The Upload 06.10

Across the stars (feat. yvng axstn, ripghosty)

Sorry mom

prod bear

LYRICS
woke up in my bathroom
stumbled to my bedroom
im not afraid of drugs
im afraid of what they could do
to me n my body im still growin
but this shit is my hobby now
i feel like throwing up
cus ive wasted my time on shit that doesn't matter
they sit and tell me lies like its gonna get better
but it never gets better it all stays the same
i been underneath the weather bby make me feel like rain
so we can kiss in it ill forget about my pain
even for a secind bby make me feel okay
new faces by my side i still feel the same
cloudy thoughts of death keep cloggin up my brain
but i
cant feel a thing
these days its been so tough
so i
dont say a thing
and hope u notice me

i feel like throwing up

1 of many tracks from the vault...(; 

IG; pinkcig 
twitter: @pinkcig 

IG:_jxhnsxlx_
twitter: @jxhnsxlx 

cover art by @purrpheart 
IG: purrpheart

moons w/ pink cig & john solo (prod.swxrds)

prod bear

LYRICS
im losin all my friends yea
sometimes i jus pretend that
ur still right here with me
but it aint been the same since u hit that tree
now i numb myself with everything
i can get my hands on it aint helpin me
but at least im livin comfortably
while the hospital bed is where u sleep :( fuck
u cant get any rest there
come stay with me
i'd treat u o so nice dear
can u help me please
im high like every night but
at least im free
call me the i don't care bear
cus ima freak ! :p

where'd my friends go

6 Feet

praYeR - fall back feat. Roan (prod. @nickmira_ & prettyboyron)
Mix & Mastering @prayermusic
Hope you guys like it 💔

Release date:
2 October 2019

fall back feat. Roan [prod. nick mira & prettyboyron]

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~ falling apart (feat. deadfish)

Lyrics:

and ill never leave your side again
ill write lover letters instead'
you had me since the day we met

and i just wanna tell u
that i just fucking miss u
and all the things we did back then

hopin out your bed
i just gotta admit
i can never forget all the things we said
on my chest is where u rest your head
watching the sunrise instead

deadbrokes verse coming soon

love letters w/ deadbroke (prod. nevrfall)

@gloom3
Twitter.com/ihategloome
@sadmccn
twitter.com/sadmccn
- prod. nxturnal

Lyrics 
stab me in the back this time 
said it's over and you cried 
swore i didn't lie though
my grip let go
sent drunk texts at 2am
put you in your place
said stay out of my face
don't
tell me one more time it's my fault
tell me one more time not to call
you know i meant it
said i'm demented
lights out
drug on me
iced out
so cold can't breath
suns out
no clouds
but never felt so gloomE

(gloomE)
This aint relapse
This a sickness
I don’t wanna fight back
Come back cause u miss this
I’ve been off the shit
Haven’t popped for a minute
Everything consumes me please just give me intermission
Yeah
Fucked up straight A’s
Never took a test sober
Now i lose cash getting home with a uber
Left me on read all i wanted was closure
Maybe someday we could talk when we’re older

Maybe we could talk it over when we're older 
numb, running til the holes burn through my lungs
cause' you might just believe
your crooked tongue

gloomE (Feat. gloomE)

drowning in my car because i opened the sun roof while its raining

ain't my type

ain't my type (feat. kais) [Prod. Rodger]

Special (feat. Keagan)

prod. @trechorboy
cover art @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy, @itsyungvan

[VAN]

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i dont wanna talk to anyone

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i jus wanna run away and hide

[TRECH]

i cant really talk right now
like i dont rlly think its a good time
i still be alive somehow
even when i try to die

im crying in my basemtent now
spinal fluid leaks straight into my eyes
everything that i allow
somehow im still scraping by

[VAN]

yeah i feel alone
nobody's calling me anymore
i dont even know why i have a phone
if everybody's just gonna go ghost
yeah, a 2 seater with a tube heater
ill drive out west just to go and meet her
im so fucking delusional id fly
if i wasn't afraid i would die

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i dont wanna talk to anyone

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i jus wanna run away and hide

[TRECH]

i cant really talk right now
like i dont rlly think its a good time
i still be alive somehow
even when i try to die

im crying in my basemtent now
spinal fluid leaks straight into my eyes
everything that i allow
somehow im-

~still scraping by~
~still scraping by~

The Upload 06.10

Kaz Breakerr