(prod. heyzbee & michael harrison)

(2x)
hold me closely 
i’ve been hoping 
this won’t die slowly 
god this is so lovely 
jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely

(2x)
searching all across the globe 
just so i can bite your nose 
little things i love the most 
these moments i cannot let go 
i’m jealous i cannot lie 
i want you just to be mine 
even in the end times 
girl i need you all night 

jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely
its a struggle to face what is happening 
everything will be okay, we just gotta be 
willing to work together during misery 
i know that we can do it so let’s see 
open up please notice this is your home 
this is perfect timing, promise to give you hope
hear the way that i speak, promise this will not go 
do you hear my heart beat, it says whatever i don’t 
aye, i was feeling down but i’m better
got so high now my eyes turning redder 
hear my sound and it’s sharper than cheddar 
yall so soft like feta 
yall don’t really know shit 
keeping it frank just like ocean 
what you motherfuckers really know about the potent
yall been really sleeping like it is some melatonin 

(2x)
searching all across the globe 
just so i can bite your nose 
little things i love the most 
these moments i cannot let go 
i’m jealous i cannot lie 
i want you just to be mine 
even in the end times 
girl i need you all night

jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely

jealous

Wonder if I’m fucking up 
Back in this hole again 
K hole I’ve been diving in 
Drugged up I don’t need no friends 
Fucked up I don’t need no benz
Crashed the whip wonder where I went 
Fuck 
Fucked up in the road again 
Find me when the summer ends 

So if I fuck it up then 
And I’m just being dramatic 
I know it’s over I’ve been looking past it
I cover up these wounds with plastic 
Seal it shut I can’t have it 
Happiness, I run right past it 
I can’t hack it 
I’ve been feeling like I’m out of practice 
And i’ve been looking down again 
I can’t move past it
All these dramatics, I’m overdramatic 
Over and over I go into panics 
I’m losing myself
I don’t know how I will manage
To find my way back 
I’m lost and damaged 
I’m cold and wet
I’m like a dog on its last leg
Cat last life 
And what if I’m dead and this shits all just a past life 
I’m never the sad type 
I guess I’m the sad type
I ain’t trying to stay clean
I’m on my last life
I know I’ve always been mean
I ain’t the nice type
And I know it’s over
And I know what life‘s like I’ve seen enough
And I know it’s rough
It’s rough for you and me too
I don’t feel the same 
I’m not sure what I’m doing this time
I feel like I’m losing my mind
Going manic and it’s all the same
I know I am to blame
I’ll never change swear I’ll never change
And even when I try to, I stay the same
Even when I try to, I stay the same
And I think I’m to blame

theatrics (p. hollowprpl)

lyrics

So maybe if it
Maybe if it sets in
Maybe if I feel you on my skin
Maybe that'll help me 

So maybe when it sets in
And I can feel your skin on my skin
And I can tell what's really different 
Yeah I can tell what's really different 
It all depends on the mood this time
And I know I won't change my mind
And everything heals with time 
But
It's probably best if we cut ties 
Cause I don't think anything will really get better this time
So I guess this is one last goodbye 
To the times that I spent loving you 
And I look back in the hindsight 
And in the past time we were in the limelight 
You only came around in the nighttime 
And I only came around when my phone was dry
So let's take this one last night for one last goodbye 

Say goodbye 
Say goodbye while we get higher than we've ever been 
Than we've ever been cause maybe that'll fix shit

Think not
Pipe down 
I don't wanna hear you
Just let me drown 
Myself in the bottle again
Maybe then
I can move past all this fucking bullshit
And I won't have to hear shit
Hear your voice in my dreams
And I know I just wanna scream
I just wanna scream but I can't
These wall are to thin
And the ones I build up keep breaking down 

But only when you're around 
Only when
Only when you're around 
Only when you're around 
You're always around 
I keep your spirit with me
And I know that I’m quite empty 
I know that my chest is empty 
And I know cause your spirits heavy
And I know why it's so heavy 
When I'm with you n you're with me
When I'm with you n you're with me
When I'm with you you're with me
When I'm with you n I miss you
N I'm not with you but you're with me
Keep you with me
Cause that's where you're supposed to be
With me
Stay with me
Just stay with me
Wonder why did you leave

Time (prod. cxrter x flesh)

raindrops on concrete w/ cray (cxrter)

Cover art by Safehaven

One man’s waste.. is another man’s treasure
I see the way he hurt u, brittle like a feather
please don’t feel stuck, not now, not ever
It’s my breaking my heart, I’ll stitch you back together 
 
He made u doubt every step that you’d take
but I swear to god that you’re not a mistake
I can see it in your eyes that you need a break
Trust In me that I can put a smile on ur face

one girls break is another girls fate
when im away all i see is your face
just a breath to take
then it'll all go away
maybe i can fix what he couldnt face
and i sorry bout what you've been through
its i hard its true your see through
i know its not your fault you can be you
just let me in dont face this alone
just let me be the one you need girl
tell me everything ill listen to you

#song #vails #music

treasure (feat. Vacant)

lyrics

[maesk]
wish u knew that words cannot describe to where i'm drifting
i replay the days like memorised hieroglyphics
i can see the layers peeling back, i'm tripping on visions
i promise it's just oxygen i breathe, but something isn't sitting

i was guided to the centre of the temple
and i forgot all the shit i went through
this is not the time when trying to code 
all these messages I sent you

'coz i didn't mean it, i concede it
maybe i was seething
I built all my value on this subject 
when I never wanted to leave you

this should not be mentioned x5

if this world is so priceless, why's there a price on top of my head
step
step inside my mode and then i float in to my bed
wake up spewing garbage, I'm going to fight for the thread
every time i put a piece together i get an aching in my head

[avxid]
everytime im here 
i think bout going home
and this life could be so normal
if u would let me flow
and im sitting in my bed and losing sleep 
all on my own
i havent ate since yesterday 
that how life goes

ive been stuck 
trapped in this cycle i loathe
and u dont need to tell me it again
i already know
everytime im in this pit of hell it gets so cold
and i choose to be complacent till my extremities are frozen

wintr

wintr ft avxid (wstd x flesh)

lyrics ⬇️


figurative language



im lonely as often as you’re in my head
thoughts been depleting my every last breath
and i know
last year was cold 
reminds of every time i never told you so

said that i couldnt love you like the other ones in my past
you also told me if you dropped me you would never want me back
did that for a month
now its been minute
used me as crutch
til you left cuz you were livid

cut ties with ur enemies cuz ur trippin i could not
then ill be with my homies til im dead and ima rot
maybe everything you said to me was way wrose than you thought 
way too heavy like an anvil please oh lord just wish me gone

wish me gone
ima leave the same second you push me off
you made dive me off that cliff and i hit the bottom i hit the rocks

wheres the applause
 i thought you wanted me out of the universe up me in the stars
somehow it always feel dark
wish i could tell you that i could restart
but i can’t 
every night you talk to me i feel like you want me to feel like i’m an ant
step over me like the part in the pavement 
i feel like you want me rant


i ran out on everything you tried to fix cuz i couldnt pick up ur hand
watch me go down the list as everything i want just wont go to plan
i roll in the rubble and sticks i know that they can’t understand 
if you gave me one more wish then i would wish that i was them

i cant play pretend
cant go through all this again i know ill get revenge
eventually ill explain to everyone what i did
what i did

you scraped away that memory on skin with 
broken glad
tempted to exempt myself from everything i had

dont remind me of that addiction 
everytime i was there in an instant

now atleast where im at im reminded I exist 
sorry that its killing me i wish that we could live

pushing me and honestly i hate when you persist
but i been here ever forever so i cant even resist
i wish that every night you went out when u been drinking outta line wit all ur friends

switch up the top i don’t wanna slip
im off the bottle i wish i had bliss
i was out fully far in the abyss
if we departed id turn to a man and realize that everything you did was

switch the topic (everest)

saturn (notenvy)

got another stomach ache
a new home, another shape
broke down on the tracks as you walked away
i’m missing home
i watched it burn today

i’ve been chasing dust
it’s such a long road
i’m walking it
two feet in the dirt
it’s a journey and i’m not equipped
climbing up the bridge to look down on this vacant town
but it’ll never feel the same since you’re gone
it’s a different sound

you would take my hand and tell me i am not a letdown
and if i fall this time you won’t be there
i’ll only hit the ground
i paint it all grey
to show there’s nothing left
i’m in a ghost town
one more day
i’ll no longer be around

stomach ache [deadends]

hate it when my feelings creep up like a nightmare
i swear
i aint mean to do it like i did but it was something I could fight for
we have memories that i would die for 100 times over if you let me
1000 lightyears away
but theres still something that im holding
time stops when i see ur face now
i dont wanna see that no more
it only made feel im not worth it
it only made me feel like you were bored
when you talked to me was it something that you wanted
or was it nothing of the sort
all i know is that you slammed me out the door
and ever since being happy been a chore
its not a miracle if i cant make it back to you
And im so sorry that i did just what i had to do
Had to add up to the list i got of bad news
but when you hear it you dont hear it how youre meant to
used to wear me like a life vest
til the excuses came intruding i cant digest
and when its folding over i find a new sidequest
i hope it hold me over until you get my text

i press record and then i take my first sip
im not ignoring you im just tryna fix this mix
im flying off this keef dust like a pixie
im falling down inside the void like are you with me
trust fall
ill give you my all
i could write a song in 20 minutes but in your face i stall
cause finding all the right words too hard
with love from my broken heart
lets live together we could build a house thats right under the stars
swear youre more beautiful now that i know who you are
im all rusted up can you please replace my broken parts
im so fucked up cant cry but if i could id cry a lot
they already know whats good whenever i walk into the spot
me and brecken so high were in outer space like kirk and spock
were just stepping on them like a pair of birkenstocks
we gon get big money like wap
im just trickshotting like cod
should out gray shout out amo
they my brothers let me put you on
wonder where i been for the past few days just sat back rapping smoking runtz
they already know where i be at in the party im quiet sipping mud
i stick to myself i dont feel the same i run from everyone

nothing of the sort (p. under the maple tree)

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
where they-
i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
just give me something to wait on
baby you know that i put that shit on
dont tell me things that you know aren't true
just give me time and i'll wait on you
Balenci skulls or the bb i cant choose
I love designer Murakami my shoes
smoking on that loud bitch come again?
no hablo espanol they'll think i'm alien

i walk around with that mac
i just wanna pop them pills where they at?
I just spilt this mickey on the floor got me mad
uh oh
pop out on live got tweakers in the chat
my momma prolly think
that ima failiure
yeah i made mistakes
that ill prolly never learn
I drank so much that everything i saw turnt to a blur
I think i found the one she tell me things i never heard

failure (cabber)

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