Modern art is a money laundering scheme

Defecating onto a canvas from a noose made out of my own intestines
Strung up and strangled, hung from the ceiling I can jerk off to anything
Some may call it pretentious or a loop hole to get out of paying your taxes
But I went to art school so I know what it means I can jerk off to anything

fetish spiral

Postal

Holidays

I Am Everything I Need - Belowground reupload

thank you for sending me a lot of the songs from this album

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*DISCLAIMER*
all music posted belongs to tzarbombah, i do not claim to own any of it, i am just an archivist

Blackpill The Public

"i spend my hours doing alchemy..."
a song about wanting to be remembered / to live

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1U6qefKcOrg
bandcamp: https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/cadmium-colors
spotify/apple music/etc: https://fanlink.tv/cadmium

art by Que
https://twitter.com/REVERIEQUE
mv by friendxp
https://twitter.com/friend_xp 
saxophone solo by Soneji of Project Mikan
https://twitter.com/JustSoneji
mastering by Marcy Nabors
https://twitter.com/Shadolith

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lyrics:

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
prosaic practice of depravity
suspending innocents above their disbelief
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture onto everything
and leave a mark upon the world that felt like anything
but maybe that's the essence of an artist and their legacy
just chasing down a sense of infamy

put brush to canvas with a pirouette
a simple motion makes the consequence intricate
all the little nothings and my parapet
i hope it's something that you don't forget

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like me?

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i make a life refining zinc inside the smeltery
it's not exactly where i want to be
but wanting doesn't matter when there's mouths to feed
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture of a fantasy
and turn a feeling to a living for my family
instead i make the metals in the pigments in my reverie
and maybe that can be enough for me

oh, isn't it funny facing destiny?
it's like a knife inside twisting my arteries
god, i want for nothing but identity
i think that something might be wrong with me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
antegrade fever, 101 degrees
shatter my body with a gentle breeze
dammit, i am real and i have my dreams
watch me burn brighter 'til i fail to breathe
how could anybody ever live like me?

(baby, do you know what it's like to die?)
(to see the sparkle fade from inside your eye?)
i can't remember what it's like to feel autonomy
can't even feel it in the moments that you left to me
(i don't wanna leave with a work undone)
(the paint can barely dry 'fore it fills my lungs)
i keep a bullet in the chamber, mocking me
but i don't wanna feel it coming out of me
i don't want-

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
chasing impossible philosophy
and hoping that this poison ain't the death of me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like-

(baby, do you know what you wanna hear?)
('cause you can say the word, make it oh so clear)
we're all just searching for a sense of solidarity
to hold each other close and confiscate our destiny
(no one wants to leave with a work undone)
(we only need a brush we can pass along)
i kept a bullet in the chamber for a rainy day
but what's the point in planning for it anyway?
i've got too many colors for a shade of grey
and i can make it autumn every single day!

Cadmium Colors

Im tired of cigarettes
I rarely drink
but I crave that wintergreen buzz
I've got cold sweats when I rise from bed
Well I think Ill pop a zyn instead
Well I hate that Ive got such a high tolerance
Why don't I smoke a dart?
Or dip a bit of copenhagen...
Well Ill tell you whats wrong...

Wheres my zyns?
well I dont know
Now where's my Zyns?
My Can!!
Now wheres my Zyns?
I need a pouch...
Im not a addicted! Im just a man!

Theres not much regret in the life that I live,
in terms of my chase for the buzz...
I dont need the red man,
or levi garrett
that shit is for boomers,
and its dumb

Well I hate that I only have one can left..
Why dont I have a bunch?
but speedway or royal farms dont carry-
more than 3 packs AT ONCE

Wheres my zyns?
well I dont know
Now where's my Zyns?
My Can!!
Now wheres my Zyns?
I need a pouch...
Im not a addicted! Im just a..
Wheres my zyns?
Im not a f*ggot
Wheres my Zyns?
My man
now wheres my zyns?
Im not brain damaged
im not addicted..
Im just a..

Cool mint, spearmint or cinnamon,
they all just taste like shit.
And dont try to hand me a 3mg
or imma pull a trick..
Methol's ok if royal farms forgets to stock wintergreen.
and coffee's peaty but lets be real
that shit is disgusting...
(royal farms, you're gay)

Wheres my zyns?
well I dont know
Now where's my Zyns?
My Can!!
Now wheres my Zyns?
I need a pouch...
Im not a addicted! Im just a..
Wheres my zyns?
Im not a f*ggot
now wheres my Zyns?
My man
now wheres my zyns?
Im not brain damaged
im not addicted..
Im just a man
(Wheres my Zyns, wheres my..)
Im Just a man!!

Zyns

Bad Influence

I Am (Still) Not a Robot miku cover

magic (prod. purpan)

A Casual Look

Lifes Short

should be shot in the head

much better at drawing nice pictures than i am at making nice sounds

i am having fun

I Am (Still) Not a Robot miku cover

freakcel