me and my brothr Hayden made a cool sad song. and I actually do wanna die. enjoy.

is it to late to kms? ft. hayd333n

this isnt a song, its a cry for help (arey)

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~,~ malice lyrics ~,~

[intro star]
I heard what she said
Off wit his head
He’s better off dead
I heard what she said

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 1 kanashi]
shawty want my head
said im better off dead
ion give a shit, fuck her friend instead

like da da da i be getting bread
like da da da always 2 steps ahead
and i know that you 
will wanna get inside 
when u see me up and living life 
thats alright, thats alright...

cuz i never was enough for you 
and now its my turn
guess it wasnt in the cards 
so now ill watch you burn
ill watch you burn...

[pre-chorus star]
When malice is in wonderland
Everything gets torn apart
I don’t understand
Why she want my head 
when she already got my heart 

[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead 

[verse 2 star]
Off off off something’s off in her head
why does she think I’m better off dead
Why? Why??
she can’t get to my neck I’m way too quick
grew up jumpin over more than candlesticks
I keep a handle gripped I handle my own 6:00 
yea..

I’m on one you can’t get me off it
I got one strapped down to a rocket
I got stacks in all of my pockets 
This hyperbop wants me to pop it
I can’t stop it drip out the faucet
Ur new man’s a bitch and ur still toxic
Im still nauseous I had to walk it out
focus on my profits now...
{{what is this hyper pop shi?)
[chorus star]
She be like off wit his, off wit his
off wit his head
I heard what she said
I Heard what she said
He’s better off, better off
Better off dead
Off wit my, off wit my
Off wit my head
She said off, off wit his head
This ain’t the way to get ahead

Malice in Wondaland

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Malice in Wondaland w/ Kanashi (p. klimlords)

icanfeelit w/ Kenny Orlando (prod. noahmadethiss x pekarot)

i know i cant stay here ft. shiki xo *cxld blxxd*

I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 
show me that you think I’m worth it 
i know it’s not attractive to be sad like all the time 
getting fucked up every night
I hate that I’ve been so vacant in my mind 
I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 


in my mind i’m nothing, I’m worthless 


i’m muted, I’m wordless 
I’m always left breathless 
lovestruck by your presence 
I think that you get the message 

I’m too self aware and observant 
and I just want some reassurance 
all of my scars have been resurfaced 
and i feel like I have no purpose 

i don’t really know why I’m even like this 
I’m done, and don’t even wanna fight this 
brush off every feeling till I’m mindless 
drink & drive while I’m high to get excited 

just a post millennial burnout 
trying my best to not be a let down
I know I’m not perfect, just want to be worth it

Baby I’ve been fighting all the demons vibin in my head
they came from reaping got me deep in existential dread  
i wish that I could just lay next to you up in my bed
chillin watching Netflix and maybe some freaky sex 

pouring you up a cup of coffee 
manifesting that you’d want me 
despite my thoughts and how they’re haunting

i'm sorry i'm not perfect (prod. Jolst x Wisssery)

im gonna get close *kt3lly*

recorded & mixed by me
produced by back2thapast

So I'm like yeah yeah yeah oh oh oh
This the start of something new
Every time I'm in a room with you I get a bad mood
Oh pardon me sorry dude I don't really wanna talk no
I don't really wanna talk
I don't really wanna talk no
I don't really wanna talk

So can you tell me what you mean
Nothing here is meant for me I'm nothing like I'm supposed to be
I hope that its all a dream
But its always a nightmare lately I been so scared I don't know
So I pick up right back where I started
Lately I don't want no friends and to my friends I'm so cold hearted
I cant wait till all this ends
Tell my momma that I'm sorry
I ain't as strong as I thought I was but I'm still working hard for us
Yeah and I been fighting for so long
I just wish this shit was simple what the fuck am I doing wrong
For my whole life I thought it was destiny
Now I don't think its meant for me
I'm tearing by the seams and honestly I wanna rest in peace
I cry each time I'm on a beat
Toss and turning in my sleep
Wake up sweating on my sheets cause I keep running from the truth
I just wanna be with you but you don't wanna be with me
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me
Oh yeah
Yeah
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me
Oh yeah
Ill say ill agree with you if you say you agree with me

growing pains

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growing pains [p. back2thapast]

Yeah
Ugh
How the hell do I tell what's right from wrong
It always seems like everyone got it put together oh
I don't think I care enough to get on
At this point I hate making every song
Honestly it don't bring me peace anymore
I reminisce when I was sleeping on the floor with my dad
Wanted everything it never mattered what I couldn't have
Now my vision distorted and I been heading down the wrong path
I was supposed to learn from my mistakes now I might crash
Why the fuck do I keep breaking down
I think I really fucking hate me now
I'm closer to the end
Can anybody somebody just hear me out
No who
Don't ask me how I'm doing
When everything gets rough I'm holding on
I aint really that tough I aint really that strong
Its my fucking life I ruined
I don't wanna get into it oh
Lately I'm the clown or I'm the pawn everyday I'm feeling stupid oh

I give advice to everyone but never take my own
I got problems on problems I guess you can say I'm grown
And I wonder how they'll feel when I'm dead and I'm gone
Tell my mom plant a tree when its time
I don't wanna tombstone
I don't want nobody crying
I don't wanna do wrong
I just wanna make it right
I sit at this laptop
Complaining about my spot
But I know that there's others that don't got it like I got
Used to put it on my mother one day I would pop
If you ask me now Ill tell you ima stop
Its not the same as before
Cause I don't want it like I did anymore
I don't see the point tell me what its for
I cant go one day being sober
This my dream and I think its over
Oh its over

overU

overU [p. silver + august]

Miền Mộng Mị (R&B mix) nhẹ nhàng

I just hurt myself never really get why 
I give myself a hard time
I dont wanna talk u won’t me see me nah
Ashes in the cup but she give me top
Top top top still she drop till she get me off
Mess inside my head that shit just won’t stop

Stop stop stop 
I can’t take this mindset 
I can’t create shit anymore i’m useless

Lately i just wanna give up 
Feels like i fell off dramatically
The numbers don’t mean much to me but i just miss my family

Like burnout, fanggang, where u at now?
Rose pals, already dead 
I’m missing all my old friends that i had then
I disappeared and i miss them

How about astrals, or the overcast chat, i miss hz haven’t seen him at all lately
Did this to myself i just wanna see my friends again

missing all my friends (prod. loopy!)

In a world of villains, be a hero
the salvadoran anti-hero
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