i waste my time with u
high all the time cant feel a thing
i dont know what is true
i kill my ego for u
for u for u

psilocybin in my head
i think that im dead
the stars keep on bending
all the stars are aligning
ive gone into hiding
psilocybin in my head
i think that im dead

i waste my time with u
high all the time cant feel a thing
i dont know what is true
i kill my ego for u
for u for u

psilocybin

psilocybin [prod. methboiswag × silver]

shivers w/ notahero [prod. artemys]

Vision

Vision ft. ScottySpeed /prod. Miller x HeyRick/

when u close ur eyes
tell me what do u see
am i hard to find
in that black endless sea
ik u wanna die
so ill keep ur company
its too soon to say goodbye
so ill see u in my dreams
ohh
i should've known it would take u this long to understand
ohh
guess i never learn from my mistakes itll happen once again

if i knew it took so long
n i couldnt right my wrongs at all
i keep my eyes closed
you and i know
where the wind blows
n im still in the cold
pls dont let me go girl ik ur trying ur best
n everybody knows we can get her out of this mess
so when ur telling all those lies
i look at you with closed eyes

when u close ur eyes
tell me what do u see
am i hard to find
in that black endless sea
ik u wanna die
so ill keep ur company
its too soon to say goodbye
so ill see u in my dreams
ohh
-_-

close ur eyes

close ur eyes w/ halfhearted /idly blare/

Laugh a little, cry a little, scream a little
Love a lot but die a little more
Drink a little, smoke a little, fire in my lungs
Speaking in those tongues, I hate that I'm in love
You laugh a little, cry a little, kill me a bit more
You see what you do to me, ah
You'll see what I've done
Oh
The weather changes but I don't know if I'll change for you
I'm stuck inside my bed, I'm trapped inside these chains for you
Suffocation on my medication, got a day or two
And I hate it's true, but i'd kill for you
Oh, i'd kill for you
Oh, i'd kill for you
Oh, i'd cry for you,
I'd die for you
You see what you do to me, ah
You'll see what I've done
Woah, you won
But at what cost?
Do you look back when you run?
Do you realize what it was to me?
You laugh while I cry
This is goodbye
To those
Beautiful eyes

LIVELAUGHdie [prod. pekarot]

Silence
Complete silence
Rips through the breeze
Moonlight so dark I can't even see
Anxiety hangs over me
It hangs from the trees
I've fought so many wars
So many fucking scars
On my heart
I could drive so far
In my shitty car
All across this lonely world
But i'll never find someone like you
I obsess over you
I'd fucking change time
I wish that I was god
The insecurity I'd push it all aside
The angel on my shoulder that kept me alive
I killed her
Now I'll fucking kill myself so I can relieve all my sins
Do what you couldn't finish
No, it won't be like the last time
Roll another blunt up, smoke it like this is my last high
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I don't have much time

fuckFuckFUCK

fuckFuckFUCK [prod. anticøn]

Last year, I was getting high for fun, high for fun, yeah
But now I'm tryna get away from drugs, but they catch up, woah
All good things have to end but I didn't believe it
So I fell in love and she ended up leaving
Now I'm all fucked up
I went back to the drugs, I went back to my demons
Fuck
Yeah, double cup and filled it up with Patrón
I'ma drink the night away until I see that you're gone
Every night for two months, I couldn't let go
Going through withdrawals, I got flaws in my soul
I know it shows, I know it shows
I know it shows, that I can't let you go
I know it shows, I know it shows
Yeah, I know it shows, I know it shows
Oh, I don't know what's going on
Slow down, honestly come to a stop
I cant go out cause then everyone knows what's going on
Don't reach out, you know that I'm the one that never come
No, I show them that I'm only ever feeling numb
Loaded gun up to my head if you say I can't run
Think twice before you say something that's super dumb
Rejoice when I had got you when you're all alone
Yeah, double cup and filled it up with Patrón
I'ma drink the night away until I see that you're gone
Every night for two months, I couldn't let go
Going through withdrawals, I got flaws in my soul
I know it shows, I know it shows
I know it shows, that I can't let you go
I know it shows, I know it shows
Yeah, I know it shows, I know it shows
Lately I've been wishing for a better life
Prescribe myself pills 'till I'm paralyzed
If you could see me now you'd be terrified
I watch the leaves from the trees fall down
I wish that I could be one
I reminisce about the warmer days
But the fall has already begun
Now that I'm without you, I don't know if I can be happy
I never needed you this badly before, woah
Yeah, double cup and filled it up with Patrón
I'ma drink the night away until I see that you're gone
Every night for two months, I couldn't let go
Going through withdrawals, I got flaws in my soul
I know it shows, I know it shows
I know it shows, that I can't let you go
I know it shows, I know it shows
Yeah, I know it shows, I know it shows

Somewhere in the Woods

withdrawals

withdrawals w/ brecken /p. Noah Birch

ur still alive
i loved you but obsession made me terrified
now i realize
infatuation led me straight to my demise
♪
i felt so sick
my blood was boiling
i stared at my phone
im scared to be alone
i thought u would save me
but i made you hate me i was so shitty to you
i would take it back
i would take it all back

blood tears

blood tears (interlude) /p. @prodnovachance

Solitude
I grew up inside my room
Does she know that feeling too?
Let me in your skin
I'll put you in my shoes
Whispers in the wind
You're cruel
Raindrops fall
I'm your thrall
Your lips met mine
Inside of the twilight
I get so high with you
You make me feel alive
Forever in debt to you
Oh, you saved my life
(I can't let it happen twice)
Our hearts no longer two
After we met that night
I can see you smiling about it
Im smiling 'cuz I'm fucking a bad bitch
And later I'ma pour up shots inside of my attic
She says she feels so much happier off the acid
Oh, baby that's not good for you
Let me take you to the mall and buy you Jimmy Choo's
I wish I could have some friends that I could talk to
Because I really trust my gut more than I trust you
The only heart I need is the one on my shoes
The one on my shoes
Sell my mind for profit and take it out of pocket
I hate it when you talk like that
Oh, when you talk like that
Take my hand inside yours
And love me like I'm all yours
I hate it when you break me down
Oh, when you break me down
Your lips met mine
Inside of the twilight
I get so high with you
You make me feel alive

In Your Skin

In Your Skin w/ notahero /p. saint mike

and no u wont catch me outside
singing in this mic n im taking my time
she mad cuz im in the studio all night woah woah woah
and frankly ion got no time for ya
i ain’t the type of mf cry for ya
fuck that i ain’t ever gonna die for no crow
fuckin blacked out windows u can hear the exhaust when i press the gas baby lets go
fuckin black out drunk when i think of the past i think about hitting the road
she was a dry robotic druggie uh doing them lines of code
she lining up for the dough, huh?

she come and knock on the door
fuck her then i take her home 
inside the whip and she giving me dome
her bf mad as hell posting on instagram flexing his mf chrome 
but i make too much fucking dough (yes i do)
call up my brother and tell em that i want him gone
do not piss me off when i’m in the zone
when im at the crib im packing them cones 
ima grown ass kidd got my own crib at 19 where tf are yall?
i remember they would knock me down but im still standing tall
call my ass houdini making magic in this daw
been doing this so long 

goddamn 

and no u wont catch me outside
singing in this mic n im taking my time
she mad cuz im in the studio all night woah woah woah
and frankly ion got no time for ya
i ain’t the type of mf cry for ya
fuck that i ain’t ever gonna die for no crow
fuckin blacked out windows u can hear the exhaust when i press the gas baby lets go
fuckin black out drunk when i think of the past i think about hitting the road
she was a dry robotic druggie uh doing them lines of code
she lining up for the dough, huh?

notime freestyle [p. wag x andrzxz]

NeerdRope [prod. methboiswag]

if there’s no tomorrow
would you still be here
used to be so exciting
at the end of the year
let the smoke mend the sorrow
and replace it with fear
didn’t think i’d be crying
at the end of the year
self image in smithereens
in the mirror i don’t see the man i thought id be
remember when i saw myself hanging from a tree
memories take a hold
i fucking hate these memories
i grew up
i was too young
so i screwed up
it must be dumb luck
but i’m still standing here
hopeful for a better year
maybe someone will see how hard i try
it gets worse with every year
i drown it with everclear
hoping things will be a little different this time

end of the year [prod. w. falls x sk8miles]

Bloodysummer [prod. antisxcial x nn-fi]

middle fingers up to the sky
i dont give af till the day i die
saying that out loud feels like a lie
rewind, i wont forget that time you said
when you said you love me
u were too good, way too good to last forever
truth said, trying my best to forget it all
even tho that this hurts me ik that its for the better
no offense, but the way you twist my heart into pieces
i cant help but feel a little useless
Ive been awake for so long
that i fell asleep with my headphones still on
listen to the songs that i made for u
then you would understand how i feel for you
cuz i cant explain it at all
no i cant explain all my thoughts, no
kill me or kiss me, softly
or do me dirty, take the clothes right off me
slow, like im sipping on a coffee
if this night ever ends, take the gun and off me
awfully, and clean up the mess
you kinda taste like toffee when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on your
neck 
VV

fangs on ur neck

Fangs VV [prod. thersx]

lyrics
Warming up the car I left without my coat on
Teardrops on the page I wrote this song on 
I would stay for eternity, it’s all on you 
A waste of time, you can’t afford it 
I know people suck and they’re fucking annoying 
You know music’s my passion but you’re more important 
My neighbors know your name every time I record it
Marijuana smoke see your face in the stars 
Said you get high, hearing my voice on guitar 
I’d sing you serenades for eternity 
But baby its all on you
she made the mistake of loving a cold heart without a coat on 
Now icicles forms when she cries
And people like to talk, and people like to take sides
scared I have the ability to just say goodbye 
But you’re not as nice as you promised 
Well I’m not being toxic I’m being honest
easier said than done when you tell me I should just hold on
After all, I Gotta say, I feel like no one
File up and twist the bottle I won’t go
If it’s bottoms up, it boils down to I drink alone
all this time adding up to what?
At least I’m lucky enough to say that I fell in love
At least I’m happy enough to say that I’ll wake up
But all these January nights I wanna wake up
when I breathe out fire and I sip slime
oh, you make me feel like
A waste of time, you can’t afford it 
I know people suck and they’re fucking annoying 
You know music’s my passion but you’re more important 
My neighbors know your name every time I record it
Marijuana smoke see your face in the stars 
Said you get high, hearing my voice on guitar 
I’d sing you serenades for eternity 
But baby its all on you

all on you ft. notahero (prod. drag)

i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

uh huh uh huh uh huh
yeah ik u wanna get so high
roll up this blunt
private class smoking gas in the sky
popping tabs everything looks tie-dye
committing felonies on I-95
the way i drive my whip you’d think i wanna die
baby if we locked in don’t waste my t-

took her to the crib i ain’t gotta romance her
text me that she miss me i don’t ever answer
money multiplying in my wallet like a cancer
fuck around ill turn a killer to a dancer
mr. steal yo girl u should probably ask her
percocet shivers colder than alaska
crushing up the x pill hit me a little faster
30 milli addy got me preaching like a pastor
so much drugs inside my system i ain’t got no more storage
i was so damn broke i couldn’t even buy fucking porridge
like my bitches alien i like my cars foreign
should i keep my job or be a junkie which ones more important

uh huh uh huh uh huh
yeah ik u wanna get so high
roll up this blunt
private class smoking gas in the sky
popping tabs everything looks tie-dye
committing felonies on I-95
the way i drive my whip you’d think i wanna die
baby if we locked in don’t waste my t-

Uh huh (prod. silver + dilip + april21)

you always come back
you always come-

i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right th-

and i don’t really feel much
it’s way too much
used to take a fuckin million drugs just to replicate the feel of your touch
i lost count i prolly fucked a million hos
but i ain’t forget you much
i just want love not lust
do you ever think about us?

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right there

stay right there

stay right there // last night (prod. kenzee)

those fireworks at belmar 
so beautiful just like you, oh
u think that id just up and leave you? 
believe me i won’t run from you, no
i see the ocean in your eyes
the butterflies you give me comes in waves
i’m so glad you came
do you feel the same?
<3

mac (prod. neverforever)

i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t have to say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

ain’t no freedom when i pay the price for living
i get crossed inside the function like a christian
living in regret for all the shit ive been missing
these people don’t listen
tossed all my coins in the well i’ve been wishing
wishing i get paid back for all the time that i’ve given
who am i kidding?
i ain’t even have good luck inna minute
cigarette smoke in the sky
this the type of love that make u wanna die
u wanna spread your wings and fly
i promise i’ll remember those eyes
i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t gotta say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

just go

just go (michael harrison)

i shiver when i sleep
you’re all i need
one more night alone and ima freeze
zero degrees
thaw me out and spend the night with me
you’re all i need
i would give you everything you need
zero degrees 
every night i shiver when i sleep
you’re all i need
one more night alone and ima freeze 
zero degrees
you’re all i need

there’s zero reasons why i shouldn’t call
always there to have my back ever since the fall
himalayas on my wrist imported from nepal
i was tweakin hitting blinkers shopping at the mall
i buy designer from the avenue to pay less
yea put some moonrocks in the blunt now i feel weightless
i bit off more than i can chew they said im tasteless
you’re shining brighter than the lights they put in vegas, in vegas
i don’t wanna hate you
baby take my hand so i can save you
how did god even create you?
how’d he make you?
i don’t wanna hate you
baby take my hand so i can save you
how did god even create you?
how’d he make you?

i shiver when i sleep
you’re all i need
one more night alone and ima freeze
zero degrees
thaw me out and spend the night with me
you’re all i need
i would give you everything you need
zero degrees 
every night i shiver when i sleep
you’re all i need
one more night alone and ima freeze 
zero degrees
you’re all i need

zero degrees (arcanebeatz)

shine (dash)

you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes

one kiss, dont cry
i can tell a lots been on your mind
i just spent a lot so this wrist could shine
maybe its cuz im high but i feel so paralyzed staring at you, ooh
staring at you, ooh

we could set the world on fire
what’s the point of sleeping? when i wake up im still tired
its midnight
you’re still crying
you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes
you couldn’t look me in the eyes

one kiss, dont cry
i can tell a lots been on your mind
i just spent a lot so this wrist could shine
maybe its cuz im high but i feel so paralyzed staring at you, ooh
staring at you, ooh

look me in the eyes (toyema)

the worlds so small when you get me so high
look at the sky line
reflect the night sky
spend my money like it’s a new high
let’s get so fly
glow in the club lights

double digits but i’m singular
yeah i did it young like im Phin and Ferb
man of action make my name a verb
said u was a fan tell me what u heard
if you don’t know my name better live and learn
but what’s a little fame when you’re in the dirt
said you like the pain i can make it worse
then return to my home world fuck the earth

the worlds so small when you get me so high
look at the sky line
reflect the night sky
spend my money like it’s a new high
let’s get so fly
glow in the club lights

skylyne (bequite)

fly away
when i see purple in my cup i know im bout to fly away
when the oops come knocking at my door im boutta hide away
i just popped different colored pills i feel like ima die today
huh what AE on my body how im feeling fly today

i just gotta ben 10 watch on my wrist so im finna transform
finna change forms
finna grow some wings fly up and knock on gods door
gods a whore
he was asking me for coke in brick form
she said the molly or the perc i’m feeling torn
they said they caught me pouring up when i was born
so fucked up i woke up on the floor
i hate being sober i think i need more
reach into the pill pouch Percocet galore
i just ate my halo i thought it was a pill
feeling like a fish got the alc in my gills
when i’m in the saks swear i spend those blue bills
it’s just like fortnite cuz we gotta build
Wappa Amo Hero run amiro like a guild
in philadelphia made a $7 deal
ima keep it real
i keep on popping pills to make me feel alive
say your name thru the focusrite cuz you been on my mind
you tell me that im crazy baby im just really trying
i found a cart inside of popeyes im getting fried
yeah the function going on and im with my slimes
yeah im feeling like the wolf but i never cried
i just popped a perc and i think im bout to

fly away
when i see purple in my cup i know im bout to fly away
when the oops come knocking at my door im boutta hide away
i just popped different colored pills i feel like ima die today
huh what AE on my body how im feeling fly today

fly away (444jet)

fire in my lungs
the ladder on my tounge
its the only thing that keeps me holding on
when pushing leads to shove
theres something bout your love
it’s the only thing that keeps me holding on
do anything to make us numb 
you’re smart enough to know that’s dumb
my head spinning round like what is going on?
you hate when i make those songs
but it’s just me moving on
take the time heal but healing takes so long

it keeps me holding on
take the photo to remember you my memory ain’t great
all the time you wasted cuz i always show up late
police right behind me every time i switch the lane
i know you doubt me you think everything is fake
said im in love but you can’t see it on my face

fire in my lungs
the ladder on my tounge
its the only thing that keeps me holding on
when pushing leads to shove
theres something bout your love
it’s the only thing that keeps me holding on
do anything to make us numb 
you’re smart enough to know that’s dumb
my head spinning round like what is going on?
you hate when i make those songs
but it’s just me moving on
take the time heal but healing takes so long

fire in my lungs // holding on (mew2)

tell me how it feels so i can feel it
shawty fuck w me cuz im the realest
twisting up my words make me villain
i think this blunt is laced cuz i’ve been nodding off
never date a crow again not at all
swear u love to act like that n piss me off
put ur lips around it cuz it gets me off
swervin in this traffic people flip me off

im off a bean
keep my brothers wit them poles around me
people glazing but i don’t know what they see
yea im coughing when im smoking on this weed
coughing up they’d think its a disease
chopper make ‘em dance like holding pee
i’m young n grinding like the kids in factories
they see me shining n they hating what they see
just get me high
and touch the sky
liquor in my cup the man inside the mirror  looking perfect
i love the feeling but i don’t know if it’s worth-
just get me high
and touch the sky
liquor in my cup the man inside the mirror  looking perfect
i love the feeling but i don’t know if it’s worth it

tell me how it feels so i can feel it
shawty fuck w me cuz im the realest
twisting up my words make me villain
i think this blunt is laced cuz i’ve been nodding off
never date a crow again not at all
swear u love to act like that n piss me off
put ur lips around it cuz it gets me off
swervin in this traffic people flip me off

flip me off

flip me off (sustain)

think ill be aight
yeah my bitch is stunning
you wanna live this life
you see the money come in
i love getting high
liquor in my stomach
i said we'll be alright
so baby why you running?
i should've saw it coming, i didn't treat u right
sometimes i feel like nothing but it's gon' be alright
like what's the point of loving if i can't get it right?
wish i could tell you something to turn my wrongs to rights, aight

you're my type like all them beats on YouTube
i just wanna feel the same shit that you do
you can run away from me if that's what you choose
all the shit that i made last ending so soon
i got no life inside my eyes
face to face with death and i still walked out that bitch alive
so i don't understand how the little things, they make u cry
i cant even see Versace glasses out at night, night
double c's on my belt
I can't survive myself

cuz i swear you got control of me like voodoo
never woulda thought you'd get the best of me
like who knew? not me
i was out there on my own i'm everything i need
and they hate everything i did cuz i was on that green
and when its night like oh my god i can't sleep, nah
it don't feel like me
i don't feel like anyone that you would wanna see
part of me feels like I only ever wanna bleed
i don't wanna feel like this if you cannot believe
believe me please believe me

think ill be aight
yeah my bitch is stunning
you wanna live this life
you see the money come in
i love getting high
liquor in my stomach
i said we'll be alright
so baby why you running?
i should've saw it coming, i didn't treat u right
sometimes i feel like nothing but it's gon' be alright
like what's the point of loving if i can't get it right?
wish i could tell you something to turn my wrongs to rights, aight

kiddamo & brecken - running (sustain)

her purse is alligator
can i see u later?
i can’t get too comfortable if i want something greater
these crows keep flocking in my phone but i would never date ‘em
bitch i’m zuckerberg tonight so lemme get ur data
woah, can u hear me cry for help?
i ain’t feel myself inna minute can u tell me how it feels
yeah im diving in the pussy, navy seal
they ain’t fuckin with my vibe, like what’s the deal?
and u doing way too much so just chill
i just yakked up my last meal
im red hot, this red dot’s for the kill
you dumb thot quit popping all my pills
but that’s some shit that we don’t talk about
my momma ain’t like the words coming out my mouth
i was a bad ass kid they tried to kick me out
so i went and got my money up and i bought this house

her purse is alligator
can i see u later?
i can’t get too comfortable if i want something greater
these crows keep flocking in my phone but i would never date ‘em
bitch i’m zuckerberg tonight so lemme get ur data
woah, can u hear me cry for help?
i ain’t feel myself inna minute can u tell me how it feels
yeah im diving in the pussy, navy seal
they ain’t fuckin with my vibe, like what’s the deal?

kiddamo

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