sleepless nights (lofi demo)

anxious toxicity (dead to me)

my heart can't take this damage ♡

A haunting ballad that weaves melancholy violin melodies with poetic lyrics about lost love and heartbreak. This emotional journey explores the aftermath of a relationship through the metaphor of a broken symphony, where each note carries the weight of memories and unfulfilled promises.

The song paints vivid imagery of moonlit sorrow and dancing shadows, creating an atmospheric soundscape that captures the raw vulnerability of a heart learning to heal. With its ethereal string arrangements and deeply personal storytelling, "Shattered Symphony" transforms pain into art, offering solace to anyone who has experienced the bittersweet echoes of love lost.

Perfect for late-night listening, contemplative moments, or anyone seeking music that speaks to the soul's deepest emotions.

Shattered Symphony

Official song title: "Sad Songs" by Loverboy Ghost

Disclaimer: I do not own exclusive rights to the picture or beat used.

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Sad Songs” lyrics:

Chorus:
My heart is gone
My heart is gone 
Now all I make is sad songs
And songs you could f*ck to
My heart is gone
My heart is gone 
Now all I make is sad songs
And songs you could f*ck to

Verse:
I told Tania and Angelina
That loved them
But I didn’t know what love was
Until I met Rae
Had her screaming my name for days
I should’ve put my heart away
Should’ve know I would get played 
I don’t believe in trust
But I still love
So bring your body my way
Make that a** shake 
If you get lonely
You know you can call me
We can have a private party
I’m heartless these h*es can’t hurt me
Fool me once
I can’t get fooled again
Fuck friends I don’t need them
If I ever end up in the friendzone
I’ll still find my way into her end zone 
I get her wet, wet, wet, wet, wet
Can’t give her trust
But we could have s*x, s*x, s*x, s*x
It’s f*ck my exs
But I still want to f*ck on my exs
No hate in my heart
But my heart is gone
They all did me wrong

Chorus:
My heart is gone
My heart is gone 
Now all I make is sad songs
And songs you could f*ck to
My heart is gone
My heart is gone 
Now all I make is sad songs
And songs you could f*ck to

Sad Songs

This text portrays the heavy aftermath of love when a relationship ends. The narrator describes how every shared moment, laughter, light, and the promise of dawn, has transformed into a burden growing heavier by the day. In the verses, each morning is met with loneliness and exhaustion, as grief gathers like a stone in the chest. The chorus conveys the unbearable feeling of being pulled under, the heart tearing apart under the weight of fleeting memories that slip away, leaving pieces of “us” scattered with every passing day. In the bridge, the narrator realizes that despite wanting to hold on, they must let go, the scars left behind are proof of love’s strength and fragility. Throughout, the central theme is the impossibility of carrying another’s heart: how even the strongest love can shatter, and how, ultimately, releasing it becomes the only way to endure.
Enjoy it as much I did when i wrote it....

I Can’t Carry Your Heart Anymore

Produced by Peril

Lyrics-

I've been sleeping the whole day 
You been tryna make a play
I just haven't been awake
I feel bad that's my mistake
Let me know if I'm to late 
I can get you anything 
Introduce you to the gang 
Baby I just wanna hang

I just wanna hang 
Wanna talk in our own slang
But all that's in my brain is a couple things you said to me
To me to me to me

I've been sleeping the whole day 
You been tryna make a play
I just haven't been awake
I feel bad that's my mistake
Let me know if I'm to late 
I can get you anything 
Introduce you to the gang 
Baby I just wanna hang

I just wanna hang 
Wanna talk in our own slang
But all that's in my brain is a couple things you said to me
To me to me to me

You got that hour glass and shape
I got nothing left to say
Who is he 
Who is they 
I cant do this no today
How did I get hurt
Girl you wanted me first 
Started of with just concern 
Now your leaving me worse

Now your leaving me worse 
Can I put this in reverse
Is this all just one big curse
Cause why does this still happen to me
To me to me to me

I've been sleeping the whole day 
You been tryna make a play
I just haven't been awake
I feel bad that's my mistake
Let me know if I'm to late 
I can get you anything 
Introduce you to the gang 
Baby I just wanna hang

I just wanna hang 
Wanna talk in our own slang
But all that's in my brain is a couple things you said to me
To me to me to me







2 Me (Prod. Peril)

real heartbreak song prod. RRAREBEAR

Official song title: "Mine or Just My Turn" by Loverboy Ghost

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"Mine or My Turn" lyrics

Intro:
Uh

Chorus:
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
Are you mine or is it just my turn?

Verse:
If it's mine
Then Ima hold you down
If it's my turn
Then I'm a let it burn
You know I love to earn you love
I know I got to earn your trust
When we fuck
Yes its magical 
Don't break my heart 
Yea that's critical
But if you do
I put the blame on you
But you won't
Cause my hearts icy 
Look how I move
She likes how I move
Louis V all on me
Make it clap for me
If it's just for me
Come here 
I want it on time
She on her knees
She knows it’s time for
She knows it's time for 
D
Is it mine?
You know I gotta ask

Bridge:
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
My turn
My turn

Chorus:
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
Are you mine or is it just my turn?
Are you mine or is it just my turn?

Outro:
Uh, uh, uh

Mine Or Just My Turn

Twice

hi chinny!
hi genesis!
hi cee!

***LYRICS BELOW***

Aye, keep it on the low, low, aye-
Keep it on the low, low, low!-
Keep it on the low, low, low...
Babe, don't let it show!

Yeah, please don't let me go, go, go-
Baby, I don't wanna go, go, go!
Baby, please just let me know, know, know-
If I need to take it slow!-

Take it slow-
Pop a pill.
I just wanna chase all of the thrills.

Cops are knockin' at my door but they don't see the coke in my hand!
Now I gotta hide all the evidence.
You might feel from some pain from that needle, but you better not wince. I-

Gotta get rid of all the evidence, evidence-
Baby, I promise we ain't gettin' caught with this-
-Caught with this!

This is something that we can't explain!
Barging through the door, but the drugs ain't hit my brain!

Low, low, aye-
Keep it on the low, low, low!-
Keep it on the low, low, low...
Babe, don't let it show!

Yeah, please don't let me go, go, go-
Baby, I don't wanna go, go, go!
Baby, please just let me know, know, know-
If I need to take it slow!-

You said love was impossible!
But love was my obstacle!
Babe, I need an obstacle!
Or I can't be optimal...

Think I need a doctor, too
Pop one pill, I might pop two-
There's something I've gotta do...
Confessing my love to you!~

Aye, keep it on the low, low, aye-
Keep it on the low, low, low!-
Keep it on the low, low, low...
Babe, don't let it show!

Yeah, please don't let me go, go, go-
Baby, I don't wanna go, go, go!
Baby, please just let me know, know, know-
If I need to take it slow!-

0N TH4 LOW !

Official song title: "Straight to Tokyo" by Loverboy Ghost

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“Straight to Tokyo” lyrics

Chorus:
We’re boarding Delta
Straight to Tokyo
She’s down to go
Four star hotel
She put on a show

Verse:
Baby get undress, let me rock your body before we go out to eat
She’s rocking Louis V
She’s matching me
I like her energy
She’s having Sushi
I’ll get ramen
Like I’m Naruto 
She calls me sensei
Cause I’m training her body
It’s hot like hibachi 
Her pussy wet
Tsunami 
She wants to hydrate with some sake
Hop in a Ferrari, just to hit a party
Music blasting, we’re getting gnarly 

When we get back to the hotel
She puts me under her spell
She smells like Chanel number five
I’m the captain
I’m ready to set sail in between her 
Thighs 

Chorus:
We’re boarding Delta
Straight to Tokyo
She’s down to go
Four star hotel
She put on a show

Straight to Tokyo

I had made this song before in the past and things tend to recycle you know kind of return in our lives and hoping that this is not a return of the same cycle currently in my life especially now but unfortunately this song kind of resurfaced with this beat at the same time and it just feels right and it's kind of scaring me so God's will God bless all thanks be to God

UnSure B4 (now I am so sure)

🌘 Genre: Alt-Trap • Ambient R&B • Grunge-Soul 
🖤 For fans of: introspective vocals, haunting production, dreamlike melodies
🔁 Replay if you’ve ever felt like you’re searching for someone in the static.

Lyrics:

All of these thoughts are somewhere
I know I need to breathe, sometimes
But you’ve been off floating somewhere,
Beautiful soul I can’t find my head

You’ve been off floating far away
A silent song you won’t replay
Beautiful soul lost in the haze
I’m stuck in nights that steal my days

Where did you go where do you hide
A piece of you still lives inside
I reach for air but drown instead
Beautiful soul I’ve lost my head

The stars they whisper tales of you
But every path is veiled from view
A shadow dances out of sight
A fleeting dream in endless night

I chase the echo of your voice
But silence leaves me no choice
A labyrinth of faded time
I search for you but never find

Where did you go where do you hide
A piece of you still lives inside
I reach for air but drown instead
Beautiful soul I’ve lost my head

Beautiful Soul

im fine / im sad

A haunting ballad about love's aftermath and the weight of memory. This melancholic track explores the landscape of heartbreak through vivid imagery of rain, wind, and moonlight - each element reflecting the narrator's inner turmoil as they navigate the empty spaces left behind by lost love.

Lost in the Shadows

skies dark blue
from me and you
like it knew
we are through...

my heart breaks for you
its so sad yet true
what you could do

let me tell you
had no warning
held your pain
now natures calling

I know (yes I know)
you don't (and you won't)
you think you know (you think you won)
but what you've done (what have you done)

let me break it down to ya
we had it real love from the start
been gay but found labels don’t mean shit
I know my loves the fucking best and its gonna pop off
you’re gonna see it
don’t you ever sleep on me
when ur dreaming I know I’m just all in it
do you miss it?
like I miss it?
Sometimes I just wanna go back and kiss it
but listen you wanna deny everything good
all real love hard to spare behind a vision
you left me to repair my heart and soul
blame it all behind the bigger picture
why are you a victim?
remember, you’re a victim
yeah so innocent
well karmas listening
maybe already did it
cause after that, my love for u is dwindling

I know what you've been told
you think you can run the show
but you know my
my heart is gold

my heart is gold

Sometimes I can feel your tears on my pillow. 
When you're lying, beside me, in my bed.
I'm wondering, what can this be.
This must be love, or what is wrong with me.

I don't want to hurt you.
What is it, that makes me feel so blue?

Together, we could make a living
But there’s something, that’s making me so sad.
Is it, what I should be giving.
Oh, baby, baby, all I want is you

I don't want to hurt you. 
What is it that makes me feel so blue?
Is it my way of living?
Or is it you.

I can't give you, what you need. 
I can't live my life , in this heat.
This is all that I can give, this is more than I’e ever  given,…
I can't give you, what you need.
I can't live my life, in this heat.
This is all,….this is more than I’ve ever given,…

We're cached by life.
No doubt about it.
I'm sorry, but that's what life should be.

I can't give you, what you need.
I can't live my life , in this heat.
This is all that I can give, this is more than I’ve ever  given,…
I can't give you, what you need. 
I can't live my life, in this heat.
This is all,….this is more than I’ve ever given,…

Is it you?
Is it you?
It is you!


In Time (definite demo)

“I’m doin’ fine” by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight
“I’m doin’ fine” is a confessional disguised as a mantra—a late-night truth wrapped in soft denial. With its bittersweet acoustic-folk instrumentation and a voice that drifts between raw and reflective, the song walks a tightrope between vulnerability and performance. The lyrics paint the portrait of someone who says they’re okay—again and again—until the words lose meaning, until all that’s left is the echo of unresolved pain.

Whether you've whispered “I’m fine” to avoid a breakdown or masked your silence with a smile, this track understands that strange space between appearing okay and feeling anything but. It doesn’t force catharsis—it simply lets you sit in it.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah... oh-oh
I don’t wanna cry no more, yeah
But these tears keep fallin’ on the floor, yeah

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Verse 1]
Heartbreak hotel, I check in again
Room full of memories, drownin' in sin
Took all my love, left me empty within
Now I chase highs just to balance the spins

I been lost in my thoughts, I been trapped in my mind
Demons talkin’ to me, sayin’ "boy, you outta time"
Pop another pill just to feel a little light
But the dark still lingers, I can’t say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
Told me that you’d stay, but you walked away
Now I’m in the deep end, drownin’ in the pain
Tears in my cup, mix it with the rain
I can’t feel my heart, yeah, it’s not the same

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Verse 2] (fast rap section)
Shadows in my room and they talk back (yeah)
Sayin’ that I’ll never get my heart back (yeah)
I been runnin’ from myself, where the love at?
Tried to fill the void but it’s all black

Late night thoughts got me grippin’ on a fifth
Every single memory is cuttin’ like a slit
She said she love me but she lyin’ through her lips
Now I’m fallin’ even deeper in abyss, uh

[Bridge]
Lost soul driftin’, I been tryna stay afloat
Fake smiles on me, but they never even know
I been cryin’ out loud, but my tears don’t show
If I fade away, will they even know?

[Chorus]
I cry, I cry, I cry all night
Tryna numb the pain but it won’t subside
I lie, I lie, say I’m doin’ fine
But deep down, I’m barely alive

[Outro]
I don’t wanna cry no more, yeah
But these tears keep fallin’ on the floor, yeah

🔻 Personal Reflection
Not every song I write is born from a wound. Sometimes, it's just about catching a moment in the dark that we've all stumbled through—whether it was last night or ten years ago. “I’m doin’ fine” isn’t about me falling apart... it’s about what it feels like when we all pretend we’re not.

It’s the phrase people say when they want the questions to stop. It’s what you tell yourself to keep going. This track doesn’t resolve anything. It just admits that pretending is its own kind of pain—and sometimes that’s the bravest truth you can sing.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
At its core, 4Me2BeFree is about telling the truth through sound. Not every truth is loud. Some whisper. Some hurt. Some heal. With “I’m doin’ fine,” the vision was to create something that felt cinematic and raw—a song that doesn’t demand your attention but lingers with you after it’s over.

This is what we do. We take moments you’ve lived through—and give them a melody you didn’t know you needed.

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I’m doin’ fine

The greatest musical artist ever.
Love, heartbreak, and luxury songs.

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

we here for a good time, not a long time

Discord: @hiroshimal.
TikTok: @hiroshimawled
Spotify: @hiroshimal

2025-04-18
Wow, over 42000 plays of my songs so far – absolutely amazing. Thank you ALL for listening! I’ll continue my journey and create much more music for you!

About me in short:
A creative soul who creates emotional music in both Swedish and English. Much of my writing comes from personal experiences, both highs and lows. I hope that others also can relate to my music and lyrics.

I use FL Studio PRO 2024, doing my own mastering.

Musicvideo on youtube
https://youtu.be/iAKY5J1_h_I?si=392mEZYyvtgQC12Y

Album: Hardest Pill, on Spotify 
https://open.spotify.com/album/6BqmMVQhR8RrOYvacc0LFP?si=sHUnSxzGQUqS_SJ_2HqIHQ

Writing songs that helps me cope with my Anxiety & Depression and maybe in the process help you too, because even though it's hard, I know it's worth it.

Higher Level ‘til Infinity

REST IN PARADISE XIIITHEGOD

Affiliated with Higher Level, Splash Media Ent., RMS

Producer, songwriter, artist, videographer, editor, musician

DANCE YOUR HEART OUT! <3
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stay strong ;
we in this together <3

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