
tell me that I couldn't leave
now I can't breathe
your sister calls, she sees you move
and thinks she can’t see

chorus:

the world isn't blind
i been readin' your mind
tryna put the pieces all together
now you see me online
and you think it's divine
but i’m sorry I've been movin’ better
no no no 

the things that I've seen
would make most people sick
the dream that I dream
is something that they never get

bridge: 

the things that I've seen
would make most people sick
the dream that I dream
is something that they never get

somehow i'm still standin’
who would have thought
i have been looking for my problems
and knew you were lost

final chorus:

flaunting that i’m not the type to be wrong 
when i’ve known the type to ruin lives 
so my eyes are wide
i’ll let you in on something, baby
i can be crazy 
if you want crazy
you say that i look angry
well, hell yeah, you’re fucking right
hot pacing the back porch from all the conversation 
squared up with time for these dicks tonight
but the only time i’ll open up is when i’m firing 
a bad case of the mondays with no silver
with no silver lining 

outtro:

laugh myself to death, it’s so hilarious
everything is a mess and we’re aware of it 
i’d expect nothing less but i still hate mondays 
yeah, i still hate mondays
i still hate mondays
i still hate mondays

Mondays (feat. Chloe Hotline)

for my daughters, thank you all for waiting ♡

lyrics:

v1:

love is a nightmare and all that you’ve got 
still getting lost in a bare parking lot 
and the vertigo’s fun til you want it to stop 
praying this is the end when you know it’s not

i could be good but it wouldn’t matter 
there’s no silver line on a fucking disaster 
i hope that you’re happy, glad you can forget 
while i’m spending my nights reliving it 

pre-chorus:

been scared of the dark for all of my life 
i’m digging my grave by all of the lights 
i’m always afraid but never to die 
but not just yet so i’ll be 

chorus:

twirling around my room again
spraying blood like the food court fountain 
forgive me my trespasses
holding my neck through a hole in the mattress
you think you’re someone else 
that it only hurts when it hurts yourself 
americanized jesus christ 
born to lie, so you lie and you lie and you lie and 

v2:

you need easy, you want weak
when you were hungry, i was soft and pink 
i bleed easy, i go weak
you look hungry then back to me 
if i fall, i fall hard
onto you and then all apart 
but when the room went dark
and i needed you
where were you

chorus:

twirling around my room again
spraying blood like the food court fountain 
forgive me my trespasses
holding my neck through a hole in the mattress
you think you’re someone else 
that it only hurts when it hurts yourself 
americanized jesus christ 
born to lie, so you lie and you lie and you lie and

Earnhardt

fell back in love with drive-by truckers over the weekend and had to flip angels and fuselage, my favorite song of theirs, cause i think we're all scared shitless of what's coming next ♡ 

lyrics:

v1: 

son of a preacher
scared of the world
guarding his heart like a fed
sawn off pump-action
backwater girl 
everything here wants us dead

pre-chorus:

my mama’s always been good at making me cry
til i’m holding that gun to my head
america’s sweetheart, starved straight to death
and some say they’re still peeling her out of that bed, bless her heart

chorus:

i keep praying you’ll save me
all alone in this house 
fucking my guts like he hates me
spitting his love in my mouth
i feel so goddamn crazy
i think the heat’s getting to me again
but my son of a preacher, sinful as ever,
lies like he does and i’m still all over him 

v2:

neighbor’s daughter’s been missing
for four or five days
who keeps track anymore 
(i do)
well they found her this morning
hauled out the water
looking worse than before

pre-chorus:

stood over her casket
thinking you’re next
but america beat you in line
scared you’ll end up like your daddy
high strung, from his neck
begging his reflection for more time, more time

chorus:

i keep praying you’ll save me
all alone in this house 
fucking my guts like he hates me
spitting his love in my mouth
i get so goddamn angry 
unlike tammy, i can’t stand my man 
but my son of a preacher, sinful as ever,
lies like he does and i’m still all over him 

final chorus:

i keep praying you’ll save me
all alone in this house 
fucking my guts like he hates me
spitting his love in my mouth
i get so goddamn angry 
unlike tammy, i can’t stand my man 
but my son of a preacher, sinful as ever,
lies like he does and i’m still all over him 
all over (i keep praying you’ll save me)
all over (i keep praying you’ll save me)
all over (i keep praying you’ll save me)

Wrestling In Dirt Pits

maybe i will finish this someday, who knows

lyrics:

you've had dreams about me on the underneath of you
some holy opportunist wholly hidden beneath your view
imagining the day that i appear and make your every wish come true
lead me down to the water and hold me under there
and perpetuate the rumour that it's i who should be scared
but i won't hold it back forever, and in time you'll see just how i see you

took a look at you through stained glass
i'll love you then the moment's passed
i'm not your godiva
i'm not the one to pull you out
the vulture in the combine
masticated by my stainless teeth
the velvet of cold flesh and careless sensuality
the nods of a baby who never knew just what she needs
on more than one occasion, i would let you bleed all over me
all over me

Ad Nauseam (Demo)

v1:

we were in a race to grow up
yesterday, through today, til tomorrow
but when the plant blew up
a piece of shrapnel flew and slowed that part of you
the doctors gave you until the end of the night
but not til daylight (not til daylight)
time passes slower in the flicker of a hospital light
i pray the race is worth the fight

pre-chorus:

made a fool of myself down on Tennessee street
it wasn’t pretty like the movies, it was ugly like what they all did to me 
and they did to me what i wouldn’t do to anyone
you know that’s for sure

chorus:

tell me all the time not to worry
and think of all the time i’ll have with you
when i won’t wake up on my own (wake up on my own)
held close all the time knowing i’m half of you

nettles (demo)

i fell in love again
september tends to be so cruel
he says my name and then
blah blah, so embarrassing 
but then he came and leaned in
and asks have i seen how it rains
in the plains
says he could take me there
he’s handsome as the day is long
all the while, inching his way in
like summer stumbling to a fall 
we sink into the carpet 
already wet with november’s rain 


i only bleed for him
mascara running like a champion
he says my name and then
i come so hard, i’d marry him
but then nirvana leaned in
and i lost myself again
to the rain
he asks not if but when 
blah blah, something meaningful
i don’t weave the thread
just run my hands along it
but if i did, then hell
i’d spar with death to skip your name


i can see the end
in the beginning of everything
so i just play pretend
like i don’t watch you leaving 
but you were never there
doctors blame the lead poisoning

Lead Poisoning

give until there's nothing left (relient k cover)

Gibson Girl

Strangers

American Teenager

sample is from stars will fall by duster ♡

lyrics:

v1:

pretty boy
natural blood-stained blond 
with the holes in his sneakers
and his eyes all over me 
drive-in slasher flick again
feeling me up as a porn star dies
he’s watching me instead 
8th grade death pact strike me dead 

pre-chorus:

all of alabama laid out in front of your eyes 
but all you could see was me 

chorus:

you walked in, you were singing 
you tried to wade in cause you wanted 
just to tell me who you were 
you were kind, dying to tell me 
you’ll wait if i have to make sure

v2:

grew up hard, fell off harder
cooking our brains smoking that shit your daddy smoked in vietnam 
you’d be a writer 
if he didn’t leave all his hell for you
saying if you could, you’d leave it all 

chorus:

i knew it was love
when i rode home crying 
thinking of you fucking other girls 
and when you 
said that you’re in love
i never wondered if you’re sure 

outtro:

pretty boy
consumed by death 
with the holes in his sneakers
and his eyes all over me

dust bowl (demo)

Preacher’s Daughter

Sun Bleached Flies

Televangelism

Ptolemaea

Family Tree

Family Tree (Intro)

Western Nights

Hard Times

A House In Nebraska

August Underground

Thoroughfare

head in the wall

sometimes you make wanna put my fucking head through the wall
sometimes i wonder if i even know you at all
fall asleep to the sound of your old rotating fan 
i cut the fuck out of myself and soaked the bedsheets with blood again 

i hold my head underwater just to drown out the noise
it’s always my fault, girls will be bitches, and boys will be boys
i know i don’t need you but i’m terrified of letting you go
even after all the times you fucked the shit out of me while i was crying no 

how am i supposed to feel good about myself when everything i do is wrong
when i’m just an ugly bitch, a fucking freak, and i don’t wanna go on
i don’t wanna leave my house cause i know everybody’s staring at me now
why the hell am i alive, is what they think, they wanna take me down

i can’t get out, can’t run away, there’s no escaping you now 
i’m gonna die all alone, next to you in this piece of shit town 
we’ve been cursed since the start, jesus didn’t want us 
and you take all of your sins out on my body like everyone else does 

shooting up our old school when we get bored of shooting up
fuck the cops, and fuck god, and fuck this town for ruining us 
they’ll put holes in all we own and in our heads, pumped full of lead 
you always told me i could only leave you once we’re both dead

sometimes you make wanna put my fucking head through the wall
sometimes i wonder if i ever even knew you at all

(wanted to flip head in the ceiling fan by title fight cuz it's my fave song evr)

head in the wall

selby wall

there comes a point in every girl’s life where she just wants to go fucking feral
take a man between her hands and rip that motherfucker’s limbs from him
and every time i let you fuck me, i think about how easy it would be to take your life away from you
which i’d never do, unless you force me to

you never tell me that i’m pretty, you just say you like my tits
and every time i cry you say don’t be a little bitch
but i’m still stupid and in love and i’d still let you fuck me til i’m coming blood

but baby, one of these days i’m gonna crack
and cut you up with a rusty saw in my daddy’s shed and bury the pieces out back
lie on your grave and masturbate and think of all the things we could have been
cause baby, if you fuck me over i’ll make sure that you can’t do it again

there comes a point in every man’s life where he gets the need to destroy
some sickness in his guts that started growing when he was just a little boy
and all the times you bruised my throat and pulled my hair until it broke and held me down and fucked me til i was on the brink of death
cause when you fuck, you fuck until there’s nothing left

you never tell me that i’m pretty, you just say you love my ass
and you go on and on about some girl that you fucked in the past
you’re such a man, i bet that i could fuck her better than you can

but baby, one of these days i’m gonna crack
cut you up with a rusty saw in my daddy’s shed and bury the pieces out back
lie on your grave and masturbate and think of all the things we could have been
cause baby, if you fuck me over i’ll make sure you can’t do it again

i saw her downtown, and asked her out, went to her house, and we fucked in her bed
she’s sweeter than you’ll ever be when i give her kisses between her legs
you don’t deserve such pretty things when you all you do is shoot to kill
she’ll love me and i’ll love her better than you could, i promise you i will

and baby, i told you one of these days i swore i was gonna crack
that i’d take you from your crying mother and i’d never give you back
she and i lie on your grave and masturbate and think of all the things we’ll do
now that we’ve moved on, now that you’re gone, now that we know we’re better off without you

selby wall ♡

distrokid was up my ass and literally refused to distribute it so here u go xoxo

a portrait of my love on her knees

might do smth with this l8r lolllll. sample is "nostalgia" by Him. 

lyrics: 

i sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
when i take you and your brother in the back pew
drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why i feel so sick
tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through

i lied when i said i didn’t want you
in no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
asking what i’m on this time, holding on to you like i do
like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to 

two drowning coals won’t ever light
but when i’m cold you’ll warm the night 
time drags on
i hate him for the time he’s gone 
i’ve been here for weeks, i’ve been here for years,
i’ve been here too long 
i forgot what stop means
it’s either drink it or the boat sinks 
it’s easy for him to get out of me
what i’ve been praying to get out of me

will i always be crying during sex with you
think about it when you’re dreaming and it’s quiet, lying next to you
kissing thru the screen at the back door
just like i asked for 
i swear on my life, that when it hurts, you know im good for it 
do you ever want to hurt so bad you fall in love for it

Inbred - EP

crying during sex (demo)

love is a nightmare and all that you’ve got 
still getting lost in a bare parking lot 
and the vertigo’s fun til you want it to stop 
praying this is the end when you know it’s not

i could be good but it wouldn’t matter 
there’s no silver line on a fucking disaster 
i hope that you’re happy, glad you can forget 
while i’m spending my nights reliving it 

been scared of the dark for all of my life 
i’m digging my grave by all of the lights 
i’m always afraid but never to die 
but not just yet so i’ll be 
twirling around my room again
spraying blood like the food court fountain 
forgive me my trespasses
holding my neck through a hole in the mattress
you think you’re someone else 
that it only hurts when it hurts yourself 
americanized jesus christ 
born to lie, so you lie and you lie and you lie and

earnhardt (demo)

lyrics:

sunday morning and i’m wasted
had too much to drink again
preacher’s saying god will save me 
if god is real, well, he’s a fucking bitch 
tell my baby that i love her, but right now mama’s gotta go
i didn’t ask to be this crazy, but since we’re here, i’ll give them a show

always run from the best of them, but i’ll fall for a piece of shit 
half-cocked cuz he’s not a big boy
and i don’t wanna know that half of it
if you try to hurt me, i won’t stop you 
but there’s something you should know
it’s that my daddy’s fucking crazy
and always ready to blow 

the first boy i ever loved was a brother i never had
i thought with him, maybe i’d make it
maybe it’d be half as bad 
spent my nights under the covers
just wishing he was there
draw his portrait in my diary
just to hold when i got scared

now i’m fucked up and i’m nasty
but they say i make it look good 
i don’t do what my mama told me
i just do what my mama would 
i don’t starve cause i hate my body
i just starve cause i’m fucking broke 
and on my mama, i hate this country 
america is a fucking joke

what’s gonna scare me when i’ve seen it all
been too sick to walk so i had to crawl 
when you leave, turn off the light
i leave my door open at night
to be strung out and still be stone cold 
to reach the end but never close to old 
i don’t feel good but i don’t wanna cry 
if i can’t live, can i just fucking die 

(sample is "take the blame so i don't have to" by spooky black)

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