my life has slowly turned into this song lately

Seeing the acoustic of this was a blessing, it had so much fucking emotion, brought such a different perspective 🥹

falling fall keep on falling

lyrics:

Baby could u wait a minute
I need time
She told me she no where close to finished
I don’t mind
She show me her skin inside the candle light
She touch on my body and it gimme life
Lately I hate my dreams im waking up at night
Promise you I been working I will take what’s mine
When u saved my life I swear I almost cried
So I will not try to call u make you do it twice

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

Pills inside my body makes it alright
Deep inside the underground Im seizing here
Gutter garden rose im a heathen here
Could u Take my body back to a different year
Heart attack
I think I was left for the dead
I just need someone to talk to instead
I know u see it but u can’t feel the effect
And it feels horrible

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

Red leaves keep falling down
I thought u had said you’d always be around
Kerosene kiss open my wooden house
I need you here and now
Lay me down
Stomp on my fleshy head
Hear the sound
I call that the living dead
Split in half
I discard the better half
Never done
She rip thru my broken back
Burnt limbs recuperate
In healing mists
Baby I wish it never had to come to this
I reach my elixir and I take a sip
Mud inside this water it aint parasitic
Door outside her place display a triple digit
Lemme say my piece then its an intermission
Once I changed my ways I wasn’t scared of you
I should never have listened when u told me to

All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind
All I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I could never feel the way they do inside
Rip out my heart and put it on ice
I know it might kill me I don’t mind

wind_knocker (jabarionthebeat)

MY FINAL BREATH (PROD. JUDGE)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

out everywhere. thank u 4 the support. lyrics below<3

Yeah
It's a new me but i'm still the same without you
Yeah yeah
Can you hold me
Oo whoa
It don't even matter what I do
I try and try and try and try

Yeah and I know you better than that
You're hiding your phone from me now
Girl tell me who's that on your snap whoa
I guess i'm the bad guy
Can you stop the game I need a halftime
I can't feel a thing i'm boutta flatline
She keep running round inside of my mind
Yeah whoa
In a room full of friends I still feel alone
Don't know who I am don't know where to go
And when I build you up you break me down
It's hard as fuck to keep you round
Don't know who I am anymore I don't know where to go
She tell me i'm changing
Baby I feel like i'm falling apart
Bitch I keep on breaking
You can't fix this with conversation no
Wake up it's the same shit oh
Go to bed and then i'm pissed off
I don't wanna be the bitter one but it's hard around everyone

Yeah ooo
Yeah ooo
Oh no no no
No no no no no whoa

Girl I still feel the tension
Stop saying shit you never meant then
Going one way down the wrong way
This time I think I learned my lesson oh whoa
And no I won't deny the way you looking in my eyes
You got me going crazy all night I won't lie
Oh no no no no no
No no no no no no
No no no no no no

<3

The Bitter One

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the bitter one [p. king theta]

i sampled juno - la fleur
BIG SHOUTOUT TO @1hallow

lyrics
it's some white hoes doing cocaine in the backseat
.223 on me i make him run like it's a track meet
he wan go to war, let's get it, ammo on me, packing
walk up in his crib, yeah i'ma get him, know he lacking

why i'm wit yo bitch and she gon act like she don't know you
i went to yo block and bitch they said they don't know you
ar-15, .223 on me, bitch i'ma fold you
i was wit yo hoe, not ya hoe, she gon hoe you

you is just a twitter hoe
look at where them bullets go
hollow go right thru ya dome
we gon get you in ya home

back and forth go back and forth
ion know a fucking thing that's what i'm asking for
what i'm asking for, back to back and forth
i'ma fade the fuck away until i smack the floor

fade away, fade away, glocky make him fade away
12 tryna take my ass downtown, like i ain't got none to say today
12 wan get in my bag, like hey boy what the fuck you make today
oxy clean my glock, yeah this oxy take that stain away

it's some white hoes doing cocaine in the backseat
.223 on me i make him run like it's a track meet
he wan go to war, let's get it, ammo on me, packing
walk up in his crib, yeah i'ma get him, know he lacking

backseat

north carolina (king theta)

lesgo
type beat feat worst mix ever feat german me

ganz allein

https://youtu.be/8aPDSQqYdeo
another year
another headache
another day wasted
another mistake
when will i learn?
to stop giving a fuck
about everyone
who treats me like dirt anyways
your problems are not mine
but you point your finger at me
for reacting so poorly
i can't take it anymore
don't try to find me anymore

music video

good try, kid (music video)

youngburial club banger

i’ve been meaning to call you 
to tell you everything i said 
but i’m feeling so blind 
and you’re out of your mind 
so it’s best that i leave it 

didn’t mean to fall for you 
you let me go when i was on the edge 
and this waters so cold
i won’t pick up my phone 
when you call, i wont see it 

and i hate this weather 
i just wish it was spring again 
when things were okay
i was off of my meds
and the world had gone crazy 

we just stayed in all day 
and i let you tattoo my hands 
now i can’t look at them 
a pair of black gloves 
heal my wounds, and i hate me 

and i’ll be 
right here 
anything you want you got it 
i’ll be right there 
youre toxic 
it’s not fair 
and the trees outside my house 
are now stripped bare 

i miss spring 
you’re not here
everything’s so temporary 
and its not fair 

your smiles sweet 
i love your hair 
and the smell of your clothes in my room 
it still lives here

spring. (+ pekarot)

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sendflowrs/colourblind

(for the first time, in a long time, i started to feel things again, i started to feel happy..) 

and i swear to god i will be there for you 
whether or not it is cold outside
i can’t even front
heart stopped when i saw you
for a minute i was sure i had died 
now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 

and it never was the same, was it? 
oh was it?
i’m sick of calling your phone !!!!
when everytime i see you on it
youre on it 
you hide your screen and say no 
i’m fucking losing my shit girl 
honest
just stop it
at this rate i’ll never come home 
and she just screams in my face 
“i promise, i promise!”
she said she does but she don’t 

she said she loves me, she don’t :( 
i know she cheats tho
and i’m as sure of it 
as i’m sure in the spring the leaves grow
she left me 0 speech 
so i left that bitch at heathrow
now i’m at level 3 
put 20xp in free throw 
i’m fucked up
drunk love
real kiss 
fake hugs 
pour up
care plus
guess i should’ve learned
last time felt the witches burn, fuck
left me with a cold touch 
so i jus smoke n turn up 
get money in surplus

(and i know,
mmmmm, 
but she don’t,
mmmmm,
but she don’t) 


now you don’t pick up anytime that i call you 
and i’m not used to swallowing my pride 
and you dropped your guard 
caught a hit that had floored you 🥊
i’m out on the ropes but will turn the tide 

so i reject the light, 
sit up and cry 
i can finally see 
now ive opened my eyes
and that girl changed my life
but i guess it’s goodbye
and the day that you left
was the worst day of my life 
the worst day of my life 


(i guess i've been feeling... distant from you.)

colourblind (wisssery x noahmadethiss)

sewerperson - brrp brrp (scottysplash)

It’s so cold will you bring me warm
And I would never do you harm
The taste of the dirt on my tongue humbles me again 
Even when I’m hurt I’ll protect you until the very end 
Looking back I’m at fault for never stepping in
And I can love you better babe you just gotta tell me when 

X2: Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me 

December is creeping along painfully slow
Ever since I fucked it all up by letting her go 
It’s funny how the loves never there when you need it most 
Throw stones at my porcelain heart and act like it’s while 
So lay me down in roses when I pass on to the other side 
And I pray you feel the same when I say there’s nothing else you could’ve tried 
I’m still in her arms I fall asleep and I dream at night 
Peace misses chaos that’s my broken mind
So stuck in silence  
Fire fills my eyelids 
All these toxins inside this alcohol leave me beaten up 
Nightmares from this poison inside this liquor cup 

Used to find peace
when I go to sleep
Now my nightmares haunt me like a knife and I fucking bleed 
never knew me never knew what the fucks best for me

Maybe I can just lay in this field forever 
Waiting for death to come and wash me over 
And turn all my bones into four leaf clovers 
And no I don’t wanna sleep (no more)
Turn your ashes to dirt that you leave on your front porch 
Leave my heart for the trees (go home)
Tell the people I love not to grieve when I let go 
You said to me it’s fine 
Don’t wait and change my mind 
So now I’m starting to sleep turning dust into dreams like the stars in the midnight sky 
(I don’t wanna go)

I don’t wanna bleed 
I don’t wanna sleep 
And I don’t wanna leave 
Yeah I don’t wanna leave 

(And I don’t wanna run)
But I’ve been feeling so done 
Only place I’m finding peace is inside a loaded gone 
Insomnia up for weeks just let me be let me rot 
Terrified to go to sleep I got no where I can run

I dont wanna sleep ft. Sewerperson and Days to Waste (Irby/Jolst)

lyrics:

We bend and we fold
But sure enough we shape back 
The bruised eyes you hold
Have faded from the photograph

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

When I leave i choke
On fumes from the promenade
Its jet fuel and black smoke
Wrapping over my brain

The ship lifts and I go
Hurdled into outer space
The trip ends and im home
Somewhere safe and far away

So Fight back and break bones
And show them how their blood tastes
Weve worn these welts and these bruised souls
Now its your turn to feel pain

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

north carolina (king theta)

♤kennedyxoxo♤[@kndyxoxo]

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