these songs are songs i made in my dark state from heartbreak and trauma thats why i named it dont judge me i want you all to hear me on these songs may have explicit lyrics buti need my listeners to listen and continue to pray for me

2022  Freestyle

My Energy (prod. tylerx6)

"Faithful" is about staying faithful no matter what life throws. You know where your help comes from. No matter what happens stay faithful to the process and know that it will all pan out how it’s intended to. God's got you.

Faithful

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[Verse 1]
I can still see the tears in your eyes,
When I broke us down with a thousand lies.
You gave me warmth when I turned cold,
Now I’m haunted by the love I sold.

[Verse 2]
I thought I was strong, but I was scared,
Too afraid to need, too numb to care.
You gave your soul, I threw it away,
Now I live with the ghosts I made that day.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve walked through the silence you left behind,
Every echo’s a mirror of my crime.
If I could bleed it out, I would,
If I could trade my heart, I should.

[Chorus]
Will you ever forgive me for my past?
For the hurt that burned, for love I crashed?
Don’t define me by the worst I’ve been,
I’m still learning what it means to begin.

[Verse 3]
I replay our laughter, the light in your face,
Now it’s shadows in an empty space.
I thought I knew what freedom meant,
But I lost my soul in my own descent.

[Verse 4]
You said love was patient, love was kind,
But I broke that truth, I crossed that line.
Now I stand alone, confessing my pain,
Praying your heart will say my name again.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve faced the mirror, I’ve faced my sin,
It’s ugly, raw, but it’s where I begin.
If love has grace, then I will kneel,
To show you the man who learned to feel.

[Chorus]
Will you ever forgive me for my past?
For the hurt that burned, for love I crashed?
Don’t define me by the scars you see,
I’m more than the ghost I used to be.

[Bridge]
I can’t erase the nights you cried,
But I can love you right this time.
Every mistake carved truth in me,
Every loss taught me how to see.

[Verse 5]
If I could hold you, I wouldn’t speak,
I’d let my silence show I’m weak.
Weak for your love, strong for the pain,
Fighting to prove I won’t break again.

[Pre-Chorus]
I know forgiveness takes its time,
But I’ll wait for you between the lines.
If healing means I lose my pride,
Then I’ll bleed it out from the inside.

[Chorus]
Will you ever forgive me for my past?
For the hurt that burned, for love I crashed?
Don’t define me by the worst I’ve been,
I’m still learning what it means to begin.

[Bridge 2]
I was broken, I was blind,
Now I see your heart and mine.
If love still breathes beneath the pain,
Let it rise again, let it rise again.

[Final Chorus]
Will you ever forgive me for my past?
For the storm I caused, for love that didn’t last?
Don’t define me by the tears you’ve cried,
I’m a better man with you by my side.

[Outro]
I can’t rewrite the wrong I’ve done,
But I can love you like the only one.
If tomorrow lets our hearts contrast…
Will you ever forgive me for my past?

Will You Ever Forgive Me

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