Three Am Fuxk - X

𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔴𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢 - Idkwhatimdoing*

prod. Three AM Fuxk

Lyrics:

Trust me you don't wanna know
What is in my fucking mind
Wish I could just walk and go
Tired of this fucking life

It's just me and just my thoughts
All alone, I'm stuck inside
I am tired, lost all hope
I could never win this fight

You still see me as a ghost
You don't care if I should die
Find me hanging by the rope
I'm not sure you'd even cry

Take a look at songs I wrote
Only this I left behind
These are my suicide notes
Bitch I will not say goodbye

You know that it's fucked
When demons that are living in your head
Make you believe
That you don't wanna fight no more

And only way to get some rest is
When you have a gun aimed at your head 
Bitch I'll haunt you when I'm dead
You will feel they way I felt

All my love was pure
But you could not see what I meant
I kept on trying, kept on crying
You just could not look behind these

Pessimistic thoughts, and all those tears
I swear to god my only fear
Is seeing you with someone else
But I can't even love myself

I will haunt you
Maybe you will feel too
What I felt when I was missing you
Wishing I was kissing you

Suicide Notes

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insomnia

I love/hate myself [listen on spotify HQ]

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

recipe for disaster

Three AM Fuxk - X

hahapoison - i love / hate myself

IVOXYGEN - Room

Oblivion

boiscry - hell & back

Three AM Fuxk - X

Kayh