Late-night cravings, morning regret, repeat. This is the cycle - knowing it's killing you but reaching for it anyway. Not heroin, not alcohol - just sugar, salt, and self-destruction one bite at a time.

Thrash metal mirrors the chaos: relentless double bass, shred solo, vocals that match the internal battle. "Mirror shows a stranger" - that moment when you don't recognize what you've become. "Rolling loaded dice with my own life" - every meal is a gamble.
The oxymoron says it all: it's sweet going down, destruction coming up. We all dance with this pain.

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Sweet Destruction

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CYCLOPS - Blunt Song [Love.stack Bootleg]

[spoken]
"Do you feel that pull? It's like something from the abyss is reaching out to me. Like if i stare into it long enough I can almost make out something looking back."

[Verse singing starts]
Shadows fall, light starts to fray
Voices hum in the background of decay
It whispers louder
Hear it speak
Every echo
I hear it shriek

[Chorus]
It's a whisper in the void
Spinning in my head
A serpent in the noise
Feeding what's unsaid
Feel the static
Feel the pull
Falling deeper
Never full
It consumes....my soul

[long Solo]

[Verse 2]
Eyes like lanterns
They burn too bright
Fingers reach at me through the edge of night
My mind unwinds
The hands decay
I think I'm melting
Slipping away

[Bridge]
I scream but it's swallowed
Swallowed whole
The beast tries to devour my fragile soul
A glitch
A spark
A thread undone
The void is laughing—Saying I'm the one

[Chorus]
It's a whisper in the void
Spinning in my head
A serpent in the noise
Feeding what's unsaid
Feel the static
Feel the pull

[long Solo outro]

Whisper of the Void

[intro]

[Verse 1]

I wake before the horizon remembers its duty.
streets barely breathing, relishing in beauty.
and your world already twitches in the half-light for yours truly.
A woman slips out of a stranger’s door, in her disheveled beauty
mascara tilted like a confession of a sinful vanity
You think dawn erases evidence to beat the clock.
It doesn’t.
I’m perched here, watching your real selves, caught
before your fake ones catch up, processing  your warped thoughts.

[Chorus]

I am the Early Bird,
collector of the unscheduled-the unfiltered, 
things that shouldn't be heard,
you hope no one witnesses.
Your morning spirals fall into my lap
like donations to the secret act
that you're never meant to recognize.
I don’t judge—
I simply notice,
and noticing is enough.

[Verse 2]

A man digs a hole before sunrise,
hands shaking like the shovel owes him answers, Suprise!
He looks at me, whispers, “Don’t make noise.”
Like I will chirp and blow is ploy.
Sir… I’ve documented worse than you.
Across the street, two people argue in a parked car,
gestures sharp, voices thick with unfinished choices.
In the trunk, muffled voices.
They never see me sitting on the mirror,
studying them like a strange morning ritual.
But I see all your patterns, the stuff missed by all!

[Chorus]

I am the Early Bird,
patron of unintentional theater.
While you try to be unheard,  
I am here watching your fear
I archive the truth ensured
you will never hear.
Don’t resent me—
you’re the ones performing
your ill deeds for all to peer.

[Bridge]

Your species is loud
when it believes it’s quiet.
Your secrets glow behind the mists and clouds.
and yet no one claims to be behind it.
I am not a spy—
I am simply awake
at moments you prefer buried,
I'm there to take.

[Breakdown]

A sharp cry—
not warning,
just confirmation.
I saw it.
Every part of it.
I never forget.

[long solo[

[Final Chorus]

I am the Early Bird,
and the morning belongs to me.
Keep your afternoons of ignoranced gless
with your masks and your practiced smiles.
I’ll take the unscripted moments—the wild---
the ones you deny existed.
Trust me:
they existed.

[Outro]

Sun rises slow, pretending it saw nothing.
You stretch, you yawn,
you greet the day like it’s innocent.
I lift off, carrying your real stories
in the space between my wings.

[long solo]

Early Bird

[Intro – Whispered/Growled]
We were rich in dreams…
Now the vault is empty bones.

[Verse 1]
We carved our names in alley walls,
Vowed we’d conquer when we grew tall.
Pocket change and battered shoes—
But every step held something new.
We swore we’d rise, we’d never fade,
But time’s a butcher with a rusted blade.
Every promise that we made—
Turned to dust we can’t evade.

[Pre-Chorus]
All those stories we wrote in chalk
Have washed away with the years we lost.
The dividends of youthful hope
Were just illusions barely clothed.

[Chorus]
LOST PROFITS—DREAMS WE COULDN’T KEEP!
THE LEDGER OF OUR YOUTH NOW CUT TOO DEEP!
LOST PROFITS—PROMISES WE SPENT!
THE VALUE OF OUR FUTURE CAME AND WENT!

[Verse 2]
We chased tomorrow like a holy fire,
Drunk on courage and dumb desire.
But every path that led us on
Turned shadows when the light was gone.
“Someday” was our golden creed—
But someday never paid the fee.
Those childhood hopes we tried to sell
Are just receipts from our private hell.

[Pre-Breakdown]
We thought the world owed us a crown—
But youth is profit that burns down.

[Breakdown – Slow, Heavy, Emotional]
Tear up the myths we used to breathe!
Rip out the roots of the lies we weaved!
Dreams decay—
Memories fray—
These lost profits never pay!

[Final Chorus]
LOST PROFITS—THE PRICE OF GROWING OLD!
THE STORIES OF OUR YOUTH TURN COLD!
LOST PROFITS—THE FIRE WE OUTGREW!
A LEDGER FULL OF GHOSTS OF WHAT WE KNEW!

{gutteral scream]
"rrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!"

[Outro solo]

Lost Profits-Loresmith & Nathan Trevor Rodriguez Collaberation

[Intro]

[Verse 1]

Started with a 626 Mazda, leather seats and pride,
Let my friends all drive it till the gears fried.
Didn’t know maintenance was part of the deal,
Transmission blew out like it tried to appeal.

Then came the RX-7, I owned six just to survive,
One good motor outta all just barely stayed alive.
Every month it died again, took my paycheck too,
That rotary gremlin always came back through.

[Pre-Chorus]

Every ride I’ve owned tries to leave me on the road,
Every fix I make ends in another episode…

[Chorus]

I’m the cursed one behind the wheel,
Every car I touch forgets how to feel.
If it’s got tires, it’ll quit on sight—
Doesn’t matter what I buy, it refuses to behave right.
Yeah I’m the cursed one, engines tremble when I’m near,
If I pick it off the lot, its end is already clear.

[Verse 2]

Subaru Legacy was “solid” they said,
Till the headgasket cooked it, left the poor thing dead.
Then a Subaru GL that drowned itself in gas for fun,
Brakes prayed for luck more than they ever actually run.

A ’77 Firebird waltzin’ sideways down the lane,
Rear end loose like it had its own campaign.
AMX threw a rod like it wanted to retire,
C10 leaked gas faster than my bills caught fire.

[Chorus]

I’m the cursed one behind the wheel,
Every car I touch forgets how to feel.
If it’s got tires, it’ll quit on sight—
Doesn’t matter what I buy, it refuses to behave right.
Yeah I’m the cursed one, engines tremble when I’m near,
If I pick it off the lot, its end is already clear.

[Verse 3]

Saleen Mustang — oh it ran like a dream…
Till I learned I’d bought it from the wrong regime.
Returned to the owner, burned for five grand,
Perfect car, perfect scam — just my brand.

Jetta made of nightmares, every fix absurd,
Nothing under a thousand, every bill was a curse word.
Then Honda — “you can’t go wrong,” they cried,
Climate, engine, computer—yeah everything died.
Sold it to a friend, runs flawless for him,
Guess the curse refuses to leave and is my special kin.

[Verse 4]

’76 Ford drank oil like a champ,
Four “new” engines later — still a failed camp.
Astro van slam-shifted like it hated my life,
Dashboard flickered like it sensed my strife.

Chevy Cruze diesel? My wallet’s enemy for sure,
Haven’t seen three months without another repair tour.
’97 F-150: ghost misfires every day,
A reman motor that never learned to obey.

[verse]
95 Camaro that I spend 12 grand,
In repairs that never end,
Never got it working right,
Sold it for $800 to a man with wire cutters,
Cut out the problem, fucker drove it off sight.

[Bridge]
Saturn ran sweet for a minute or three,
Till the block said “nope” and the cams ran free.
Mercury Villager — the legend of the worst—
But it never burst...
Runs ten whole years before breaking just to prove all wrong.
Ford Fusion held on for so long,
I started to think the curse was gone,
Now it’s knocking like one of the rods has already moved on.

[solo]

[Final Chorus]

I’m the cursed one behind the wheel,
Every car I touch forgets how to feel.
If it moves, it quits; if it runs, it hides—
I’m the mechanic’s favorite — keeping them alive.
Yeah I’m the cursed one, engines whisper when I pass,
They know the moment I buy in… they’re never gonna last.

Car Karma

[intro]
Ha-ha—look at me.
I live in your mind—rent-free.
I get you heated just by breathing, see?
You grit your teeth when I don’t play along,
Oh, you loathe that I’m not part of your song.
So I linger, yeah, I stay—im about to become a thorn in your day.

[Verse 1]
Here you are, having the time of your life,
So proud of how you “manage” all this strife.
In control of yourself—oh yes, so refined—
’Til I stroll in and trip your perfect little design.
You swear you’re clever, playing your routine,
But I’m already two steps past your scheme.
The moment I walk in, your fun is done—
Funny how fast you crumble when you don’t run the fun

[Pre-Chorus]
And you hate it when you can’t guide the scene…
Oops. Guess someone found your strings.

[Chorus]
Ha-ha—look at me.
I live in your mind—rent-free.
I get you heated just by breathing, see?
You grit your teeth when I don’t play along,
Oh, you loathe that I’m not part of your song.
So I linger, yeah, I stay—
Just to sprinkle chaos in your day.
Every polite smile you display?
I can see it cracking away.

[Verse 2]
A little poke here, a tiny charade—
And wow, look at you—instantly frayed.
You wanted a contest? You wanted the stage?
Sure. But don’t cry when you spiral in rage.
Watch your composure fade from gray to fire,
All because I didn’t bow to your desires.
Your own behavior becomes your cage,
And I’m just here… watching the show you made.

[Bridge]
Hey!
“I’m in control!” — that’s what you say,
But your voice is cracking every single day.
Hey!
“I’m never wrong!” — sure, keep the pose,
Your confidence is folding like cheap dominoes.
Tick—tick—tick—
There goes your plan again, slipping through your grip.
Flip—flip—flip—
Watch your calm vanish with every little slip.
I see you twitch, I see you sway,
Acting like your world won’t sway—
But hey, guess what?
Your script just got rewritten today.

[FAST, STACCATO]
You spin—
You spin—
You spin that tale again!
But I grin—
I grin—
’Cause you’re losing it, my friend!

[WHISPER → SHOUT]
“Oh she’s fine… she’s fine…”
No she’s not—
She’s unrav-e-ling on the spot!

[Brutal Outro]
You pushed.
You pulled.
You thought you ran the room.
Then I stepped in—
And your whole world popped like a balloon.

[Low, sharp, venomous]
Here’s the lesson you earned the hard way:
Don’t try to control others…
’Cause their someone out there
can always outplay

[Final snap]
And today—
that someone was me.
So one more time for all to see!
Ha-ha—look at me.
I live in your mind—rent-free.
I get you heated just by breathing, see?
You grit your teeth when I don’t play along,
Oh, you loathe that I’m not part of your song.
So I linger, yeah, I stay—


[outro]

Manipulator Meltdown

[Verse]
Fist of fury
Ribs will crack
Blood-soaked vengeance
No way back
Breastplate shattered
Flesh will weep
Bones now broken
Buried deep!

[Chorus]
Titty punch! Titty punch!
Feel the crunch
Feel the crunch!
Power reigns
Your soul will drown
Titty punch! I’ll take you down!

[Verse 2]
Knuckles tearing
Skin like ash
A mighty strike
A violent clash!
Your screams echo
Pain divine
Crushed remains
The end is mine!

[Prechorus]
Torn apart
Your chest will fail
Glory forged in chaos' gale!

[Chorus]
Titty punch! Titty punch!
Feel the crunch
Feel the crunch!
Wrath unleashed
Your fate is clear
Titty punch! Your end is near!

[melting rapid fire solo]

[Bridge]
Punch the void
Break the chains
Chaos lives
It floods my veins
No escape
No retreat
Feel the rhythm
Taste defeat!

Titty Punch

[intro]

[spoken male]
"Hey look at that lady eating the banana.   Is she staring at us?   Oh....my...god!  Did she just suck on it?   What is going on?   Lets not stay too long, or, well...should we?"

[Verse]
Oh, look at her, sittin’ right there, takin’ her time
Fingertips tracing, teasing the guys
She picks it up, gives it one long stare
Then peels it back, baby, nice and bare

[pre-Chorus]
Oh no, don’t rush it, let’s enjoy the view
Bite it slow, make it last
Take it deep, not too fast
Dipping in chocolate syrup, a sticky mess
Oh baby, you’re making us all confess

[Chorus]
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
This is a stage and shes the center stand of,
Her flirting is a bit over grandiosa.
Bananananan-nana!
Banana-nana!
She is now taking the center point of this panorama

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh no, don’t rush it, let’s enjoy the view
She takes a little lick, ooh, she knows what to do
That first little taste, makes us all lean in
Oh honey, don’t stop—let the game begin

[Chorus]
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
Bananananan-nana!
This is stage and shes the center stand of,
Her flirting is a bit over grandiosa.
Banana-nana!
Banana-nana!
She is now taking the center point of this panorama

[Spoken male]
"Look around.  Everyone is staring.   They are all edging in their seats.   Is she staring at us?   I think she is.   Oh no, I don't think she knows what etiquette is... Or she doesn't care...."

[Bridge]
She rolls it round, right on her lips
Oh, that bite, and the perfect grip
She locks eyes, like she’s got no shame
Damn, girl, you’re playin’ a dangerous game.

[Breakdown]
Bite it slow, make it last
Take it deep, not too fast
Oh baby, is this some kind of test?

[solo]

[Outro]

Took it down smooth, left nothing but skin
One last glance, with a knowing grin
Damn, sweetheart, does this mean the show is now at an end?
Gone too quick, we wanted more
Guess we’ll just have to wait for the encore
Next time, baby, make it extra slow
Give us that sweet, sweet banana show


Banana

[intro]

[Verse]
[Adagio]
Holding on to dreams,
Fighting the unbeatable fight,
Because I remember what it means,
To win when no one thinks you have the right.

[Verse 2]
Body is broken, pain so high
Storms keep coming but I'll get by
Hold my ground and I won't let go
Dreams are near even if they're slow

[Chorus]
Hold on hold on tight
Persistence will guide us through this fight
Hold on hold on true
Dreams will find their way to you

[Instrumental interlude]
[drums, piano]

[Bridge]
Eyes wide open and the mind stays clear
Face my problems and I'll persevere
Rise above like victories flight
Dreams are closer than the morning light

[Verse 3]
Time keeps ticking and the road gets tough
World keeps changing but I stay in love
With the vision that I see so near
Dreams take flight when the heart is clear

[Chorus]
Hold on hold on tight
Persistence will guide us through this fight
Hold on hold on true
Dreams will find their way to you

[Instrumental interlude]
[guitar, bass] 

[Verse]
[Diminuendo]
The goal post keeps getting moved,
Every time I'm close a new problem is queued.
but I won't stop trying,
because when I look I'm already flying.
I may not be at the end goal,
But I've already beaten all, 
those not trying.

[Chorus]
Hold on hold on tight
Persistence will guide us through this fight
Hold on hold on true
Dreams will find their way to you
[outro]

Hold On to Dreams (more metal)

In 2021 I started out making electronic music on my phone so I had something to listen to on the way to work that wasn't mainstream radio and it grew from there.

Taking the band name Omshaie (ohm shay) after a character from one of my favorite games.

I started getting requested to share my music with friends and their friends and eventually led to the release of my first album in March of 2023.  Second album release Oct 2023.

Still improving and learning.  Recently expanded to rock/metal.  Can't wait for good things to come.

On July 22 my metal Album: Loresmith - A Warrior of Pride launches on all major steaming services.  Please support and go listen!

Hold On to Dreams (more metal)

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