lexapro w/ unkept

2much feat. keno (xydra)

remix of TGIF by Katy Perry

verse 1: https://soundcloud.com/phreyla

verse 2: https://soundcloud.com/kurse11

verse 3: me

YGIM w/ phreyla, kurse11 (pk)

leave (p. johnkwon + derno)

Woke up at 10
Took a 10 
Cause I ain’t myself 
My only friends
Inside my head 
He says get some help
But you can’t listen to what he says 
cause he talks to himself
What’s he really know 
When he’s got nobody else 
I feel lost 
Stuck standing where the streets cross 

She says I look out of it 
Like im tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so im working all night  

I gotta be delirious thinking I can change my life     
Staying up through the night with these bloodshot eyes 
Got a little routine watching the sun rise 
But Im learning how to not hate myself 
Im still watching after everybody else 
Im still figuring out all of these fine lines 
Between alternate timelines
The last time I checked in I was in good health 
What’s the point in having it if I’m gonna ruin it 
Its almost like the pent up the fear in losing it 
Stops me from ever enjoying any of it    
Im just filling the emptiness…  
With a little more emptiness 

She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night
She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night    

Focus on the target that’s ahead of you 
Life is like a contest 
And everyones ahead of you 
There’s nothing you could ever do 
It was never up to you 
It was never meant for you

out of it

dropdead w/ d1v & JoshuaSageArt (warheart)

it's been a long time, and i can't find the words to say 
the first of july, the temps were high, i flew away 
do you remember all the things we said we'd do?
and after everything that we'd been through 
transparency took me the other way 

gotta try to forget, but i 
analyze what you said the day it died
i don't wanna resent the lie 
my heart will carnify 
and it's all in my head, but i'm 
getting over the dead, and i'll start to try
yeah, i gotta push on, survive 
recall the butterfly 

elevate, suffocate 
but i just can't remember the days of december
ain't it strange, the wind will change
but i never surrender, with the wings of a vlinder 
take your place, on the stage 
take the key from your pocket, and open this cage 
give and take, leave or stay
and i'll be your dissenter, with the wings of a blinder

out of it

Kenny Orlando