💔 
It was supposed to be forever.
But promises crack. Smiles fade. And eventually, we wake up.
This is the sound of heartbreak with bass behind it.

🎙️ 
“Cracked” is a vulnerable, blues-heavy spoken word piece about love, illusion, and the moment you finally choose yourself. Built around a husky female voice layered with backup singers, blues rhythm, and deep bass, this song echoes the pain of realizing you gave everything to someone who gave only halfway.

Created from my original writing, voiced and composed using Suno AI, and visualized through soft, heart-heavy clips using Pexels content by Yaroslav Shuraev.

This is for anyone who loved too hard, too deep… and finally let go.

Cracked

lyrics

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive

i took a sip out of something its slowing me down
baby i pour up when youre not around
i treat this shit like a diary, pen spilling blood when im writing it down
this shit been killing my life-force
hate what i say when i sing but i write more
i wish that i could just fight more
shit on my back like im igor
world on my back like im atlas
feel like the same thing
i found my home on your mattress
now im just tryna find something
excuse me while i sing to the dell
lately im living in hell
she said "you feeling yourself"
lately im not feeling myself
big rhinestones on my belt
crushed up can in my hand
im in the back of the party flying
wondering where im gonna land
im in the back of the honda crying
shit youll never understand
i hope that i land
i hope that i land

can you go into a different room im bouta cry
im seeing double whats already seen from different sides
just tryna focus on your face inside this candlelight
and bae im scared ill never change but hell im gonna try
im up recording chopping vocals like a samurai
at peace i think that i could die here laying on your thighs
shits gone on forever and ill die with my sword by my side
singing all these letters the only thing thats keeping me alive


atlas (p. threemvsk)

In this Grownlearn conversation, I sat down with John Knowlton, a former jail chaplain who went on to co-found and scale a wealth management firm to over $1 billion in assets—and then chose to walk away to pursue a deeper calling.

John shares some of the pivotal moments that shaped his path—from working with inmates in DuPage County Jail to leading a billion-dollar financial advisory firm, and now mentoring Christian CEOs through the C12 Group. We talk about how our thinking shapes our outcomes, what success really means, and how service can be a growth strategy—both in business and in life.

He also gives us a peek into his upcoming book, Thinking for Success, a collection of stories designed to spark better thinking and deeper purpose.

If you're building something meaningful—or trying to figure out what that even looks like—this one will speak to you.

👉 More from John at AbundantThoughtRevolution.com
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00:01:20-00:04:21: Jail Chaplain’s Life Impact Insights  
John shares how his time as a jail chaplain shaped his perspective on how personal thinking determines life outcomes—even for those from the same starting point.

00:04:22-00:08:48: Gifts, Service, and Success Pathways
00:08:49-00:12:50: Strategic Growth in Financial Advisory
00:12:51-00:16:01: Storytelling for Leadership Development
00:16:02-00:19:53: Christian Business Leadership Transition
00:19:54-00:23:14: True Greatness Through Selfless Service 
00:23:15-00:26:30: Christian Business Collaboration & Impact  
00:26:31-00:30:58: Josh’s Redemption Through the Trades  
00:30:59-00:34:58: Family Wealth and Shared Governance 
00:34:59-00:38:00: Books, Followership & Abundant Thought

Christian Values Built a $1B Firm John Knowlton’s Journey

Written & performed by Matt Yonge
Produced & mixed by Yunny Goldz

City of Love Freestyle

我是我 我再也不是我

This song was dedicated to my best friend. She was in a relationship where her boyfriend cheated on her. I made this for her, but sadly she never got to see it

Lyrics:

I'm telling you now that I don't have time for your BS
Gotta confess
I'm just tryna get by, just tryna survive with this big mess
Making progress
I don't want to believe any more of your deceit
'Cause you've planted these seeds, what you've sown you will reap
And any more of these little moments that we speak
Will have me falling to my knees, where I kill the memories

I've tried so hard, gave you chance after chance
I'm done with you, I'm done with our romance

I'm telling you now that I don't have time for your BS
Gotta confess
I'm just tryna get by, just tryna survive with this big mess
Making progress
I don't want to believe any more of your deceit
'Cause you've planted these seeds, what you've sown you will reap
And any more of these little moments that we speak
Will have me falling to my knees, where I kill the memories

I love the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you style
I love the way you write
Late at night, I hate our fights
I loved and loved you so, I didn't want to let you go
It hurts me that you had stooped so low, you broke my heart and crushed my soul
I've tried so hard, gave you chance after chance
I'm done with you, I'm done with our romance

I'm telling you now that I don't have time for your BS
Gotta confess
I'm just tryna get by, just tryna survive with this big mess
Making progress
I don't want to believe any more of your deceit
'Cause you've planted these seeds, what you've sown you will reap
And any more of these little moments that we speak
Will have me falling to my knees, where I kill the memories

I'm telling you now that I don't have time for your BS
Gotta confess
I'm just tryna get by, just tryna survive with this big mess
Making progress
I don't want to believe any more of your deceit
'Cause you've planted these seeds, what you've sown you will reap
And any more of these little moments that we speak
Will have me falling to my knees, where I kill the memories

Honesty (Prod. SoundSetters)

I'm Not Your Runaway Train Written by Wayne Tinch

Come On Now *shvde*

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Magic_School_Bus
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dimples_of_Venus
https://www.menshealth.com/sex-women/a61814045/paris-olympics-thirsty-memes/

Mad Honey Mandi - Mood Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'm kinky as fuck so he calls me miss frizzle,
I'm a hot gyal, and ready to make dicks buss, 
Our sex experiments bubble over and don't fizzle
Daddy spray me down with cum ropes, don't drizzle 
He strokes me out to my music and makes my pussy whistle 
My lovers are always horny never thorny, thistle 
My thicc body is high vibration like quartz crystals 
My fat ass claps and pops it's hard to grab a fist full
He and his boys are blowing up my phone to beg for a dick pull
I send him snaps of my feet scrunching and he shoots two spoonful's
He's a menace for my mad Honey, he's stupid and Gooner sinful

(CHORUS)
Horny while writing every song, pussy mood (mhmm yeahhh)
I hope you're listening one handed too (that's it baby)
I'm slippery with silly grool (Grool?)
Goonette life for me because my own pleasure rules
He wants his hands all over me, but I'm interested in fucking the other guys too

(Verse 2)
I twerk and throw it back like it's so simple
Above my ass crack are the marks of Venus, that's two dimples,
I fuck as often as Olympic athletes, "Wimble"
My body is art and he strokes my canvas, my pleasure is the stencil
Goonette life for me, I love the way his tentacle moves
I'm a sucker for sucking them off, my mouth makes his cock bloom,
Gimme a cum facial, add my tongue to make extra room
So horny I can't sit still, shibari knots on my plush body so I can't move
 Gimp mask on me or on you? I'm going to dog walk you through the room
Wipe my feet all over your face until you spurt and oooze,
Call me mommy and I'll pamper and take care of you,
Allow me to be a brat and I'll walk all over you
Sure we can hangout together, but I think you know what I want us to do?

(Fuck do I have to spell it out for you?)
(I want to fuck you)

(CHORUS)
Horny while writing every song, pussy mood (mhmm yeahhh)
I hope you're listening one handed too (that's it baby)
I'm slippery with silly grool (Grool?)
Goonette life for me because my own pleasure rules
He wants his hands all over me, but I'm interested in fucking the other guys too

Mood (Drench Coat Version)

Letting You Go

Welcome to Optimal Reach Collective Artists (ORCA)! This is a musical and visual arts project involving 41 virtual artists given life through Artificial Intelligence. My music can be found on Instagram under Orcasongs and on Youtube as Optimal Reach Collective Artists.

All lyrics are original and I am the sole writer on all songs posted. The instrumentals, vocals, music videos, and album art are generated in collaboration with multiple A.I softwares. Songs are explicit and for adults, lyrics are in the description. Thank you for visiting and having an open mind to emerging technology and ways it can be used to enhance our artistic abilities.

My goal with this project is to learn to better use generation tools, dispel stigma about them, and show that A.I music and virtual A.I artists can be as enjoyable and commercially viable as conventional music. I own the rights to all music and characters posted here, the characters, situations, views, are entirely fictional and for entertainment purposes only. If you would like to use any of my songs in your videos or other projects reach out through email at: optimalreach3@gmail.com, thanks!

Contribute (Cash app): $Moneytummi

https://www.instagram.com/orcasongs/
https://youtube.com/@optimalreachcollectiveartists?si=YSDdklzTRu0Jw423

The Virtual artists of Optimal Reach Collective:

1. Maleena Cassius: Dark Pop, Experimental Pop, Hip-hop, Rock

2. TELNU: Hip-hop, Emo rap, SimpCore, Mumble rap, GamerCore, E-Girls, Anime, Memes, Internet culture, Technology

3. HipGrind:  Rock, Post-hardcore, Melodic Rock, Metal

4. Pierce Plank:  Country, Folk, Experimental Rock, Hip-hop, SimpCore

5. Spooky Entanglement:  EDM, Electric, Hip-hop, Futurism, Pop, Singularity, Artificial Intelligence, technology

6. GOONFOOL:  Hyperpop, GlitchCore, DigiCore, Party, Memes, Rave, Internet culture

7. Ellison Maggot:  Horrorcore, Hip-hop, Pop, HalloweenCore, Horror Rap, Rock, Creepy pasta, MonsterCore

8. Paulette Park:  Country, Country Pop, Folk, Electric Country, Dark Country, Cryptid Country, Hip-hop

9. Bebe Too Niiice:  Hip-hop, Twerk, Lyrical rap, R&B

10. Jupiter Signals:  Rock, Faith based Rock, CommunityCore, FaithCore, FriendshipCore, Religion

11. Billy Bait Car:  Hip Hop, Pop, Alternative Rock, Racing, Singularity, Virtual Reality, Artificial Intelligence, Futurism

12. Nora Ganymede:  Dark Pop, CellarCore, Phonaesthetics, NumberCore, ScrambleCore, SynesthesiaCore, Word Salad, Retro, Reality, Cosmic Horror, Time Travel

13. Violette Zinnia:  Folk, Dark Pop, Pop, Mystery, Supernatural, Ghost, Monstercore, creepypasta

14. Fortuna Pelk:  Folk, Pop, Synth Pop, FairyCore, Environmental Conservation, Communitycore, Climate Change

15. Vouple Goalz:  Pop, Pop Rock, Post-hardcore, Horrorcore, Monstercore, Vampire Fantasy

16. Preppy Gxd Steven:  Hip-hop, Pop, PreppyCore, PrepCore, Crypto, Finance, tech bro, Robotics, memes, Internet culture, technology

17. EverSong Mall:  Dark Pop, LiminalCore, 90's Pop, Retro, Horrorcore, Creepy Pasta, BuildingCore, MallCore, Monstercore

18. CHOMP CHAMP!!!:  Rock, Pop, ZombieCore, MonsterCore, Creepy Pasta, Horror, Video Games, memes

19. Gene, The Lich: Hip-hop, Pop, HorrorCore, Scramo, Singularity, Futurecore, Robotics, Gene modification, Body Modification, Artificial Intelligence, technology

20. Victor Vibe:  Hip-hop, Pop, Experimental Rock, Friendshipcore, Positive Vibes, Kindness, Self Help, Motivational Speech, Meditation

21. Katherine Caroline KateFish:  Hip-hop, Pop, Experimental, RealityCore, SimulationCore, Cosmic Horror, Clown, Horror 

22. Devon Debonair:  Hip-hop, Pop, Emo Pop, Horror, MonsterCore, RPG, Monster Hunting, HunterCore, Hero, Supernatural, video games 

23. Miranda Annalise Odo (Mad Honey Mandi):  Hip-hop, Post-Hardcore, Hyperpop, Sex, Relationships

24. Parental Troll:  - Hip-hop, Married Life, FamilyCore, Anime, Memes, Relationships, Drugs, Partying

25. The Deviled Eggs:  Rock, Country, Techno, MonsterCore, Supernatural, Monsterhuntercore, Creepy pasta, Monstercore

26. Vetabayrhimrah:  Horrorcore, Dark Pop, Hip-hop, MonsterCore, Creepy Pasta

27. Inner Shu:  Pop, Country, Hyperpop, Fantasy, Supernatural, Cosmic Horror, Monsterhunter 

28. A Woman With A Sword:  Reggaeton, Hip-hop, Fantasycore, Adventure, Video Games, RPG, MonsterCore, HunterCore, Hero

29. Imogen Darp:  Dark Pop, Reggaeton, Rock, Love, Extraterrestrials, Romance, Existentialism, Relationships, Monstercore, Horror, Cosmic Horror

30. Imelda With Dragon Hands:  Rock, Synth Pop, Choir, Fantasycore, Monstercore, RPG, Adventure

31. Rowan Frey:  Death Metal, K-pop, Monstercore, Zombiecore, Horrorcore, Horror, Technology

32. Super Millennium Troop:  Rock, Hip-hop, Monstercore, Hero, Cosmic, Superhero, Supernatural

33. Oliver Edgelord:  Hip-hop, Brainrot, Memes, Creepy Pasta, Horror, Singularity, Emo, Internet culture

34. Deep Aberration Lab: Orca (D.A.L.O):  Pop, Rock, Paranormal, Monsters, Monstercore, Supernatural, Science, Hollow Earth

35. Qwicked Fast: R&B, Hyperpop, Superhero, Love, Cosmic Horror, Supernatural, Battle

36. Sybil Psychonaut:  Triphop, retro, 90s, Supernatural, Paranormal, Psychic, Psionics

37. Beatrice Cone:  Alternative Rock Folk, Folk, retro, Supernatural

38. Max Malarkie:  Alternative Rock, Hip-hop, Supernatural, Paranormal, Monster, Monstercore

39. Infinite E-Girl:  Pop, Retro, Singularity, Robotics, Digital Human, Artificial Intelligence, Chatbot

40. Beatrice Cone:  Folk, Alternative Rock, Math Rock, Honeybees, Nature, Climate change, technology

41. Madeline Mayflies:  R&B, Folk, Cult, Apocalypse, Death, Horror, Creepy, Immortality,

rock bottom

for business inquiries- notaherosmusic@gmail.com


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Just a guy that likes to write songs & share his thoughts from up top on the map. 

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