prod. xoolice
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blow ya mind ft. kishin

w/ @notaheroo
produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

and she said baby just stay
i promise you gon be okay
i made a fool out myself last night
i’ll try to forget it, but it happens every time

i wanna see you when you see me as a rockstar
and seeing me like this, i know that it’s hard
it’s hard
i broke your heart
you own my heart
the city stops and all of the lights are on
and now i don’t feel it all
now i don’t feel at all

i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

picture perfect (cxrter x threemvsk)

lyrics

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel none now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that tshirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

i been drinking
swear to God that i been drinking
can’t fight this feeling
wanna push my face through the drywall
baby blow my head off
shit look like a firework when you paint the wall
got different colors in this blunt shit look like paintball
the way she grab my tower she look like king kong
imma throw up the next morning i feel like godzilla
don’t fuck with me cuz i got killers
and you too soft like chinchilla
and you think you real but im way realer
i’m leaning like i’m skrilla every time that

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

girl you know id be lying if i said i ain’t excited when i call you
but baby what you calling for?
i’m still mad but that don’t mean i ain’t falling for you
girl you way too much
but you mean the world to me
and if i break this off come send the calvary
bet they don’t do much to me, got this big knife inside of my jeans
i’m smoking on autumn leaves
this keef treat me like creatine
be careful with my heart it’s leased
at the end of the day at least imma spike what i’m drinking

i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

beer before liquor (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

it’s what true love will do it’s what true love will do
i packed this blunt with purple hairs and now im feeling blue
blue, baby can you tell me what’s new
cause ever since you left me i’ve been losing my mind
yeah i swear i do this all the fucking time
drop a couple track and then i go ghost online
but i swear i really ain’t that hard to fuckin find
yeah find, i do this all the time

notahero:

no surprise
every night if im getting sleep its cause im fried
remember that one night that had left me traumatized
if i keep on taking these drugs ill feel alright
but if i keep on taking these drugs then imma die
okay so we gotta get violent
crazy how your love feels just like violence
im too geeked with my homies in the jag
amiro rose the fronto leaf up like a flag
i just pray at night that you feel it too
believe me i dont want to walk away from you
frankly i dont know why i keep running right back to you
can we work this out
i know i dont talk a lot
i just dont want to fight
so i guess youre right

brecken:

know you well
send a couple texts and ghost me its alright
its hard to feel you said but that was after we had something nice

but its alright its alright
i swear i seen this a hunnid times
you’ll keep stallin til its too late then it’s never mind
wishy washy you gon trip while ima stay in line
and ion change the topic ik that you changin mine
you said im genuine and genuinely i feel i fell short
stuff i never said somehow makin you run out the door
put away my sword
ill open the gate
thought these castle walls would make it harder to escape
nah nah nah im wrong once again knew id break
& howd it take a day or two for you cuz i been upset
& u been much less
howd you make me feel a way and then u dump me out with the rest
it made me loveless
made me love less

lil booj:

they just wanna know all about you 
once they know enough it’s all let go
they don’t want it any further closing up  

theres no rush yeah to take that final toll 
It’s not my role 
swear that it’s the same doing what I’m told 
take off the rust forming on my soul 
what am I to do with a core so cold 

Got nothing to say about it sure take that time 
come around to the answer when I’m calling that’s my sign 

Little burden never there when you want me 
rolling up king size on the balcony 
you can hear the metal clang when I’m walking 
I think you’d be the last person to cause a scene

eof:

it’s taken too long to forget your face
it’s taken too long to to get out this place
i didn’t know what to do when you told the truth
said you were leaving me in a day or 2 
oh in day or 2 like fuck you
you didn’t give me anytime now my screws are loose
i mean this fucked over my life but it’s what you had to do
i wanna hate you but i guess that’s what true love will do

eof x notahero x brecken x lil booj - in a day or 2 (wstdtime x sorrowbringer)

lyrics

only thing i wanna buy is time
when i blow up, selling tickets for free like shots at the line
you dont wanna play those games no more and thats fine
baby imma be alright
its like you know im waiting for the end when you drive straight to my house and you lift me up
wonder how i made it to my house when im this fucked up
none of this shit was ever in the playbook but i cant take the bus
half the shit i do, the moms on facebook like "control your son"
but this is all of my doing
havent been inside of my head as of late but now im tryna move in
tryna move on if you standing in front of me get out my way
i got them waiting on the next track, dont know what imma say yet
been going to sleep so high i cant tell if im even awake yet
should be a picture perfect life, somebody smeared up the painting

jai's lyrics soon...

chrysalis w/ love jai (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

common rainy nights
sweat soaked sheets
ill try to keep you dry
hold onto me
i had the best time
looked forward all week
i can swallow these nights when you wake up next to me

can we find a world where i can find a better way
barely holding on but i know that im not holding on alone
i think youre so
pretty in the way you look at me on late night walks
when the rest of the worlds asleep
with you by my side ill fight till the end
ill face towards the wind
think if you left
rather be dead

everything is so fucked up
running on faith
winters here
i wont break
ill just steer
down this road
with you here
ill take a left
find a place to park and stop so you can take a breath
i know just how it feels to be alone dont have to guess
i really think that i could call you home if you accept
we're really not that different youre a reflection of me
but we're different after all when you think about it
im so cold while you cry and scream
and thats the problem
my head so cloudy
i been tryna eradicate these thoughts but im still so depressed
im preaching to the rest ill say it with my chest
ill scream your name out from the mountain cliffs
you been tryna show me but im too stupid i cant take the hint
wanna punch my fist right through the wall but i cant take the hit
they still sleeping on me makes me think that im not meant for this
but ill still fight until im dead but honest, feel like fucking shit
baby hold me while im suffering you heal me with your skin
and pause the next time that you smile cause i wanna take it in
and all these miles adding up but i dont care
id crawl to you if i had to

know youre so sad
and the way you look at me it breaks my heart
can you feel my presence here i promise youre not alone in this dark
i know my eyes are grey and lately my whole body hurting
but imma get back up cause what im fighting for is worth it

can we find a world where i can find a better way
barely holding on but i know that im not holding on alone
i think youre so
pretty in the way you look at me on late night walks
when the rest of the worlds asleep
with you by my side ill fight till the end
ill face towards the wind
think if you left
rather be dead

a romance movie i keep rewatching (p. qazers x everestdidthis)

Lyrics Below: 
verse 1: Wtf did u do to me girl, you a freak show, such a fool's game - you made of me 

"She ate up my Body, It's all in distress! 
Pressure-Points in my body - all this pain in my chest!  

wake me up in the morning, im still mourning as in life, as in death! 
(x2) -chorus 

verse 2:

distress calls!

distress calls (s0ftskelet0ns)

notahero, if u want this removed pls lmk <3
i made it entirely for fun
itll be gone as soon as i see the message / comment etc

(Only thing I-)
Wanna do is love my life
I just wanna sit inside 
Everything gets to hard me 
Walk in a room I'm startling 

They do not like me I promise it's better the way that is cuz I'm too busy hurting 
Look at my eyes you can tell I'm nervous 
Baby I'm sorry i think that you're perfect 

Life in my baggy jeans 
They try to lecture me
I don't need therapy 
They do not care for me 

Fuck it ill do it alone 
Packing my shit and Im blowing my dome 

I do not want any hoes 
I just want you to my own
Move out and a live in a home
Together we growing so old 

Tuesday 
I'm gone 
I can't 
Do wrong 
Wednesday 
your eyes 
Tell me 
new lies 

I know that I'm a mistake
So Get out my face 
If I had died today 
Know that you'd spit on my grave 
Hope that you realize
I'm alive

notahero + love jai "chrysalis" but i added my own verse (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

im gonna press luck, im gonna take a chance
"can you stay strong for me till i come back?"
what he said when he left in the night's black
oh he never stood a chance shouldve never left
i know this journeys gonna take a couple months
but the reward for this dragons too much
if i never make it home find love
just know that you are the reason i fought, for so long
and if i die bury me with my sword in your backyard
watch the flowers that bloom from me turn into marajuana
but im not dead yet, so baby dont plan nothing
i see this bounty as our future so im leaving here with something

town fool
ill just ride away
and prove myself today

and im no knight in shining armor
but ill stand at the face of the dragon if  you let me
its just so heavy
and id rather stay in the fire than harm her
and im destined to die so why wont you just let me
its just so tempting
its just so tempting

as he progresses on his journey with his sword held tight he walks through both day and night
polishes his armor as he sits by the fire says "ill kill this dragon if it takes my life"
but i never been much of a fighter
im frankly tripping over myself when im walking, im tired
i know a hero is what you desire
and as i near the cave
all my fears drift away
kiss the picture of your face
one of us is gonna die today
but he lights the place up

town fool
shouldve just walked away
aint have to prove yourself today

and im no knight in shining armor
but ill stand at the face of the dragon if  you let me
its just so heavy
and id rather stay in the fire than harm her
and im destined to die so why wont you just let me
its just so tempting
its just so tempting

a hero's journey 2 (p. qazers)

lyrics

its my life to fuck up
and im on these drugs
im just tryna find a way to feel but youre calling me gross
i know im gonna fall and its decided
im just wondering where ill land
in your arms or on the side of the road
cmon baby tell me what you gonna do
cause really i sleep better when im with you
give you all my time
cause youre my whole life

its my life to fuck up
and im on these drugs
im just tryna find a way to feel but youre calling me gross
i know im gonna fall and its decided
im just wondering where ill land
in your arms or on the side of the road
baby can you tell me what you gonna do
cause really i sleep better when im with you
give you all my time
cause youre my whole life

feel the same
i been feeling this way for too long
and all the words i wanna say get bit along with my tongue
cause i wanna be perfect for you
cause i wanna be perfect for you
yea i wanna be perfect for you
yea i wanna be perfect for you
i put my armor on lets go to war
you shooting arrows at my heart i cant block with a sword
maybe we should take some time
smoke a couple spliffs and get too high
lets go
whatever you say, if you say so
whatevers in this cup got me moving in slo-mo
now my heart froze
im tryna find you but when i wake up im all alone
im tryna find something out there other than this styrofoam
girl why you keep pulling my heartstrings this shit getting old
can you feel that?
oh i can feel it
only thing im missing now is the feelings
lets go
so much shit that i dont know
just feel so unstable
maybe i just need to let go
let go

its my life to fuck up
and im on these drugs
im just tryna find a way to feel but youre calling me gross
i know im gonna fall and its decided
im just wondering where ill land
in your arms or on the side of the road
baby can you tell me what you gonna do
cause really i sleep better when im with you
give you all my time
cause youre my whole life

mythical pull (p. under the maple tree)

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