lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

NON PROFIT

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

i dont hate u
i just hate myself
cant be see thru
cuz then i played myself
what im wearing u wont be able to find on a shelf
its apparent that none of this is good for my health
love to talk i just hope that one day theyll listen
if i walk out its cuz im tired of the bitching
im in dior i love God so im a Christian
i cant see straight oh God im geeking
i love u bae thats why im tweaking
i drink a bottle and im going off the deep end
thats love cant dodge that feeling
so imma try to keep it
think ab us before u treat me like that
shes praying just for me to unpack
shes laying but shes crying in my lap
i keep on wishing for something that ill never get back

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

b** month [prod. rubbish]

produced by michael harrison
thank u amo

lyrics

and if im to die tomorrow will you cry at my wake
ill be okay
i hope you know forever is longer than you think
i lost my mind
cause i cant do anything
i cant live a normal life without you
the sky wont be blue
she get mad at everything that i do
but its all for you
and i dont have a purpose at all
but i hide it with the music and the photos on my wall
and my body is falling apart
theres blood out my nose
and my lungs got tar
oh and she gon' cover up her phone in the car
i wish it didnt hurt so bad but imma play the part
oh ill give you my eyes ill give you my heart
oh please just stay forever i will make another song for you my love

if forever really means forever
then why do i see us not lasting at all
but the warmth that you give my cold heart
is just enough for me to ignore it all
i cant help but feel like you wont ever stay
in bed i would curl up
oh if we can make this last another day
then i would give you the world
can i kiss you if the mood is right
we can fall in love another night
if i see you again
as i close the shades to hide the light
i contemplate if i should write another love song again
i dont even feel alive
channel all my negativity through the focusrite
its so late at night
love is blind so i will never see
except your image right in front of me
ill never learn my right from wrongs
ill write another love song

if we can make this last another day
than i would give you the world
im nothing if you choose not to stay
im the string to your pearls

my last love song w/ kiddamo (michael harrison)

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

i havent been myself and im sorry
but i could never hurt you because doing so would kill me
i could write a damn book bout all the shit i had to learn the hard way
but i will lift you up until my arms and my bones break

i was so surprised when you told me im the one that you love the most
and i never cry but lately i feel like im coming close
i got a habit of killing all my plants before they get the chance to grow
its a metaphor
what are we fighting for

well i often think of those nights-
well really early morning when id lay on the beach with you
i took one hell of a beating since then but i made it out
im just as surprised as you
i still think true love is a silly word
but its what were closest too
protect me cause im losing myself and my senses
but im coming to
baby ive been praying for you and your family
october really fucked me up, but december killed me
i could write a damn book bout all the shit i had to learn the hard way
ill lift you up
until my arms and my bones break

i was so surprised when you told me im the one that you love the most
and i never cry but lately i feel like im coming close
i got a habit of killing all my plants before they get the chance to grow
its a metaphor
what are we fighting for

plants (jacob vallen)

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

on my desk theres two lighters and a picture of us
i look at it everytime i sing so i know just what im singing for
i smoked too much
i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray i pray

can you call me when u wake up
call me when u hear this
hope you hear it more than once
i been trying to get away
but ever since i quit its been calling out my name
my mind can be a confusing place
think of you as my happy place
i dont want no change baby
but nowadays i dont do much
nowadays i work so hard
i hope that its all for something
im kissing your hand in public
the same hands that rip me apart
but i wanna try
i wanna wake up happy that im still alive
i wanna go back to belmar and look at the sky
baby i keep having dreams where i fucking die
then

i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray

asthma (jacob vallen)

produced by michael harrison

lyrics

two open windows
cars pass by
just give me a little time
im having a hard life

and if im being honest it hurts me to see you with them
its not fair to you but i care too much
and i wanna stop that
i dont want combat i just want you to come back
one day youll be with me
and ill be a rapper
i tell her im nothing
then she shows me the factors
and im in denial
and shes a reactor

and she tells me she hates me and i think its cause i care too much
i talk too much

too, too much (micharl harrison)

(prod. afterlife)

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

home safe

lyric

players in my circle
fuck around i hurt you
i aint playing games
bitch i did that like im erkle
wide body cullinan
petal to the medal
picked you like a flower
but you fell off like a petal
playing with my feelings
start steaming like a kettle
i was rocked up
so she gave me skull candy
dont push my buttons
hoe you playing like you dee dee
i just spilled the wok
now im muddy like im carti
i can see her thong
it reminded me of carti

lights camera action
we bouta make a movie
mandatory pour up if your entering the studi
they thought we wouldnt make it
now were up well whoda thought
big fucking check look just like doodlebob
i just spilled some goop on my keyboard
amiro turned it to a church but it was once a clothing store

powderize the percocet
cause that shit had me floating more
said you love amiro
baby you dont even know the lore
big ass cheezit
taco bell
my tummy aint feeling well
amiro making magic through the dell
wearing cologne that even jeremy fragrance couldnt smell
these hoes like mitochondria inside my fucking cell
throw some coins inside my pocket
i might wish you well
this aint yeat
but imma still play the fucking bell

tris tornado

you always come back
you always come-

i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night
i wanna go back to last night

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right th-

and i don’t really feel much
it’s way too much
used to take a fuckin million drugs just to replicate the feel of your touch
i lost count i prolly fucked a million hos
but i ain’t forget you much
i just want love not lust
do you ever think about us?

i don’t wanna wake up
i don’t wanna open up my eyes and realize you were never there
baby stay right there
baby stay right there

stay right there

stay right there // last night (prod. kenzee)

Lyrics coming soon 

We really hope you like this one,something different 

Shoutout to all the artists who are on this show them some love <333333

Hold your tongue ft whosvacant, sevenfeet, notcursed, brecken, kiddamo, notahero, vails(Wisssery)

those fireworks at belmar 
so beautiful just like you, oh
u think that id just up and leave you? 
believe me i won’t run from you, no
i see the ocean in your eyes
the butterflies you give me comes in waves
i’m so glad you came
do you feel the same?
<3

mac (prod. neverforever)

ty amo

lyrics
 
with those beautiful eyes i’m wondering how u see
with that shit u said on sunday wondering how u sleep
and the more i smoke i feel this kush push me in my seat
and the longer that we fight i feel the less we agree on
and u think that i’m a star
i got my hands in my pockets
u got your hands in ur hair
u know there’s no way u can stop this
i’m not rlly there
can’t tell if i’m even talking
but i rlly care
it’s been that way since i started

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

i hate when you look away
open up those sunny eyes when the skies are gray
get so lost when i take walks in your iris maze
just don't forget my microphone when you throw me away
there's so many roads
and where they go i don't know
i hope you dig a little hole for me inside of your soul
cupids nice with a bow
he hit my heart with arrows
and they all point right to you
they point right to you

n ur so pretty if only u knew that
felt my heart grow in size and then it split right in two halves
u pulled me back together baby how’d u do that?
ur my love n everybody knows
it’s my fault but who’s that on ur phone
u lay ur head on my jacket now makeups on my coat
give a monologue but it’s slurred words like i’m speaking in a code
i hit the road
anything she say goes
she say she worry bout me
think i’ll comatose
it’s all in moderation baby plus i’m a pro
hope u don’t fly away from me cuz i hate the crows
i hate how it goes

clementine w/ kiddamo (king theta)

lyrics

why u facing away like that
i cant tell how u feel when im looking at ur back
i been smoking on that pack
to numb the way i feel
nothing feels real
feel like henry cavil
the way i wish i had a heart of steel
got my feelings locked up
baby u can crack the seal
dont wanna pick the glock up
so instead i crack the seal
in these true religion jeans
praying jesus take the wheel

pulling up in true religion shorts
me and amo number one but pouring fours
youll never catch us shopping at a store
she said why u got a shirt with a sword?
shield on my heart gotta protect my dignity
if this dont work then well meet again like serendipity
im a rat but its only cuz im bout my cheese
took too many milligrams and then i started tweaking
i know im not a hero but im not a villian
i pray that i dont die before i make a living
but i stopped crying when i started sipping
im praying jesus take the wheel because im fucking drifting

why u facing away like that
i cant tell how u feel when im looking at ur back
i been smoking on that pack
to numb the way i feel
nothing feels real
feel like henry cavil
the way i wish i had a heart of steel
got my feelings locked up
baby u can crack the seal
dont wanna pick the glock up
so instead i crack the seal
in these true religion jeans
praying jesus take the wheel

kiddamo + notahero // true religion (prod. kenzee)

Amen (prod. lockage)

deweypyle // @ftplaya67

i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t have to say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

ain’t no freedom when i pay the price for living
i get crossed inside the function like a christian
living in regret for all the shit ive been missing
these people don’t listen
tossed all my coins in the well i’ve been wishing
wishing i get paid back for all the time that i’ve given
who am i kidding?
i ain’t even have good luck inna minute
cigarette smoke in the sky
this the type of love that make u wanna die
u wanna spread your wings and fly
i promise i’ll remember those eyes
i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t gotta say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

just go

just go (michael harrison)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

haze collective

🍂Midwest Classics All Season 🍂

Lovell & Madison <3

We’re 21 but adulthood isn’t our thing

Busy making songs about the littlest of things

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