original song: https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa/doakazi

ericdoa - PHEROMONES (solo)

better for us w/riptony (prod.lb66 & 3ds)

produced by daywatch

lyrics:
tired of thinking up bars in my room that don't make sense
sometimes don't compute and i feel like i'm not cut out for this
sometimes
and i remember when they used to come up to me crazy, like
they had no respect for me but, i got ahead
in my own little way, in my own little space
in my head

and most don't even care about the consequence, i'm tryna guide
people like me to the light but only if they want to go
cus' when you fine with your situation, you gon' stay froze
don't matter how many loving people want you to be brave
i don't think you know how long it took too pull me out the grave
took me twelve long years just to figure out i'm hazed
took me four more years for my parents to relate
took me some more overthinking just to clear the slate

oh my god, i'm sick to core
y'know that it's bad when the hatred is decor
i think that i used it as protection
i'm older now and i don't seem to get the message

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward and i can't get the words out my mouth
i really hate how i talk so i put an impression on my sound
my friends say it's all in my head so i guess that i'm just full of doubt

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward-
sometimes i wish all four of my friends were packed in my skin
he wishes to be himself but i wish i could be like him

oh, i think i'm done for the night
woah, feeling like i'm soft-locked
beat boys say it's beat block
but spitters say it's writers block
big boy in a corner
big boy in a corner

but i still try

could you sometimes think about us?
sometimes think about love?
cus' i need your company
would you do it for me?
i can't

sometimes think about us
i sometimes think about love and
it feels so dumb to me
i look in the mirror and fantasize about who i wanna be

dumb mic'd up wannabe
i wanna be seen
i wanna be me
i wanna find peace
imma let life do the finding

buy?

softlock

doin it right bitch im nvr so far
why u tear me down why u breakin my heart</3
its the same bullshit thats tearin me apart
doin it right bitch im nvr so far
im so scared just to fall off
standing on the top im gonna jump off
open my armsz ur back in my life
why do i feel a knife?

killin the vibe watch the sun go down
whippin a benz betcha ya coming around
fuck on ya ex and i hate ya now and i hate ya now
hate u to fuck that bitch
shes so evil like a witch
pretty ass hoes they always bitch,they always bitch

fuck on my girl il try and press u
hittin his ass w a pistol .22
u aint gonna makin it out of here alive
fillin my heart up w them liez:/
said i look like hunchback of notre dame
why am i sittin here to get played
its just so hard to fuck w you
i hate that bitch she got me in a bad mood

doin it right bitch im nvr so far
why u tear me down why u breakin my heart</3
its the same bullshit thats tearin me apart
doin it right bitch im nvr so far
im so scared just to fall off
standing on the top im gonna jump off
open my armsz ur back in my life
why do i feel a knife?(x2)

Spotify

HATEUNOW!!(temcandoanything)

{OUT ON ALL PLATS} - https://li.sten.to/165x8bqs
produced by: @tansea
mix, master, vocals, and writing: me ( @holyvaun )

LYRICS:

(intro)
it was you and me and now we're falling out,
texting me we won't work out,

(chorus)
like sugar don't you have any belief in all of this,
your friends going around sayin I'm just a piece of shit,
I know you wanna make it,
all on me,
uh this is so bittersweet,
just like sugar,
uh huh oh oooooh,

(verse)
I'm tryna figure out how we can make peace,
tell me how it all went sour,
it used to be so sugar sweet,
maybe I've rotted you,
what have we brought this to,
I'm so sick of all the games,
baby just let go of the reigns,

I'm just tryna fix this up, damn,
you tell me to shut the fuck up, no,
my mom never even fucking liked you,
maybe I should trust her gut more,
say that I got a screw loose,
but I know I got one less than you do,
uh try to prove me wrong,

(chorus)
like sugar don't you have any belief in all of this,
your friends going around sayin I'm just a piece of shit,
I know you wanna make it,
all on me,
uh this is so bittersweet,
just like sugar,
uh huh oh oooooh,

(post-chorus)
tell me how your feeling right now,
cause I'm tryna figure everything out,
cause it gets so damn hard,
lookin in the mirror,
not being able to taste my sugar,
uh huh oh oooooh,

(outro)
not being able,
not being able to taste my sugar.

sugar is bittersweet

hexed [KBL]

(prod. Koda x ChrisMarek)
feat @sharkuh
(fx by sleeplyET and redVelvee and me )

What's In His Hand :p

cover by architeclego
prod drmabeats x ayoley

im not saying sleepless nights
im not saying constant fights
im in a struggle with my own mind
and its one of my favorite past times

only ever really write about one thing
the negativity that i bring
into the situation that im in
youre a tear jerker, know how to get them flowing

i can barely shut my eyes without a vision of your face
and im insecure as ill be and i know its a disgrace
and some bad thoughts of you up in my head theyre not okay
know im lying to myself but im right as ill ever be
i dont even think i want to talk right now
but i got so much i wanna talk about
if i say what ive been thinking will you run away
theres a part of me that doesnt even want you to stay

why did i bring it up
why did i risk everything?
for something that didnt help
im not fighting you im fighting my own brain

say youre sticking with me, and i hope that you mean it
cause theres no plan b, and i dont mean to be mean but
im a fan of you but im not a fan of her
i just cant reveal too much

im clear with you im clear with me
im clear with everyone
my stance on situations
that just cannot be undone

i can barely shut my eyes without a vision of your face
and im insecure as ill be and i know its a disgrace
and some bad thoughts of you up in my head theyre not okay
know im lying to myself but im right as ill ever be
i dont even think i want to talk right now
but i got so much i wanna talk about
if i say what ive been thinking will you run away
theres a part of me that doesnt even want you to stay

vision of your face (drma x ayoley)

tummy aches and tennis serves

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/0oOZCwc6mFgQb7DT7EQ9Pd?si=9091a9a3084747c6

better for us w/riptony (prod.lb66 & 3ds)

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