Blind

Ashes and Armour

Eternal light

The hardest, rawest track on the album. Riff-heavy, aggressive, and defiant. A warning: your grip is your downfall.

The Cost of Control

Streetlight Gospel is a faith-filled rock album that tells the story of redemption in real life — not in pews or perfect places, but under flickering streetlights where Jesus shows up in your mess. With gritty guitars, powerful vocals, and testimony-laced lyrics, Kenny Suarez delivers raw, unfiltered worship for those who know grace doesn’t come clean — it comes with scars, sweat, and the fire of transformation.

My Name Ain’t Shame

AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Am I the Monster?

Goodbye

"Echoes in the Fog" - The climax of Abberline’s journey. Guided by Crowe’s final ciphered messages, Abberline discovers the ritual to sever the entity’s grip: the vessel must die, and another must bear the curse. In a derelict church drowned in fog, Abberline faces Crowe, who flickers between monstrous host and pleading friend. With the pendant shielding him, Abberline drives the ritual blade home, granting Crowe release while binding the Codex’s curse into himself. As Crowe whispers his final thanks, the veil shudders and closes, but whispers still linger in the fog. Abberline, marked and forever changed, steps into the night as both detective and vessel—the hunter and the haunted.


[Intro]
The veil hangs torn, the city bleeds,
The Codex whispers ancient creeds.
A voice of man, a god disguised—
The final truth revealed to my eyes.

[Lyrical Intro]
The cipher led, the path was shown,
Through blood and ash, through flesh and bone.
One vow remains, the blade must fall,
To break the chain, to end it all.

[Verse 1]
I found his words in walls of stone,
Each line inscribed, yet not his own.
A faded photo, shadows weep,
His family’s secrets buried deep.
The pendant glows, the knife is near,
The fog resounds with what I fear.
His eyes reveal a fractured soul,
A man undone, no longer whole.

[Chorus – soaring cleans with gothic choir]
Echoes in the fog—his voice remains,
A soul in torment, bound by chains.
Echoes in the fog—his plea, his name,
I end the rite, I bear the flame.

[Interlude
So bind the flesh, so break the seal,
The Codex burns, the wound won’t heal.
So mark the skin, so call the night,
The host must fall to end the rite.

[Verse 2]
“Do it!—free me now,
The god has claimed what I allow.
These hands are not my own to guide,
The shadow waits, it will not hide.
Strike deep, my friend, the stars converge,
The knife the key, the blood the surge.
The fog will howl, the Codex feed—
Through me it reigns, through me it bleeds.”

[Pre-Chorus]
I hold the blade, my hand will shake.
(You must strike true—for both our sakes.)
The veil resists, the Codex cries—
(This is the end—its grip denies!)

[Chorus]
Echoes in the fog—the bond I sever,
One man redeemed, one cursed forever.
Echoes in the fog—the soul is freed,
The god recoils, yet clings to me.

[Bridge]
Zorath’nim! (unbind the chain!)
Mor’thak keleth! (death-words remain!)
Corpus fractum! (the flesh must die!)
Anima mea! (the soul will rise!)

[Breakdown]
Strike! The gate resounds!
Fall! The host unbound!
Burn! The Codex sears!
Bind! I bear its fears!

[Final Chorus]
Echoes in the fog—his voice departs,
The night still binds, it grips my heart.
Echoes in the fog—her blood, his plea,
One soul set free, one curse on me.

[Extended Outro]
“Thank you, Frederick…”
“Forgive me, friend…”
The pendant burns, the Codex brands,
Its scripture carved into my hands.

The fog recedes but not for long,
Its whispers weave an endless song.
I step alone, the night my shroud,
A vessel born, the curse a vowed.

Tenebris aeternum… (eternal dark)
Domine Umbra… (lord of shadow)
Anima fracta… (broken soul)
VINCIT UMBRA! (THE SHADOW WINS!)

[Outro]
I walk these streets where silence weeps,
I am the vessel the Codex keeps.
Echoes in the fog—they call, they bind…
I hunt the dark… yet it is mine.

Ahhhh... ahhhh... ahhhhhh...
Ohhhh... ohhhh... ohhhhhh...
Mmmmm... mmmmm... mmmmmmm...

Echoes in the Fog

I struck the match, watched my whole past collapse,
Empty pages in my diary, memories redact.
Everybody ghosted, but that’s on me and what I lack.
Fam cut ties, bridges burned, massive cracks.
Don’t fuckin’ ask, I’m drowning, lungs collapse.
My life is a body bag, zipped up, only black.

-Chorus-
Face the devil with this dagger; eyes locked, fitna clash.
He attacks, ribs cracked, heart bleedin’, deep gash ->
Counter attack, I stab back, make it rain; bloodbath.
Fuckin’ mid, motherfucker. Gut pierced. Got him down. Bad.
Bro slashes, breathin’ fire. Scarred up. Won’t heal back.
On one knee, bleedin’ out. High key, run up on ’em fast.
Fitna pass out but I cut deep, make his fuckin’ lungs collapse.
We charge for the final blow. 
This is my comeback!


They had my burial, no funeral. In the depths, my life began.
Now I’m a thousand miles away, I thought I had motion.
Leaky life raft, rough waters, deep ocean.
Holy fuck! Man overboard! 
Fuck that shit I’m drownin’!
Save me from these waves, can’t fight ’em, Newton’s Law wins.
Fever dreams, many options, don’t know what’s important.
So many fucking options, still searching for ambition.
Locked out on this splintered terrace, I’m fitna jump, free fallin’.
So deep underwater, no one can hear me no more.
Straight fucked in this bitch...
Lost the war.
Bruh, it’s like I don’t know who I am anymore!

Lost my soul, left it rotting on the seafloor.


Is anybody there? Does anybody care?
Long for the days when the one you love stays there.

-Chorus-
Face the devil with this dagger; eyes locked, fitna clash.
He attacks, ribs cracked, heart bleedin’, deep gash.
Counter attack, I stab back, make it rain; bloodbath.
Fuckin’ mid, motherfucker. Gut pierced. 
Got him down. Bad.
Bro slashes, breathin’ fire. Scarred up. Won’t hold back.



Empty home, empty pride, and hollow inside.
Every choice I made felt like slow suicide.
Bodies on the floor but it’s me crucified,
Fever dreams bled red, nowhere left to hide,
Knee deep in the shit. No one left. Can’t confide.
My name forgotten. My presence denied.
Kept tellin’ myself: “From this, you’ll never survive.”
Watch me flip tha script. Though I’m barely alive!

Is anybody there? Does anybody care?
Long for the days when the one you love stays there.

Is anybody there? Does anybody care?
Long for the days when the one you love stays there.

-Chorus-
Face the devil with this dagger; eyes locked, fitna clash.
He attacks, ribs cracked, heart bleedin’ 
Don't go.
Blade in this hand
This the final draw.
Push past my limits. Time to end it. Strike true! I collapse, but made the fucker fall!
I get up and stumble forward. Nothing can stop me any more.
Yet as I walk this new path, I wonder if these trials mean "us", at all!

THIS IS MY COMEBACK!

Bet, I've walked through fire.
Stood out in the rain.
And I've been reminded.
That I have everything to gain.

So let me tell you what's up.
I persevered through the pain.
If you hit rock bottom. 
Find something you love.
And you'll be repaid.
Find the things you love.
You'll never fall again.

THIS IS MY FUCKING COMBACK!
ONLY MYSELF IN MY WAY!
AND IF ANY TRIES TO STOP ME,
THEY WILL CURSE THAT DAY!

I WILL FUCK THEM UP!

This Is My Comeback?

Shatter Me

[Merged Tracks: Creations + I'm The Ringmaster]

[Verse 1]
Life is just one big illusion of sorts,
There’s many sights to see at the ports.
All over the world there’s somewhere,
We see the world in all of its shine there.

The sun is just a big ray in the sky,
To shape our world is to create the heights.
Rack up others to the cause of a world,
We unfurl unravelings in the swirl.

[Pre Chorus]
Birds that soar in the sky’s escapes,
Skyscrapers that tower above relapses.
Space is where the world can hark too,
Races of humans build it up from the dew.

[Chorus]
Rain that seeps from the sky’s love,
Storms that brew from the whims above.
Descending to a world that is made,
A home to call before the night’s raid.

Echoing prospects call this a world,
Others call it a delusion to hurls.
A light seeps beneath all of the others,
Creation is a beginning to wonders.

[Guitar Solo]

[Verse 2]
I cause the glitchings in the system,
Staff bears its promising rhythm.
I am the one that breaks the night,
Your memories won’t know the flight.

Alter your fate in my digital world,
Chaos in this dreadful swirl.
A seal to the chaos breaks outwards,
I reign the cycle ever backwards.

[Chorus]
I am the code to this fracturing maze,
Repeat the cycle of an endless raise.
The trickster has a name that he goes by,
Caine will shatter the endless spy.

The void stares right back at our souls,
I fulfill your roles in this concaving world.
Brace yourselves for the ride of your lives,
I, Caine, am the ringmaster you abide by.

[Guitar Solo]

[Verse 3]
Life has all sorts of meanings beneath,
We always find a way to release.
We all began in an empty void,
Then the world formed from dawn’s hole.

Voices call us to build civilizations,
Rust bends the will of generations.
Chaos fills your mind with determination,
But voids resist all restoration.

[Chorus]
I am the code to this fracturing maze,
Repeat the cycle of an endless raise.
The trickster has a name that he goes by,
Caine will shatter the endless spy.

The void stares right back at our souls,
I fulfill your roles in this concaving world.
Brace yourselves for the ride of your lives,
I, Caine, am the ringmaster you abide by.

[Ending – Fade Out]
A new world always dawns to humans,
There’s only one thing that ruins create.
A world that heralds above release,
Creation marks its own mystique.


Creations Ringmaster

Kenny Suarez – Faith-Led Visionary | Christian Artist | Entrepreneur | Mentor | Father | Kingdom Builder

I’m Kenny Suarez, a passionate believer in the power of Jesus Christ to transform lives and a multi-dimensional creative entrepreneur living to glorify God through everything I do. I’m not just building businesses — I’m building the Kingdom.

From my earliest days, I’ve known the struggles of coming from brokenness. But through the mercy and grace of God, I’ve turned that brokenness into a bold testimony. Today, I stand as a witness to what the Lord can do with a surrendered heart, and my mission is simple: point people to Jesus — through my music, ministry, family, and business.

🎵 Christian Artist & Music Creator

As a Christian hip-hop, gospel, and genre-fusing artist, I pour my story, my faith, and my emotions into every beat, melody, and lyric. Inspired by artists like Rod Wave, Miles Minnick, Forrest Frank, BigXthaPlug, Burna Boy, and Tems, I’ve cultivated a unique sound that blends melodic trap, Afrobeat gospel, house, reggae, and R&B — all rooted in Scripture and spiritual truth.

Whether I’m crafting a soulful anthem of redemption, a vibey Afro-gospel banger, or an emotional Rod Wave-style testimony, my goal is always the same: to lead the lost to Christ and remind believers that His grace still flows strong.

I use tools like Suno and AI-enhanced platforms to help produce music that carries excellence and anointing. I’ve released full albums across multiple styles — from Kingdom Vibes and Spirit Riddims to Dance Like You’re Free and Carried by Grace. Each album is a chapter of my walk with God, and every song is crafted to reach someone who feels unseen, unheard, or forgotten — just like I once did.

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 Husband, Father & Kingdom Leader

I’m a proud husband and father of three, and everything I do is for them — to give them a legacy of faith, strength, and purpose. My wife is not just my partner but my prayer warrior, and her relationship with Christ has been a huge part of my personal healing and growth.

Fatherhood has taught me discipline, sacrifice, and deep love — all of which fuel my passion to be a leader in every space I walk into, especially as a spiritual head in my home.

💼 Entrepreneur & Consultant

As the founder of multiple businesses, including Suarez Business Consulting, Kenny’s Randy Designs Co., Suarez Signature Car Care, and Guardian Roadside, I help other small business owners launch and scale their dreams while running mine. I offer merchant services, branding, social media content creation, design, and more — all with a Kingdom mindset.

I also help others get started in business, whether it’s a detailing hustle, a meal prep company, or nonprofit ministry. My calling is to build others up — with structure, wisdom, and vision.

⛪️ Ministry Leader & Speaker

Jesus Is the Rock Ministry is the ministry God put on my heart. Through preaching, YouTube teachings, podcasts, testimonies, and even my gaming content, I share how the Holy Spirit is moving — right now — in the lives of everyday people like me.

I believe God uses the broken to reach the broken. My sermons are raw, my teachings are real, and my message is rooted in the Gospel. I don’t sugarcoat, and I don’t play church. I bring the truth with love, because someone out there needs to know they are not too far gone for God.

🎮 Creator & Culture Shifter

Whether I’m dropping music, streaming gaming content, or designing streetwear for the Kingdom, I’m here to shift culture for Jesus. I believe we’re living in a time where creativity and faith collide — and we need more bold voices in every space. My brand isn’t just a business — it’s a movement. Whether it’s through TikTok, YouTube, Instagram, or merch, I show up as me — Kenny Suarez — unapologetic and on assignment.

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“Jesus is the Rock — and everything I build stands on Him.”

If you’re looking to work with someone who brings passion, excellence, authenticity, and the Spirit into everything

My Name Ain’t Shame

Kenny suarez

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