It's sad That the songs that touch you the most are the least known...

@collidingwithmars: :') we will cry with each other

4:00 AM over here xD (I'm going to sleep now)

step out and you will find
step out and you will find
step out and you will find sensation in some way x2

I've been stuck in the same place
Mind's been stuck in the state
All it took was just one little step
All it took was just one little step to change
one little step to change to change

step out and you will find
step out and you will find
step out and you will find sensation in some way x2

I've been losing track of the days
I've been losing track of those who stayed
All it took was just one little step
All it took was just one little step to change
one little step to change to change

step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find sensation in some way
(Some way somehow)

step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find sensation in some way

Sensation

Video here: https://youtu.be/Z7hKIVu13og

The amount of support I've been getting for these tracks in the EP has been unreal and it makes me very happy that I can put these very personal songs out there for you all to enjoy and relate to. At the end of the day, that's what keepitinside is about. 

I am going to be putting these songs up on bandcamp for y'all to purchase so you can support my goal to pursue music full time.

Track #3:

when i'm alone.

[art] by Ilse Tse 
contact ilsetse@gmail.com for any inquiries

[lyrics]
oh how i tried
to think about how i messed up this time
and all i see
the worst things always come back to me

if i hold it all together
i can barely make it through
so keep it all together
maybe for me
maybe for you

close in the spaces
i chose to switch faces
and the light can be harsh
for my hopeless heart

if i hold it all together
i can barely make it through
so keep it all together
maybe for me
maybe for you
i'll do it for you

VIDEO

safe in my bathtub

https://soundcloud.com/foolhive did a wonderful job working on this song. the lyrics are wonderful. Sean is a wonderful human.

art by the lovely vivirin <3
https://twitter.com/vivirin__art
Happy Valentine's Day <3

- a single from my upcoming album, Terrarium.

"we fought we cried
you held me tight
when mom and dad 
were having fights
if you had a bad day id practice my gameplay
memorize the spray patterns of the ak 
frag with you til it got to late
even if i say i hate that game
cause you mean everything to me
you're the reason i started singing in the first place
you and i are family
the type that were meant to be
look up to you
hope youre proud me
wanna fill your shoes
grow up to be
just like you but i might stumble
one day i swear i'll be a great uncle
if you told me you had a bad a night
i'd leave in second to catch the flight

you know I love and adlibbing"

You Know (ft. FoolHive) [Valentine's Day]

prod. by angela cameron
vocals by Neanderthal (https://soundcloud.com/neanderthalofficial)
cover art by angela cameron

Hold Me (feat. Neanderthal)

Mixed by @ilwesto

Lyrics:

I wish I could see you again 
I still hear your voice in my head
I still feel your arms around me 
But the earth keeps spinning slowly 
And I just have to watch from afar

I wanted to run away with you 
And build a house on the moon 
But now we’re here 
And oh so far from home 
And I just want your hold
 
So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms 

Do you ever get lonely my dear
Knowing I’ll never be able to reach you from here
Since I’ve left for the stars above 
I’ve been missing the feeling of your love 
Please bring me back down

So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Wish I could touch you, feel you 
Wish I could be there, near you
Wish I could see you, I need you 
So baby please

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Homesick

someplace far

~Thank You To~
ALL OF YOU. Thank you so much for listening and spending your valuable time on me and my songs for the past 5 weeks. I hope that these songs mean something to you as much as they do for me. I can't express my gratitude and respect for each and every one of you for supporting me.

someplace far is another evolving step for me and I cannot wait to show you more!

~Lastly~
Join my Discord! I'm always there doing something dumb haha (it's in my links)
Hopefully, I will be in a financially stable situation where I can get merch out to y'all ;)

someplace far

Four A.M.

Spotify

four a.m.

the original song is "when the party's over" by billie eilish!!

i recorded this in my best friends bedroom (rayna, go listen to their music @ironyofcynosure) it's not supposed to be a professional cover. you can hear the buzzing from the amp. you can hear my breaths. you can hear me mess up lyrics. you can hear me mess up notes. i wanted this cover to be sung in reality rather than my idea of my own vocal perfection.

rayna has this rly pretty guitar & a really nice amp so i was like
ok guess ill record a song then

good thing they & i use the same mic & software.

thank you so much for all the support i've gotten lately!! i appreciate it so much. lots of lov!! <33

MY LINKS! ♡
instagram.com/eburnean
youtube.com/eburnean
eburbean.tumblr.com

when the party's over

singing is tough somtimes

big thanks to syd for hopping on and making this track fire
(FOLLoW and ThumBs Up): https://soundcloud.com/sydcxx

beat prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow

𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒:

I don’t care how I just function 
every time I talk to you 
I go and I just fuck shit up
when I tell you that I’m jus in love 
you be shrugging at my modesty
I’m just being straight up
with you 

cause I'm crushing on you 
have you been in my shoes 
then you know this just sucks 
when you fall back in love 
but please don’t make it easy 
I don’t want to end up
with you trying to hate me 
so I guess I’ll just run 
away from all this fun 
I guess I’ll just run 
I knew that this would change me 
but girl you’re just so fun

[you’re just so fun]
[you’re just so fun]

now you keep playing games,
when you say my name
let me tell you you're the one for me 
I don't have eyes for no one else
baby, you make my heart just melt

what am i to do
when all I need is you?
and you know that's what sucks
I guess that's just my luck

cause I'm crushing on you 
have you been in my shoes 
then you know this just sucks 
when you fall back in love 
but please don’t make it easy 
I don’t want to end up
with you trying to hate me 
so I guess I’ll just run 
away from all this fun 
I guess I’ll just run 
I knew that this would change me 
but girl you’re just so fun

away ft. sydcxx

yayayya finally posting this collab me and @flower_so_sweet made!!

flower: 
https://soundcloud.com/flower_so_sweet/
https://www.instagram.com/antonibsen/

rosarrie:
https://twitter.com/rosarrie__
https://www.instagram.com/rosarrie/

LYRICS:
[[verse 1]]
u feel like
home still
like warmth
so familiar

i dont 
miss you 
like you think i do
my hearts gone bitter

[[???]]
we're just two kinds
of the same lie i find
i breathe u in then let u go

will u hold me
closely so tightly
when everything has turned to dust

[[chorus]]
cus reckless hearts
fall apart
a beat too fast
and i dropped my guard

[[verse 2]]
you begin to say goodbye
no pause in words
no question why

these moonlit nights 
when days r done
dont testify 
i know you've won

[[chorus]]
standing here
i see ur ghost
the edge so near
ur hands so cold

[[outro]]
i need u now
i need u most
tell me how
to let u go

four a.m.

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