‘utopia feni’ (prod. yogic beats)

a song about recently starting to overcome my writer’s block and anxiety with the help of TALENTED virginia artists/friends 👾

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[LYRICS]

check, 1, 2… 1, 2
da da daaaa….

hopped in the car to rva for
sunset demos at chilalay
a couple friends flaked on me thats okay
met some new ones and we danced the night away, away..

then i left the afterparty at 3, shit
know i gotta drive back to vb still
well im high off the night, im good, mama aint raise no bitch!
so i dip, glad i went

week later get a text, “where u at now?
are you down south or are you still around?
got a free show, utopia, u should come out”

ok.. lemme see if i can bring a friend with me
of course i wanna go but ya girl’s got anxiety
on the other hand, it could be good to be
around like-minded friends, creativity
hit a block lately, hey, maybe this could inspire me

so instruments started playin…
beautiful voices singing…
all the instruments playin…
and im now im here thinkin…

i hope i get better at this flow thing
everybody else here do it like its nothing
wait! i know i shouldnt really compare em to me
so i guess ill try writing more poetry
so i can better, better, better…

then i left the venue at midnight
didnt really think that i’d be up there all night, but
something in the atmosphere just felt right
got high, lost track of time, just feeling the vibes
skipped out on work just to be here, im feelin fine

and now im snappin my fingers at the red light
(im high and snappin my fingers at the red light)
yeah im snappin my fingers at the red light
get the type beats, voice memos, then i start to write

and i write, and i write..
da da da, da da da, da da daaaaa…

i was snappin my fingers at the red light
got home threw some new melodies into my mic, mmm

now im runnin this flow shit
two weeks ago I aint know shit .. damn!
i think thats that glowin up shit
going ape shit, with great shit, u cant tell me i aint shit

cuz im gettin better, better, betterr

but im still tryna fight the anxiety
still walk in the room and feel like everyones starin at me
but ima keep workin maybe one day ill be back
at utopia feni… yeah
ill be singing my songs at utopia feni

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utopia feni

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utopia feni

Kayla Janelle