I can still hear your voice in the kitchen,
Softly singing to the radio hum.
Now the house feels like a hollow prison,
Every clock hand heavy and numb.
Your chair sits empty,
But I still see you there,
Like a shadow of love
Filling the air.

I wasn’t ready,
I can’t let go,
But I know you’re where
The rivers of mercy flow.

The day you went home,
I felt the sky break.
Tears turned to rivers,
I drowned in the ache.
But heaven was calling,
And I had to stay
The day you went home
Still feels like today.

I still wear your sweater
When the nights are cold,
Like the threads might hold
The stories you told.
I see your smile
In the break of dawn,
And I whisper your name
When the world feels wrong.

I don’t know why
God called you then,
But I’ll see you again
Where life never ends.

The day you went home,
I felt the sky break.
Tears turned to rivers,
I drowned in the ache.
But heaven was calling,
And I had to stay
The day you went home
Still feels like today.

I’ll hold your memory
Like a fragile flame,
And when I see Jesus,
I’ll call your name.
You’re not gone,
You’re just gone ahead,
To a place where
The tears are shed.

The day you went home,
I felt the sky break.
But love is eternal,
It’s stronger than graves.
One day I’ll follow,
One day I’ll say
“The day you went home,
I’m coming your way.”

This song is the hardest one for me to sing because it carries me back to the day my mom died. I can still see her in that room, connected to machines, her breaths shallow and strained. The sound of her gasping for air is carved into me. It felt like watching life slip away in slow motion, but being powerless to stop it. Those last days felt unreal, as if time had bent in on itself, stretching and collapsing at once.

You think you will have one last conversation, one final chance to say all the words you carry in your heart. I thought I would be able to tell her everything, to hold her hand and hear her answer me back. But instead there was silence, her body too tired to respond, her eyes slipping away until she just stopped breathing. That moment will haunt me for the rest of my life.

It was as if the world shattered in an instant, and yet the world outside kept going like nothing had changed. Grief is cruel like that.

But there is also hope. The song points me toward heaven, toward the promise that death is not the end. I cling to the truth that my mom is with Jesus, that she went home before me. The thought of seeing her again keeps me steady when the grief threatens to drown me.

The Bible says in Revelation 21 that God will wipe away every tear from our eyes, and there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain. I hold onto that with everything in me. One day the gasping and the machines will be forgotten, and all that will remain is joy in His presence.

Until then, I sing this song with both sorrow and hope. Sorrow because I miss her more than words can hold. Hope because I know love is stronger than the grave, and one day I will see her again when I too go home.

The Day You Went Home

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Da Gift "Sweat"

Original song  Co-written by Kendra Erika & Mark Mangold

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This song is a melting pot of Afro-hip hop and Latin rap style of music. Marrying the various genres brings something fresh and vibrant to Afrobeat. 

Bank Stops was influenced by the empowered women who emulates confidence through her finances, self-worth and sex appeal. She is the girl who has fun unapologetically, stays ‘drama free’ and focuses on taking active steps to building her career and or dreams.

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these songs i made recently and conveys the emotions that i have been feeling.  life has been hard but doesn't mean we get to cave. God has a purpose and God has a plan. He is always working and He has never stopped. however, emotions and feelings can really distract a person and their growth in their relationship with the Lord. my heart has been achy for awhile now, i am broken, and i can't fix it myself. you don't have to come to God perfect you come to Him yourself and let Him change you. He will give you eyes to see and He will give you wisdom if you ask. He is a God that changes your perspective not your situation. i pray that this lil ep just touches one person. if anyone has questions about Christianity or just life in general, then my dm's are always open. God bless. i pray that we as a community we recognize what we are truly saved from, that every day is a gift, and be thankful for who saved us. because if we recognize who we are serving and our actions will follow. He is the God of the universe, He is the God of this world, He is the God of you and me and everyday we get to be alive is a gift. each breath is a gift. God is good, all the time.

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Kendra Erika, an acclaimed singer, songwriter, and actress, has cemented her place as a powerhouse in the music industry. With five Billboard Top Ten dance hits, Kendra hit the pinnacle of success in 2019 when her single "Self-Control" topped the Billboard Dance Club Songs chart. This modern twist on Laura Branigan's 1984 hit was crafted by Grammy Award-winning producers Damon Sharpe and Eric Sanicola, surpassing the original’s success and earning Kendra a spot on the chart’s Year-End Top 30. Her “Body Language” climbed to #2 on the iTunes Chart as her video reached well over 2 million views on YouTube. iHeart radio stations and others played the song, and “Body Language” reached the Top 5 at #3 on the UK Music Week Pop Charts. Kendra’s video was in rotation on MTV’s “Spankin’ New” video show.
Kendra's artistic journey also includes a remarkable rendition of Frank Sinatra’s "Witchcraft," created with Ralph Johnson and Myron McKinley of Earth, Wind & Fire, earning them the Best Producer/Production award at the Hollywood Independent Music Awards. Her dance track "Thriller Killer" garnered over 1.2 million YouTube views, gained significant airplay on MTV, and climbed to #2 on the UK’s Music Week commercial pop club chart in April 2023.
Kendra, a dynamic live performer, has opened for international pop sensations, including Jason Derulo, and headlined significant events such as NYC's Tea Dance, an annual Gay Pride celebration. She has performed alongside legends like Shannon, LaBouche, and Aqua.
Erika has been named a Goodwill Ambassador of China during the Lunar New Yar 2025 by the Hollywood Global Film Festival® and Shenzhen Fire-Saints Film & Television Culture Co., Ltd., recognizing of her extraordinary contributions to promoting human well-being and happiness through her music. 
Originally from Boca Raton, Florida, Kendra now resides in Los Angeles, where she continues to captivate audiences and push creative boundaries.
For more information, visit Kendra’s website and social media sites.
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