banger after banger honestly your lyrics are literally the realest

Literally one of my all time favorites gang🔥🔥🔥

I don’t know how to tell 
My mental hasn’t been doing oh so well 
This feeling seeming bottomless 
I know because I fell down 
And I haven’t reached an ending 
I think it’s all depending
And I’ll learn it all the hard way 
So you don’t have to 
But you won’t listen just like me
And you’ll learn it through the tough way too 
But that’s just you 
And you’re just as likely 

All details left behind by blurred leering eyes 
With the deafening and dampened cries 
We find again and again and again 
Yeah we find again and again and again 
I got 3 3 3 that’s 9 out of 10 
Got these angel numbers keep on living up inside my head yeah 
Wanna go and take from us I vet that 
Mmm mmm
Still got your life and I don’t think you wanna bet that

I I don’t think so
It’s cause I know so 
Make a bit alone might just do it solo
Hit the armory yeah flaunt it it doesn’t bother me 
Visit when you want takes some honesty yeah honestly 
Take in spades the suits won’t even talk for free no
Roll another couple G’s yeah my g’s know
Breathe out easily
I’m focused I’m alright 
They ask the difference it’s difficult it’s always like 

I don’t know how to tell 
My mental hasn’t been doing oh so well 
This feeling seeming bottomless 
I know because I fell down 
And I haven’t reached an ending 
I think it’s all depending
And I’ll learn it all the hard way 
So you don’t have to 
But you won’t listen just like me
And you’ll learn it through the tough way too 
But that’s just you 
And you’re just as likely 

I’ll round the bend now I just need to lend a hand 
Take hold now but make that choice alone 
Allow the rest to take the mend and fill the land 
Yeah you may have won but take a look at what you’ve sowed 
The blade it takes but it gives in bold 
Told again this past has got its hold

leering (irby)

[hook]
could it be more than everything i wanted 
conversations with myself have never felt so haunted
deep anxiety know you could relate
i havent slept i havent eaten
 ive been losing the weight
stuck inside tracing my thoughts 
call that my deep composure
smoking more and more has ruined me 
im such a loner
get nostalgic when i think about my needed closure
its common practice 
with the trauma cause its never over

[verse]
and its not healthy its not right
all the feelings kept inside
i lay awake at night and cry
my god im turning 25
have i wasted 
wasted all my time 
im pacing back and forth with day splits
wonder why im anxious
medicated issues 
its been so hard just to face it
can you be honest when you say it
youre still the reason i dont say shit
and it could never be my favorite 
mirrors in my room to remind me 
what it came with
im my own problem and ive faced it
facing the issue i dont say shit

25 (toyema)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

mixed and mastered by me
beats made by:
acey
ryan kelly

lyrics

if i ask you for another just say no
ill forgive you in the morning
i dont wanna embarrass myself like i did last year on my birthday
its hard finding friends now that im old
everybodys at their real jobs
while im having trouble falling asleep if i dont have anything in my system
and i love you
so much that i hate everything else
and i know ill feel better tomorrow but thats like a million years from now

you said its all about perspective
well im trying to stand at the angle that you want me
wash dirty laundry with your makeup on it
and youre so sensitive so ill try to say it in a way where youll still love me
baby watch me while i attempt to make a love song for you
i got a second pair of headphones so that you can listen to
but you fall asleep on your phone and i end up trashing the whole thing
and im so focused on myself
today lets do what you want to do
ill face everything ive felt
if it means that i could feel you

hope i drink enough tonight that im excited about tomorrow
i drove home less sober than i shouldve been
in hopes that you would follow
i think of everything in life
and why its still so hard to fit in
if we dont have to much time why does it move so fast when im blinking

you said its all about perspective
well im trying to stand at the angle that you want me
wash dirty laundry with your makeup on it
and youre so sensitive so ill try to say it in a way where youll still love me
baby watch me while i attempt to make a love song for you
i got a second pair of headphones so that you can listen to
but you fall asleep on your phone and i end up trashing the whole thing
and im so focused on myself
today lets do what you want to do
ill face everything ive felt
if it means that i could feel you

estate sale (p. acey)

mixed and mastered by me
beats made by:
acey
ryan kelly

lyrics

i could fuck up our whole entire night
and tomorrow ill turn back to ice
just hope by then that youre doing fine
and my visions back from blurry
but theres nothing else to do alone in jersey

wait i cant do this all by myself
in pain i think to much damage was dealt
but i think your fire's making the ice start to melt
and i think your head on top my chest is good for my health
and i think that once i save a life ill love myself
pay no attention to the drugs inside my shelf
im preoccupied with the drugs inside myself
im googling interactions fucking with my health

its all a little late
and im not sure how much time has passed
im sorry to cancel our dinner date
but girl this high's been kicking my ass
trees shaking
and i cant find my car keys
and i dont even want to go outside to smoke this cigarette
and i kiss your chest
with smoky breath
and i dont have much left
but ill give you my eyes
maybe then youll see what i see
and i would die
for somebody to be able to help me

wait i cant do this all by myself
in pain i think to much damage was dealt
but i think your fire's making the ice start to melt
and i think your head on top my chest is good for my health
and i think that once i save a life ill love myself
pay no attention to the drugs inside my shelf
im preoccupied with the drugs inside myself
im googling interactions fucking with my health

alone in jersey (p. ryan kelly)

lyrics

save me from this hole that im dug in
walls smother, open up the curtains
dont treat me, im unimportant
take me down to the garden
leaves dry, ambers in my veins
and time becomes so complicated
it makes me cry
id love just one more try

youre tryna build me up but
i love just breaking down
i live with my head in the clouds
i need you to pull me down when youre around
ill reveal the scars on my back
im so fucked up my heads gonna explode
and maybe im okay with that
its about time ive had some relief from the plight that was bestowed upon me
for the past few months i dont even feel like me
im tryna burn the bridges ive been getting third degrees
i think im cursed or maybe i just got a new disease
either way i hope and pray that youll still stay with me
keep my hopes up, but my eyes low
and ill try to call you on the iphone but youre never picking up

youre never picking up
like this time is it really done
im still just leaking all my blood
i guess im used to all the cuts
i could never lie to you
everyday i wake up just to try for you
seems like nothing i say is getting through to you
swear to God that ill wait till i break for you
my love dont answer when im calling
i put too much on it often
please just listen when im talking
in my dreams i see us
falling down
i dont know who the hell is gonna try to save me now
oh what id do for one more night
God, what id do for one more time

save me from this hole that im dug in
walls smother, open up the curtains
dont treat me, im unimportant
take me down to the garden
leaves dry, ambers in my veins
and time becomes so complicated
it makes me cry
id love just one more try

amber w/ skele (p. acey)

(prod by cxrter x tahtx)
4/14/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @februariesforgotten
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
Send me forth by god
My angel,
Your the only one that could've seen me from this angle
A testament for hours spent,
Your the only devil I've seen of lately

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
They say I'm down on my luck
That shit's outdated
I'm so jaded
Thinking that she's fading out
Said, "She's fading out."

[HOOK]
Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This barn is full of vermin for a cat could never kick em' out

Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This caverns full of serpents, navigate me through another route

[CHORUS]
Saying, one.
Two,
Threw my fucking shoe at a crack head down by the river last week
Saying, "What's new?"
Inside this shitty town
Where nothing ever changes and the drugs are all around

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
I burned like some of your stuff
But that shits already fading

[MARCH22ND]
Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
And I can't help
But hope to hear you call
When you spoke out
That was the last time we talked
In this freezing haunted house
I hear your voice ring though the walls

Get me outta here!
I lost myself about a year ago
It gets bad in here
There's spiders, serpents, rats, and rodents
Picking at your bones
Going mad in here
I hear you wherever I go
In this town of ghosts
It's sad to know they're screaming

Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
Screaming, "Don't go!" don't go.

Barn of Vermin feat. march22nd (cxrter x tahtx)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

“Shadows & Halos” is a raw and powerful journey through the eternal battle between good and evil. With sharp lyricism, heavy beats, and moments of soulful reflection, this album dives deep into the duality within all of us — the hero and the villain, the light we chase, and the darkness we face. Each track paints a vivid story of choices, consequences, redemption, and downfall. It’s an introspective ride through city streets and inner demons, where every song asks: which side are you really on?

Heaven's Warzone

Who Knew  (prod. missutomm)

Wouldn't now how to descripe this ep, some of these songs are old and redone and some are new but they're a fun listen and timeless, and also songs for different moods depending how you're feeling, let me know your fav in the comments!

no more (paryobeats)

rock bottom

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