FBN Youngin - Assist (reuploaded)

R.I.P X <3

Your music has given me more then I can ever give back.

Monolouge by Jordan Peterson, his wise words have provided me with another lens inwhich I choose to view life. if you haven't done so already do yourself a favour and fall asleep with some DR JP! 

Trust is for the weak

Artwork by https://soundcloud.com/oddyssi

Lyrics:
im tryna find a cure in
my reflection
im searching.
It take me 40 tries to
keep myself from
staying inside my bed
im getting tired, i know
ive been getting high alone.
I try to pick myself up
but i never seem to come around
cause everybody tends to
disappear without a sound
i hope your grass is really
green cause i dont wanna know
but wont you tell me the reason
that ive been all alone.
and maybe try to set me free yuh
cause i dont think i got a future
i turn my head up at the ceiling
a complicated mental image
all about the people
stepping on my feelings.
imma go, getting deeper
nobody to look for me either
and nobody to hold
im gonna go, Ill
chill with my demons.
careless for tomorrow
im just lighting up a cigarette
as i just come and go
im doing nothing bumping
something on the radio
im in the area of great big
insanity but i just wanna
come inside and tear it up
I dont know if im good enough
never been one to understand
why the world is cold yuh
something that i wanna know.
Wont you tell me something
yes tell me something
i wanna know
tell me why im all alone
tell me why im all alone
wont you tell me something
yes tell me something
i wanna know
tell me why im all alone
tell me why im all alone.
I told my momma
I dont need a preacher
Im not one to cheap on a
bottle of tequila
I told myself im
im trying hard to be
someone else now
but now im fresh out
ooh oooh

SPOTIFY

Tell Me Something (prod. zeeky)

instagram: @cavasoul
artwork instagram: @organict3a

lyrics:

i don’t wanna go to sleep and waste my time to be awake/ only time i feel of use is when i’m with you in the day/ cherish every single moment before you ever go away/ i know you gotta go but i just wish that you could stay/ yeah you’re all i ever think about even when you’re with me/ you have made my dreams come true like the place called disney/ we could get away i don’t think anyone would miss me/ live in isolation on an island tell me you’ll come with me/ from blue moods to blue skies you change up the weather/ i’ve never ever heard someone tell me to do better/ you just look so good when you’re drowning in my sweater/ all the fun we have is lighthearted like a feather/ every single day i look back on it smiling/ you could call us hoarders all these memories we piling/ watch romantic comedies both of us are bawling/ it’s like i can’t stay on my feet cause i just keep on falling/



last night i had a nightmare/ where i woke up and you weren’t there/ feel like i’m going crazy/ i just need to see you baby/



yeah last night i had a nightmare/ you said you had to go/ you left me in the dust/ except i’m laying on my floor/ i asked myself what i did to make you wanna leave/ i got a text from you saying that you didn’t love me/ anymore/ heartbroken and i don’t know what to do/ all the time and effort that i put into you/ is all wasted and the skies are no longer blue/ i feel anxious i can’t be here i think i need to move/ so i pack up all my things and i put them in the trunk/ trying to forget that i recently got dumped/ now i’m speeding on the highway and the rain is pouring down/ i was feeling scared cause i had to leave my town/ it just felt so real and i just hoped it wouldn’t last/ i’m bracing for impact and the car was coming fast/ life flashed before my eyes you were the last thing i’d see/ but then i woke up and you were there right beside me/

last night i had a nightmare (prod. slowet)

Instagram: @ sadgods
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Feat: @powfu
Feat: @indii-g

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: @aleclarkmusic x sadgods

https://open.spotify.com/track/5DKRTAhiaqg3QynSI5Aq9W?si=S92kCLIvT6GfYBXg3DCJNw

https://genius.com/Sadgods-separate-from-you-feat-powfu-and-indii-g-lyrics

Spotify

Separate From You (feat. Powfu & Indii G.)

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

listen on spotify!

big boys don't cry (prod. con)

<3

Follow Alfie here - 
https://www.instagram.com/alfietempleman
https://soundcloud.com/alfie-templeman

Special thanks to my brother Jonno backing guitar, and letting me use his rad studio.



I Feel So Lonely ft. Alfie Templeman

(Dead Broke:)
If I had to I would take you back.
Said I love you, but you never did.
Losing hope, watching cars pass.
Would you redo if you had the chance?

Told me I dont have no fuckin friends..
Guess it's true, but girl I'm over it.
Losing hope, watching cars pass.
Would you redo if you had the chance?
(Powfu:)
Would you redo if you had the chance?
Would you pick me up and hold my hand?
Losing hope, watching cars pass, yeah,
you're the only reason I don't wanna crash,
every time I cry girl I think of you,
every time you lie, girl I think it's true.
Tell me everything that you're hiding inside,
I can stick around on the sidelines.
Ima stick around on the sidelines,
I'll be there for you through the night time,
Ima stick around on the sidelines,
I'll be there for you through the tough times.

(Dead Broke:)
If I had to I would take you back.
Said I love you, but you never did.
Losing hope, watching cars pass.
Would you redo if you had the chance?

(Scapegoat:)
Feelings I had, oh god I'm better off dead.
My heart is under attack, I knew this love wouldn't last.
Feelings I had, oh god I'm better off dead.
My heart is under attack, I knew this love wouldn't last.

Try and watch my back, got me stressing as of lately.
She said do you want me? I don't know, so I said maybe.
Sitting on the corner, feelings lost up in the weather,
see me in the back, but I won't be there forever.

So Long ft. Powfu, Scapegoat

Lyrics


Powfu - B L U E

[Chorus]
You ripped off my wings
And I fell to the floor
Stabbed me in the back
Through my cage to the core
Tell me why you're mad at me
What for
All I ever did
Was try to give u more
You ripped off my wings
And I fell to the floor
Stabbed me in the back
Through my cage to the core
My emotions had enough
I’m so done with you
My skies turning blue

[VERSE 1]
Im so glad that its over
Pushed away that boulder
No more tears on the floor
No more head rest on my shoulder
Wrapped it up like a snack wrap
Hung up on u like a backpack
Slammed the phone like a rat trap
I’m rolling out like clap trap
Now I’m gone and your wrong
You're just another dumb blonde
And I don’t care what u say i ain't coming back
Never wanna see yo face again
Used to see just red
Now I see blue skies up ahead
I’m leaving the words that you said
No longer I feel dead

[Chorus 2]
You ripped off my wings
And I fell to the floor
Stabbed me in the back
Through my cage to the core
Tell me why you're mad at me
What for
All I ever did
Was try to give u more
In a bad place for too long
Now you're stars struck that I moved on
My emotions had enough
I’m so done with u
My skies turning blue

[BRIDGE]
My sky is turning
My heart is burning
Sky is turning
And I’m still learning

[VERSE 2]
Made a bad decision
My vision blurry
We don’t mix good
Like a Mcflurry
Learning from my mistakes
Sorry that it didn’t work out
Went the wrong way
Time to take the right turn now
I know u know
That I really liked you
But now ill never fall in love
With anybody like you
If u think imma come back no way
Done with the past now I feel ok

[Chorus 2]
You ripped off my wings
And I fell to the floor
Stabbed me in the back
Through my cage to the core
Tell me why you're mad at me
What for
All I ever did
Was try to give u more
In a bad place for too long
Now you're stars struck that I moved on
My emotions had enough
I’m so done with u
My skies turning blue


(lyrics by Genius)

Powfu - B L U E

Follow - @rxseboy

Produced by @citrusgastank & @skinnyatlas

Cover art by ig @yaboyavid

Trust is for the weak

Keegan Hayes