why u in my head
all i see is red
i look at what the note said
they be acting like they blind
until i pull up in A Benz

outside in the rain
foggy in my brain
got no place to stay
all the trees are dead
and winter hit inside i lay,
and i been feeling sad 
so maybe this the fucking day

you can not go try me,
i been thru a lot of shit
so please come and try it
you dont wanna see what i seen,
the blood, the leaves, no peace
im falling down the well i weep

so come with me, come find ur home,
its falling down and i feel so cold
just take me back when times were bright
before the lies, before the freigths

u claim ur broken ur bruised
and the silence just comes around
and i dont care how much it hits
i wont sit this out
and im okay and its alright
i think im heading south
i pack my bags and i move to a small ghost town

outside in the rain [michael harrison]

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

i’ll freeze my soul
don’t breathe when im walking alone
hear your voice thru the phone
won’t talk back to you if you call

just leave me on the highway
i decide to run away
i know you hope i’ll change my mind and come to you another day
but imma do it my way
don’t come by my place
if i don’t return by saturday

coming down, i feel fine now
i can’t let anybody find out
on the walk back to my house
time moves slower, it’s frightened

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

stranded (santana)

Produced by ATP

Now I’m too drunk to know 
Now it’s too late to go 
But I hope that the roads 
Will live from the snow 
And now you’re too gone from me 
Is it too hard to see?

For too long, too much on top of my plate 
Lost in the ways we’re carving our names 
I can’t replace the way that I think you know oh 
And now I’m too gone, too lost to ever wanna change 
I think it’s time to find my own way 
I’m not the same guy who used to walk you home oh 

My hand, your ass
All I could  ever ask 
Is for you back 
On my bed like back then 

I don’t want them Xanax anymore 
Sick of just waking on the floor 
Girl you’re everything that I adore 
I’m sorry that I’m geeked up like a dork 
Do you even miss me anymore?
I’m sorry if you hate me like before 
When we kiss it makes me miss you more 
All these feelings that I can’t ignore

Im not the same guy who used to walk you home..

@brecken killed this

**lyrics**
(intro)
i cant even text you
you stay in my mind, like all of the time
but i cant bring myself to text you
you say that you're open to talk, but I'm not that open at all
and i just been stuck in my mind, baby you know that i try

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
x2

(Verse)
Am i not enough?
Don't act like you just cant remember
Am i losing touch?
I'm cold like we were in December
Am i still in love?
well why cant i forget her
this is way too much, i said its way too much

call me when you need me and Im sure ill be right here
I still want you by my side, is it okay to be this scared?
what happened to our promises and what i thought we shared?
you dug up these emotions i've been stuffing down for years

tired of falling short
why do i miss the mark?
You keep pulling back & forth
you know it tears me apart

how long can I ignore
all of these scars on my heart?
How long can i ignore..

(brecken)
you put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

i dont know how i live sober
so many thoughts always flooding my head
telling me lies and they call me a poser
why dont you think that I heard what they said

luckily its almost over
everyday that i live its getting closer
tear me apart, put me on a poster
life is too hard, i dont wanna go there

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
no more

(brecken / outro)
put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

break like this w/ brecken (prod. p4ra)

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

sad chill - https://youtu.be/H34VCsKB-LU?si=SPS1DPDgo66C6ok3

lyrics ⬇️ (raw vocals)

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
maybe its just my condition keepin me from all my dreams
momma jus trust me if i was addicted i would be flooded with beans
life gettin harder out here but ima keep balancin on the beam
stupid crishendo makin me feel like i dont got nowhere to be
i dont got doors anymore cuz my parents do not trust me
and now i can hear the whole house
& it’s getting harder to sleep

yea but i get it i broke all my vows
never told you what this was about
it comes from the heart i dont gotta shout
just listen to words that come out my mouth

i know your not proud
but what should i do
it tears me apart you look in my eyes and dont got a clue
happy on the outside 
but sufferin in
i always wondered what it feels like on the other side of this

look at me like I failed 
maybe its cuz i did
and mom im sorry that i bailed
i really wish i didn’t
i know you think we feel different
but really often its the same
Ik i need a lot of shiftin
I know i need to feel shame
honestly i got a sickness

never grew up in the trenches
but i was out hoppin the fences 
knew what is bad and 
knew where the best is
its hard to tefrain
Im sorry im tempted
ill never go back i dont feel the same
My life is dependin
i get tbrough pain 
by lookin above
i dont need drugs i just need god
hes riddled with love

strugglin since i was 16 everyone say im addiced
wish that i had me a team that push me way farther than all my conflictions
did i say 16
matterfact meant to say 13
when i was 13 my brother had hand me my first spliff

i Thought it was great i filled up my plate
then it went wrong i sat at the pond 
and hit out the bong 
made a mistake
might be late 
way to late to go on
i wanted to stop i wnated to drop all the feelings i caught
but they all caught ahold of me
“i couldnt do it”- bologna  
you cant just stick to it partially gotta get rid of all of it
gotta make sure its gone
gotta make sure its out
dont need no bong
touchin my mouth

letter to my loved ones (yunnygoldz)

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

kiddAmo

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