-23   lil sketchyemoji! Oh um he’s uh think he be he done be deadvruhhh dedvrøø

“CØD3E WHIITE.ŤH3R3MITE!”

You Made Me Hate New York

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
where they-
i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
just give me something to wait on
baby you know that i put that shit on
dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
Balenci skulls or the bb i cant choose
I love designer Murakami my shoes
smoking on that loud bitch come again?
no hablo espanol they'll think i'm alien

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

failure (cabber)

living like this w merlot (lostcage)

Vocals by @youngspazz123, @irlswamp, @notaheroo, @notcursed
Mix & Master by @youngspazz123
Produced by @prodcxrter
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlt / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dB8A5P62H-s

lyrics:
(Taylor's Diary)
I'm sorry, but I don’t relate
'Cause there’s no one to call when I break
They tell me i'm wasting my life
'Cause I’m doing drugs til they rids me away
Take a look at myself in the mirror I’m disgusted in everyway
My life full of stress and I’m so depressed
I wish you would pull me outta my brain
200 the dash
Took my pride and threw it in the trash
Whole time I was wearing a mask
Tryna be someone else didn’t last
But either way it goes 
Imma be alone until I’m bones 
All I have is our memories
I’m sorry that I built a broken home
I’m sorry I was never perfect and sorry I was never worth shit
I just wanted you to love me and maybe realize I was worth it
So if we’re being honest I’m a crumb
This ain’t moncler bro I’m a bum
I drink until I go numb
Or I drink til I throw up
Haven't seen my daughter in a month
Tryna hold it in and act tough
Tears drain from my eyelids and nobody cares that I’m fucked
I’m walking in quicksand
Sinking by the second
I keep coming back i don't know when I’ll learn my lesson

(Swamp)
It’s muddy in my cup
And there’s a forest in this blunt
Ion got time for no bullshit so can we wrap this up
I’m just tryina catch me a buzz
But these Russians ain’t enough
Should of filled em with more skunk
Instead we’re still here on this love shit
Like do you even really want this
Are you upset or just sunkissed
Like my bad you’re feeling loveless
I guess your skin ain’t the toughest
But I’m back in ball
Blockin goofies like a prime Chris Paul
Oh you wanna talk? Baby don’t hit call
If your mission is to watch me fall
Tell the truth, don’t lie to me
It’s funny I can see the irony
Let me take a page from Taylor’s diary
Learn to smoke away all my anxiety
But it’s
Tough luck
No chance
Ima surly fold again
I’m fucked up
Oh man
Don’t leave me here alone, my friend
(x3)

(notahero)
Burberry glasses on but you’re not in the frame
I don’t wanna leave the house girl i ain’t pregame yet
This shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
And i keep coming back don’t think i learned my lesson
I don’t wanna get to know you
I don’t even know myself
Drunk as fuck in this function singing like alvin
Simon on my belt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s cold
Wear that shit like pelt
If its bout my queen then i'm gon fold
That’s how the card's dealt
Baby you're so perfect
I can’t treat you wrong and if i do i don’t deserve it
I might be better gone lately i been feeling worthless
But you tell me that i'm wrong and swear that i have a purpose
Yeah, burberry glasses on but i've been feeling worthless
Yeah, this shit going back and forth like wii sports tennis
Yeah, i keep coming back don’t think i-
Drunk as fuck in this function singing like, wear this shit like pelt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s cold, yeah, wear that shit like pelt
Tommy keep me warm when it’s, that's how the card's dealt

(Notcursed)
I don’t feel much older
But i’m really worn down
Wish i knew when i was younger this was how i’d turn out

Cold room flooded out the summer
And i’ve been in this dark mood month after another
It’s been feeling daunting lately
No one here to shape me
Yeah i could, i know, but my mental needs saving

I might feel better when the winter comes around
I’ve been finding lost letters that were better unfound
I stay locked in this house
The keys been buried now
You’d think i wanna get out
But i don’t know how

I might get better when i learn to love myself
I’ve been writing less letters to girl who never helped
She still looks like me now
Down to the skin
I see you’re getting freaked out
Should’ve never let you in

Taylor’s Diary - I’m sorry, but I can’t relate (ft. notahero, swamp, notcursed) (cxrter)

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

typical (sorrowbringer)

{lyrics}
its 4 degrees dont torture please just tell me what you want from me
theres light across the open sea the moons my only company
inhale tar and smoke im chokin dont allow my lungs to breathe
i hate the way im always open hoping youll come back to me

follow the light from the lighthouse
hate to lay wide awake with the lights out
girl lately im up like a night owl
like i live in a whole different time zone
all you are a sihlouette with the lights low
all i ams not enough i know
lens glare make the function a light show
i might crash out the whip on the drive home

i dont know what i thought when i said it could work
and i just put my Seneca out in the dirt
think i just spent to benjamins on a new shirt
why they like me? resent it, i dont get my worth
imma fuck up the engine i make this hsit swerve
girl i feel some tension in every word
you just dont wanna talk about were falling out can you promise it wont hurt

its 4 degrees dont torture please just tell me what you want from me
theres light across the open sea the moons my only company
inhale tar and smoke im chokin dont allow my lungs to breathe
i hate the way im always open hoping youll come back to me

i sleep for days keep the curtains dark and dont allow the sun to bleed

sleep 4 days (dash)

https://soundcloud.com/kidpesto
https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy


Closer ft. Kid Pesto (prod. Frevel)

this file will be replaced a few times...........
<3

lyrics

and lately been a disconnect
your eyes on me so i try my best
what do i do when you are my only breath
breathe out baby, until there is nothing left
cross my words out baby
never respect
no effort, ill digress
whats that on ur breath
whats that price on my head

baby
keeping me in
feeling i never can win now
bring up shit that i did
20 months back got me pissed of
saints telling me watch out
head telling me head out
see the road i might run now
see the hope as it dies down

now what u calling me for
got nobody to leach onto no more?
and tell me what do u need now
never thought i coulda closed the door

now that u dont got nothing at all
setting off bout every alarm
cuz u couldnt handle when i withdraw
but baby that was ur doing
cant help u didnt treat me like i was human
fell out baby u know
this would happen when u leave me freezing cold
dried out baby left with the ropes
say ur tryna fix me baby i know

disconnect (tiresss)

i feel it even when i don’t wanna x_x

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

why would they listen?
all i do is complain
that everyday feels the same
yet i’m so scared of the change

it’s starting to pour
yeah, babe it’s starting to rain
i’m getting sick of your games
yeah, just engulf me in flames

christ is to cross as love is to loss
to have loved is to have lost
i loved you more than God

i hear pain in your name
loss and gain are the same..

you cut me like razorblades
you gotta get out my face..

what do you want from me?
baby, what do you need?
you could have it for free
if it’s mine, you could take it from me..

i’m losin’ my touch with the ones that i love
yeah, i’ve been losin’ their trust
and i just feel so damn fucked..

i know where you go
i don’t wanna go there
and i know that it’s no fair..

i’ve seen things you won’t believe
but your headlights through the trees
have so much power over me
these shadows fuckin’ tower over me..

christ is to cross as love is to loss
to have loved is to have lost
i loved you more than God..

i hear pain in your name
loss and gain are the same
you cut me like razorblades
you gotta get out my face..

christ is to cross as love is to loss

24💔🥀</3 #Emo #Rap-IndieAlt r&b-lofi + hyperpop/digicore & sad raps x emo altrock! #Emotrap + #Heartbreakgenre #hardstyle emotional sensual brokenhearted boy who cope's hardly getting by, real ug-alt artist,poetry,multigenre,sadcore/emocore music Maker! og soundcloudrapper! Underground sad vibez-Rapper-Lyricist. (7Yrs + Audio Engineer & independent creator! : ) I 

I make this music to hardly cope with life & to make my life in art form! I luv me some #digicore / #hyperpop / #pop-punk & #experimental, Alternative Rock & Emo R&B Trap-Soul + sadrap music creator! I also am a 7 yrs in the game industry ug alt & etc.. 

@BitekiVibes #xoxogng #ripsquad #tragedyclub #sadboyclique

“CØD3E WHIITE.ŤH3R3MITE!”

Half Saint

Related tracks