Rolling in my Grave

Rolling In My Grave [Prod. frevel x sor]

are u alright?
dont u worry about a thing
im right here if u wanna come get high
u asked me why
cuz I know how you feel but I know that its gonna be alright
did u enjoy the ride?
cuz now we're saying goodbye 
yea, now we're saying goodbye
n now we're saying goodbye 
but im no good at goodbyes
im no good at goodbyes 

but lemme give you advice
u toughen up yourself and learn how not to cry
ppl gonna take advantage of u just being nice
cuz we're living in a cold world covered in ice

are u alright?
dont u worry about a thing
im right here if u wanna come get high
u asked me why
cuz I know how you feel but I know that its gonna be alright
did u enjoy the ride?
cuz now we're saying goodbye 
yea, now we're saying goodbye
n now we're saying goodbye 
but im no good at goodbyes
im no good at goodbyes 

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no good at goodbyes

no good at goodbyes /prod. thersx/

i waste my time with u
high all the time cant feel a thing
i dont know what is true
i kill my ego for u
for u for u

psilocybin in my head
i think that im dead
the stars keep on bending
all the stars are aligning
ive gone into hiding
psilocybin in my head
i think that im dead

i waste my time with u
high all the time cant feel a thing
i dont know what is true
i kill my ego for u
for u for u

psilocybin

psilocybin [prod. methboiswag × silver]

Seymour's Song

Seymour's Song ~ prod. rubbish ~

shivers w/ notahero [prod. artemys]

Nuts (cover)

when u close ur eyes
tell me what do u see
am i hard to find
in that black endless sea
ik u wanna die
so ill keep ur company
its too soon to say goodbye
so ill see u in my dreams
ohh
i should've known it would take u this long to understand
ohh
guess i never learn from my mistakes itll happen once again

if i knew it took so long
n i couldnt right my wrongs at all
i keep my eyes closed
you and i know
where the wind blows
n im still in the cold
pls dont let me go girl ik ur trying ur best
n everybody knows we can get her out of this mess
so when ur telling all those lies
i look at you with closed eyes

when u close ur eyes
tell me what do u see
am i hard to find
in that black endless sea
ik u wanna die
so ill keep ur company
its too soon to say goodbye
so ill see u in my dreams
ohh
-_-

close ur eyes

close ur eyes w/ halfhearted /idly blare/

So Low /prod. mackk/

im falling
screaming out do u hear me calling?
the wind whispered in my ear
just give up nobody cares
in the woods there's no one out there
all alone there's no one out there

i love u <3 thank u for listening

somewhere in the woods (outro) /p. $lip

the whispers are louder than the thoughts [prod. hills]

memories last forever
sunsets dont last forever
sitting on top of the tree branch
got a noose around my neck
but i think of you
and i think of me
and all the reasons why
i could've been so much better

i wish i never met her.

forever (interlude) [prod. michael harrison]

Laugh a little, cry a little, scream a little
Love a lot but die a little more
Drink a little, smoke a little, fire in my lungs
Speaking in those tongues, I hate that I'm in love
You laugh a little, cry a little, kill me a bit more
You see what you do to me, ah
You'll see what I've done
Oh
The weather changes but I don't know if I'll change for you
I'm stuck inside my bed, I'm trapped inside these chains for you
Suffocation on my medication, got a day or two
And I hate it's true, but i'd kill for you
Oh, i'd kill for you
Oh, i'd kill for you
Oh, i'd cry for you,
I'd die for you
You see what you do to me, ah
You'll see what I've done
Woah, you won
But at what cost?
Do you look back when you run?
Do you realize what it was to me?
You laugh while I cry
This is goodbye
To those
Beautiful eyes

LIVELAUGHdie [prod. pekarot]

RUMPEBANTUR w/ epitomeoffailure [prod. zeeternal]

Silence
Complete silence
Rips through the breeze
Moonlight so dark I can't even see
Anxiety hangs over me
It hangs from the trees
I've fought so many wars
So many fucking scars
On my heart
I could drive so far
In my shitty car
All across this lonely world
But i'll never find someone like you
I obsess over you
I'd fucking change time
I wish that I was god
The insecurity I'd push it all aside
The angel on my shoulder that kept me alive
I killed her
Now I'll fucking kill myself so I can relieve all my sins
Do what you couldn't finish
No, it won't be like the last time
Roll another blunt up, smoke it like this is my last high
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I don't have much time

fuckFuckFUCK

fuckFuckFUCK [prod. anticøn]

Last year, I was getting high for fun, high for fun, yeah
But now I'm tryna get away from drugs, but they catch up, woah
All good things have to end but I didn't believe it
So I fell in love and she ended up leaving
Now I'm all fucked up
I went back to the drugs, I went back to my demons
Fuck
Yeah, double cup and filled it up with Patrón
I'ma drink the night away until I see that you're gone
Every night for two months, I couldn't let go
Going through withdrawals, I got flaws in my soul
I know it shows, I know it shows
I know it shows, that I can't let you go
I know it shows, I know it shows
Yeah, I know it shows, I know it shows
Oh, I don't know what's going on
Slow down, honestly come to a stop
I cant go out cause then everyone knows what's going on
Don't reach out, you know that I'm the one that never come
No, I show them that I'm only ever feeling numb
Loaded gun up to my head if you say I can't run
Think twice before you say something that's super dumb
Rejoice when I had got you when you're all alone
Yeah, double cup and filled it up with Patrón
I'ma drink the night away until I see that you're gone
Every night for two months, I couldn't let go
Going through withdrawals, I got flaws in my soul
I know it shows, I know it shows
I know it shows, that I can't let you go
I know it shows, I know it shows
Yeah, I know it shows, I know it shows
Lately I've been wishing for a better life
Prescribe myself pills 'till I'm paralyzed
If you could see me now you'd be terrified
I watch the leaves from the trees fall down
I wish that I could be one
I reminisce about the warmer days
But the fall has already begun
Now that I'm without you, I don't know if I can be happy
I never needed you this badly before, woah
Yeah, double cup and filled it up with Patrón
I'ma drink the night away until I see that you're gone
Every night for two months, I couldn't let go
Going through withdrawals, I got flaws in my soul
I know it shows, I know it shows
I know it shows, that I can't let you go
I know it shows, I know it shows
Yeah, I know it shows, I know it shows

Somewhere in the Woods

withdrawals

withdrawals w/ brecken /p. Noah Birch

ur still alive
i loved you but obsession made me terrified
now i realize
infatuation led me straight to my demise
♪
i felt so sick
my blood was boiling
i stared at my phone
im scared to be alone
i thought u would save me
but i made you hate me i was so shitty to you
i would take it back
i would take it all back

blood tears

blood tears (interlude) /p. @prodnovachance

Somewhere in the woods

Ooh, I wish I could take it all back
The silence haunts my room
The memories from the past
Ooh, i'll take my life to make them last
My regret, it stings like a bee
It feels like I'm lost at sea
While I'm still living our dream
Of what we were meant to be
All the shadows are watching me
As I burn down another tree
I go for a walk in the woods to be free
If only I could be here forever
I'm too stubborn to change my ways
My mind's a predator and I'm the prey
Woah
Ooh, I wish I could take it all back
The silence haunts my room
The memories from the past
Ooh, i'll take my life to make them last
Ooh-ooh-ooh
You're so fucking perfect, you couldn't do no wrong
Why did I make you put up with me for so long?
I hope you'll find your happiness whenever I'm gone
Ahh
Ooh, I wish I could take it all back
The silence haunts my room
The memories from the past
Ooh, i'll take my life to make them last

I'll take my life to make it last...

I'll take my life to make it last… /p. blackpxny

Look inside my soul
Warm it up when I'm cold
You can't leave me alone
Till the end, I suppose
You say I'm evil, I know
I need someone to control
I hate my emotions
It's killing me slow
I'm scared what I'll do if
You let me go
Under the water, you slip away
I don't blame you for getting away
Look into my eyes and tell me you love me
Cuz one day you'll tell me that you're fucking done
Look inside my soul
Warm it up when I'm cold
You can't leave me alone
Till the end, I suppose
You say I'm evil, I know
I need someone to control

Control Me, Control You

Control me, Control you /p. disdain

Solitude
I grew up inside my room
Does she know that feeling too?
Let me in your skin
I'll put you in my shoes
Whispers in the wind
You're cruel
Raindrops fall
I'm your thrall
Your lips met mine
Inside of the twilight
I get so high with you
You make me feel alive
Forever in debt to you
Oh, you saved my life
(I can't let it happen twice)
Our hearts no longer two
After we met that night
I can see you smiling about it
Im smiling 'cuz I'm fucking a bad bitch
And later I'ma pour up shots inside of my attic
She says she feels so much happier off the acid
Oh, baby that's not good for you
Let me take you to the mall and buy you Jimmy Choo's
I wish I could have some friends that I could talk to
Because I really trust my gut more than I trust you
The only heart I need is the one on my shoes
The one on my shoes
Sell my mind for profit and take it out of pocket
I hate it when you talk like that
Oh, when you talk like that
Take my hand inside yours
And love me like I'm all yours
I hate it when you break me down
Oh, when you break me down
Your lips met mine
Inside of the twilight
I get so high with you
You make me feel alive

In Your Skin

In Your Skin w/ notahero /p. saint mike

it seems so long ago
that i started this empty road
nowhere to go, ill find a home in the woods

initium finis (intro)

initium finis (intro) /p. moneo x @isabelpine3057

and no u wont catch me outside
singing in this mic n im taking my time
she mad cuz im in the studio all night woah woah woah
and frankly ion got no time for ya
i ain’t the type of mf cry for ya
fuck that i ain’t ever gonna die for no crow
fuckin blacked out windows u can hear the exhaust when i press the gas baby lets go
fuckin black out drunk when i think of the past i think about hitting the road
she was a dry robotic druggie uh doing them lines of code
she lining up for the dough, huh?

she come and knock on the door
fuck her then i take her home 
inside the whip and she giving me dome
her bf mad as hell posting on instagram flexing his mf chrome 
but i make too much fucking dough (yes i do)
call up my brother and tell em that i want him gone
do not piss me off when i’m in the zone
when im at the crib im packing them cones 
ima grown ass kidd got my own crib at 19 where tf are yall?
i remember they would knock me down but im still standing tall
call my ass houdini making magic in this daw
been doing this so long 

goddamn 

and no u wont catch me outside
singing in this mic n im taking my time
she mad cuz im in the studio all night woah woah woah
and frankly ion got no time for ya
i ain’t the type of mf cry for ya
fuck that i ain’t ever gonna die for no crow
fuckin blacked out windows u can hear the exhaust when i press the gas baby lets go
fuckin black out drunk when i think of the past i think about hitting the road
she was a dry robotic druggie uh doing them lines of code
she lining up for the dough, huh?

notime freestyle [p. wag x andrzxz]

NeerdRope [prod. methboiswag]

if there’s no tomorrow
would you still be here
used to be so exciting
at the end of the year
let the smoke mend the sorrow
and replace it with fear
didn’t think i’d be crying
at the end of the year
self image in smithereens
in the mirror i don’t see the man i thought id be
remember when i saw myself hanging from a tree
memories take a hold
i fucking hate these memories
i grew up
i was too young
so i screwed up
it must be dumb luck
but i’m still standing here
hopeful for a better year
maybe someone will see how hard i try
it gets worse with every year
i drown it with everclear
hoping things will be a little different this time

end of the year [prod. w. falls x sk8miles]

Bloodysummer [prod. antisxcial x nn-fi]

middle fingers up to the sky
i dont give af till the day i die
saying that out loud feels like a lie
rewind, i wont forget that time you said
when you said you love me
u were too good, way too good to last forever
truth said, trying my best to forget it all
even tho that this hurts me ik that its for the better
no offense, but the way you twist my heart into pieces
i cant help but feel a little useless
Ive been awake for so long
that i fell asleep with my headphones still on
listen to the songs that i made for u
then you would understand how i feel for you
cuz i cant explain it at all
no i cant explain all my thoughts, no
kill me or kiss me, softly
or do me dirty, take the clothes right off me
slow, like im sipping on a coffee
if this night ever ends, take the gun and off me
awfully, and clean up the mess
you kinda taste like toffee when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on ur neck
when i put my fangs on your
neck 
VV

fangs on ur neck

Fangs VV [prod. thersx]

lyrics
Warming up the car I left without my coat on
Teardrops on the page I wrote this song on 
I would stay for eternity, it’s all on you 
A waste of time, you can’t afford it 
I know people suck and they’re fucking annoying 
You know music’s my passion but you’re more important 
My neighbors know your name every time I record it
Marijuana smoke see your face in the stars 
Said you get high, hearing my voice on guitar 
I’d sing you serenades for eternity 
But baby its all on you
she made the mistake of loving a cold heart without a coat on 
Now icicles forms when she cries
And people like to talk, and people like to take sides
scared I have the ability to just say goodbye 
But you’re not as nice as you promised 
Well I’m not being toxic I’m being honest
easier said than done when you tell me I should just hold on
After all, I Gotta say, I feel like no one
File up and twist the bottle I won’t go
If it’s bottoms up, it boils down to I drink alone
all this time adding up to what?
At least I’m lucky enough to say that I fell in love
At least I’m happy enough to say that I’ll wake up
But all these January nights I wanna wake up
when I breathe out fire and I sip slime
oh, you make me feel like
A waste of time, you can’t afford it 
I know people suck and they’re fucking annoying 
You know music’s my passion but you’re more important 
My neighbors know your name every time I record it
Marijuana smoke see your face in the stars 
Said you get high, hearing my voice on guitar 
I’d sing you serenades for eternity 
But baby its all on you

all on you ft. notahero (prod. drag)

i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

usually id run but id stay with you
but you can’t take the pain that i gave to you
i hate that it’s you
do i make you cry?
do i make u die inside?
these are the questions you leave in my mind
the taste of ur lips n the feeling of your skin on mine
never read my messages but you ain’t blind
girl ik that ur still on your phone
and i know damn well that ur still at home
so run away if you want
the next time that you wanna hear my voice u can hear it at the tone
usually id run but id stay with you
but you can’t take the pain that i gave to you
i hate that it’s you, oh
the way u act, girl, there’s some things that i can’t ignore
you handed me my sweater and you walked out the door
and without you i’ve been a little bored
so cmon let’s have a night like before
usually id run but id stay with you
but you can’t take the pain that i gave to you
i hate that it’s you

corrine. (i hate that it’s you) [prod. mackk]

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

it’s like you said
that i wont be nothing but a pain in your head
im thinking back to the days when we was painting the bed
the fact you turned the covers and you left me for dead
bitch lay me to rest
i’m thinking god hate me what the fucks the point of these tests
the devil tell me grab the knife and put the point in my neck

and if you ever wore my shoes you’d prolly wanna die too
you can’t even comprehend the shit that i survived through 
self medicating, robbery guns blazing
drunk driving down the highway while it’s raining
and how the fuck i’m supposed to save my life when i’m decaying
and the fuck im supposed to live this life when i hate it

think it’d be different if you were sitting right here
maybe i’d ignore the fact that you pretend to fucking care
i wouldn’t care at all and id ignore the fact that this ain’t fair at all
you treat me like a fucking debt so you can write me off
you took a chunk right out my heart so i can’t pay it off
i fucking hate that i love you. bitch

and the fact that i was so young when i was first abused
and the fact that all these toxic people tried to change my views
my parents never cared i spent my youth in solitude
i only went downstairs when it was time to get some food
yeah i’m happy that i got some friends but thats missing the point
haven’t killed myself yet cuz i don’t want to disappoint

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