wout you id be a shell girl i found myself when i found you </3

SoundCloud exclusive

Produced by: 
Flower 
https://youtube.com/@prodflower

Mixed by:
KayNeS

Lyrics: 
Hook
I stood by and watched you crying, I had the power to stop you dying 
You get high to try forget that I’ve been lying 
I think I know me but she knows me better nobody knows me I’m a ghost to chose to leave you to rot
I left you decomposing in my Nikey sweater now I’m lonely in the cold smoking weed in the dark

Verse
Waiting for my phone to light up but the darkness like the silence remained unbroken 
We’ve came so far apart I’m drifting further away you heard every day you came home and lay soaking 
Coated in mud knuckles all cut bleeding down your wrist 
I should’ve listened to what you fell in your heart no troop in the squad noticed
We were falling apart you called it would all fall apart again 
I loved her an drowned burn it all down to the ground an start again

Distrait (prod. Flower)

SoundCloud exclusive

Produced by: 
BVNKVI
https://youtube.com/@bvnkvi

Mixed by:
KayNeS-chorus
GHOSTHEART-verse

Lyrics:
Hook-KayNeS 
The bridge can be rebuilt but right now I’m watching it burn down 
You wanna see me killed watch blood spill out and paint the ground red 
You’ve held yourself back from gutting me girl cut in deep i beg 
Ask have you definitely found the one cause I ain’t even found myself yet

From The Ground Up ft. GHOSTHEART (prod. BVNKVI)

SoundCloud exclusive 
[archive] 
Couldn’t quite nail the mix on this one but decided to release anyway 

Produced by: 
R3dqx
https://youtube.com/@R3DQX

Mixed by:
KayNeS

Lyrics:
Hook 
I don’t wanna set you free 
Cause I don’t wanna see you leave 
I’m less than you need 
Your a princess, me? I’ma skinless fiend 
I’ve witnessed you bleeding 
I watched your life leak out of your wrist 
I’ve fucked you up 
You don’t need me to get out of this pit

Verse 
Crown me king of the slums 
Surround me with drugs I’ll sing out my lungs 
Digging myself out this hole i once called home 
If I die, ima die by your side
No point crying, you deserve more than I 
Can give you I’ve been through the mud 
I’m selfish cause your stuck on me and you wanna leave but

Fiend (prod. R3dqx) [ARCHIVE]

SoundCloud exclusive

Produced by:
Rxhff
https://youtube.com/@RXHFF

First song with zero autotune or pitch correct, hope you like it🖤🖤

Lyrics:
(Hook)
I been living life addicted to you 
Willing to do anything to keep you close and a part of life 
But little did i know I’d push you away the minute I Got you where wanted 
I saw you happy with someone that wasn’t me I knew it wouldn’t be easy 
to get you back 
but couldn’t be content with 
My Life without you you need me too 

(Verse)
Nah That’s just me dreaming 
There only one thing you needed 
And that ain’t no one 
you can hold up the world by your self 
Don’t believe who tells you anything else girl 
I know I’ve spouted some shit before but listen and believe me when I tell you
Without you I’d be a shell girl I found myself when I found you 

I found myself when I found you 

I found myself when I found you 

I found myself when I found you

If your not dressed in Louis Vuitton I won’t rest I’m trapped by sound proofed walls 
I’ve got fucked up locked up by my self doupt and my own self conscious thought 
No it’s not fun, it’s hard tryna perfect a craft with out degrading your self 
But no I’m not done you one good thing I have an is it bad that I’ve spent these years 

(Hook)
addicted to you 
Willing to do anything to keep you close and a part of life 
But little did i know I’d push you away the minute I Got you where wanted 
I saw you happy with someone that wasn’t me I knew it wouldn’t be easy 
to get you back 
but couldn’t be content with 
My Life without you you need me too 

(Verse)
Nah That’s just me dreaming 
There only one thing you needed 
And that ain’t no one 
you can hold up the world by your self 
Don’t believe who tells you anything else girl 
I know I’ve spouted some shit before but listen and believe me when I tell you
Without you I’d be a shell girl I found myself when I found you 

If your not dressed in Louis Vuitton I won’t rest I’m trapped by sound proofed walls 
I’ve got fucked up locked up by my self doupt and my own self conscious thought 
No it’s not fun, it’s hard tryna perfect a craft with out degrading your self 
But no I’m not done you one good thing I have an is it bad that I’ve spent these years

(Hook)
I’ve been living life addicted to you 
Willing to do anything to keep you close and a part of life 
But little did i know I’d push you away the minute I Got you where wanted 
I saw you happy with someone that wasn’t me I knew it wouldn’t be easy 
to get you back 
but couldn’t be content with 
My Life without you do you need me

You found me (prod rxhff)

Hellgirl feat. KayNeS  (prod. becomehollow)

SoundCloud exclusive

Produced by: 
Rxhff
https://youtube.com/@RXHFF

Mixed by: 
KayNeS-hook
ren-verse

Lyrics: 
Hook-KayNeS
Candles burning out 
That dying light gets consumed 
By the darkness I bought to your life 
I’m sorry I want you 
I’m sorry you want me too 
Cause all we do is 
Fight the nights away 
What I’m tryna say is I hope I change but 
I might die this way

Verse-ren 
Hug me till the rain goes
it's alright imma die slow
pop a few xans im on my own
nobody fuckin cares about if i go.
If i go, would you cry  
would you tellin that you're fine
did you lie to urself
girl, that you don't miss me back


I want die to you already know
You were my life you already gone
Don't care bout the money or hoes
doin some snow cuzz im on my low  
Don't wanna fade away
Wanted you to stay.
thoughts go thru my brain  
Cry alone peep blastin thru my ears
Hurt me I don't care.
I don't need my own path
Love me not easy.
Just please don't leave me

Die this way ft. ren (prod rxhff)

SoundCloud exclusive
 
Produced by:
R3dqx
https://youtube.com/@R3DQX

Mixed by: 
KayNeS 

Lyrics:
Hook
Baby you can make me cry 
I promise you can make me cry 
I know you want me to show some emotion but I’m frozen inside 
I know later tonight you might read this 
and not wanna lie by my side 
But it’s you and me verses the world so girl don’t leave 

Verse
We’ve tried so hard these love letter to you still don’t help me digest 
How I’m better for you you said you never could do better than me don’t lie girl 
I’m tired of arguing we’ve tried to get on and we can’t but why girl?
I zone out while you break down I swear I wanna cry girl

You should erase me 
From your life I’m making, harder every day but you can’t be 
Away from me lately maybe that will change b
Maybe we will change we once had it pieced 
All together like a puzzle now I struggle to express 
What I want to when I want to 
Like I can’t breath 
Watch my blood puddle girl no I’m not trouble girl I just fell love with how you read me

Anhedonia (prod. R3dqx)

SoundCloud exclusive 

Produced by: 
R3dqx
https://youtube.com/@R3DQX

Vocals mixed by: 
KayNeS 

Lyrics:
Verse 1
Fuck answering phone calls don’t Call Me I won’t call back 
Don’t even call up my homies sat lonely the bedroom holding me up
Opening up to my pencil my pieces of paper my mic and my Mac 
Other than that nobody knows what goes through my head on the daily not my lady 
Im silent why cause I don’t know what to say 
I struggle to communicate in conversation that’s why I’m sat making these song for you 
Baby I long for you honestly only you can me comfortably outta my bedroom I beg you don’t run from me 
Damn girl we could of Been what you dreamed we’d be now you barely see me or for that spare evening I’m focused on music,
I’d choose you but please just believe in me now like I do you  

Bridge
Falling away
I see you falling away again girl 
Don’t gooooo

Verse 2
We could of been best friends in high school if I said I liked you 
But Instead I spited you despite you being so kind to me 
Why do we never get on like you dreamed we would 
Baby you easily could leave me and not turn to look back at all look back to the fall 
Look back to the old days when you’d walk to school with me the memories of you don’t fade and never will 
Baby I’ll let you spill my blood all on the floor if you want me dead I’ll take the chance to actually give you what you want from me for once 
It’s hard to see to the light when all you see is darkness apart from when I spark an owl up 
Ive held off my problems for far too Long now
Sat Infront my laptop this half written song on my desktop 
A poor excuse not to fess up

Falling Away (prod. R3dqx)

SoundCloud exclusive 
Produced by:
sketchmyname 
https://youtube.com/@sketchmyname

Featuring:
mellomattsnumb

Vocals mixed by:
mellomattsnumb

Lyrics:
Hook 
I’ve tried to fill that hole you left but I’m stuck on you 
Your touch reminds me what it’s like to feel no one but you 
No one but you 
Can get me out of this mess sex with you 
Just being next to you is the one thing that can raise me out of the depths I’m fixed on you

Verse-KayNeS 
You tried forgetting me and moving on with life 
While fucked who I liked I showed interest in you I tried to mess with your mind 
But I was always prepared to invest my time in you 
I knew everything I’d ever need in a bride I could find in you
 
Verse-mellomattsnumb

No one but you ft. mellomattsnumb (prod. sketchmyname)

Produced by:
The Ushanka Boy

W/:
Gothboydripping

Lyrics:

Till The Day I Die w/ Gothboydripping (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

On The Asphalt out on all plats

IG: kaynes_music

You found me (prod rxhff)

KayNeS

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